Ace's MindSay Blog

1st TIME!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-06T03:05:32-05:00

TODAY IS MY 1ST DAY ON THIS THING!!! and im using pink cuz my GF wants me to for my first time!!

Bored and going to the mall.

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-07T05:05:41-05:00

yeah so... im sill typing in pink and all. but yeah i slept over my cousin melina's house yesterday. and my other cousin angela slept over there with me. we had some fun, my mom's art show was pretty cool. she made some spear chandelere or however u spell it, with a bullseye underneathe it. and she also made a chandelere with bats that had skulls for heads. so it was cool. i also g2 see my boy cris's jazz concert. it was funny, cuz he was all serious and all while everyone else was smiling, so yup thats it.

Starting to like brittany a lot.

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-08T07:05:49-05:00

yeah well, ive been going out with brittany for a while now and i think that im really starting to like her. i mean before i just liked her. now im starting to really like her. its like when i talk on the phone with her i totally forget kimber. and i think that its great!!! maybe i will forget about her!!

just a quick update

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-08T09:05:18-05:00

yeah well, tomarrow i go back to school. i got suspended for smacking some kid in the face. he pulled out a cigarette and went up to my friend merriah and said, "u want it?" and she kept saying no and i said, "yo if u dont get that fucking cigarette out of my face im gonna fucking smack you in the face!" he got big, looked at me in the face and started acting tough, and said, "you aint gonna smack me!" and then i smacked him dead across the face in like 2 seconds all together - i took my hand from my pocket to his face to my pocket again fast as hell. so i had out of school suspension from thursday to saturday. oh and my brother is going to portugal for 4 weeks and i will be home alone for all that time after school. and i jacked some alchohol from my cousins apartment so ima drink some during school tuesday and i can go home by myself and by the time my mom gets home, i will be sober, if i even get drunk at all. it smells really good. i just hope my cousin melina doesnt notice it at all.

I CAUGHT KIMBER AND BRITTANY SMOKING!!!!!!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-09T01:05:07-05:00

this sux ass!!!!!!!!!!! im so pissed off right now. so i was walking to the nurse to go get some tylenol. and i look out the window next to the cafeteria and guess what i see? i see kimber in her big white shirt, prancing around outside, and then i see her raise her hands to her mouth and all of a sudden there is smoke coming from her mouth. now right there, i got heated, just pissed off at the fact that she didnt care about me or anything. and then i get another thought, "this is brittany's lunch too." so i look for brittany and i see brittany standing around the stone table outside. and im like oh god dont tell me. and then she raises her hands to her mouth and all of a sudden smoke comes from her mouth. so i got even more pissed. so i decided to open the door and stand right there until someone noticed me. kimber was the first one to notice me. in an instant she gasped, ducked and put it out. she then went towards brittany and told her, cuz brittany looked in my direction and put hers out. they both knew they were in deep shit. im so fucking pissed

PLAYED QUITE A FEW PEOPLE TODAY LIKE A FLUTE!!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-09T07:05:25-05:00

yeah so, kinda got over what happened today. i did some good things and bad things today. both i dont feel so good about doing. well i made a grown up choice by going over to west side, my old middle school and my lil bro's middle school now. plus, kimber's mom works there. so i went over there for a reason, to tell kimber's mom what was happening and what was going on. i was so nervous to tell her, i was sweating and everything. my underarm's stunk after i told her, they were all nasty and everything, but it was the right thing to do. and i asked her not to tell kimber that i said anything. and so i talked to brittany today, and brittany goes, "oh u talk to kimber? she got caught smoking." and i was like oh shit i never told brittany and it was a good thing, and i dont plan on telling her, cuz i dont want kimber finding out, but hey, if u loved somone with all ur heart, and u wanted to protect them, u would do what i did right? so i did, of course. but i guess kimbers mom said that the school called her and caught her smoking and said that everyone at the table got caught. so she cant talk on the phone for a week, and can only call cris's girlfriend jessica once a week. and shes also under close serveillance. and so i thank mrs. gordon with all my life for doing me the favor of not telling kimber that it was me. so im very grateful for that.

but with every good there is a bad. today me and cris, after talking to mrs. gordon, went into the bathroom. i had to use the bathroom. so we walked in and we saw some pants on the floor of the bathroom, we immediately checked for money. and there was money SEVENTY DOLLARS worth of money. i put the money in my pocket and we left that bathroom and went into another bathroom. cris has 30 with him and i have 40. im gonna split the extra 10 tomarrow at lunch. shit man, my CD player was stolen, and my wallet was stolen... shit happens, even if u dont want it to happen. but lately nothing i want to happen has bin happening. so i get used to the fact of losing and everything. so i feel really bad cuz we waited on my lil bro's track meet looking for it. and the kid was very distraught. so i am sad and do feel bad. but SHIT!!! thats $35 each for me and cris, and aint nobody bin generous to me in the past when it comes to stealing my shit!!!! so u can criticize me all u want, but it aint gonna change my mind, i have already dealt with enough shit in my life anyway, it looks like god is finally repaying me with all of this. well i g2g, and dont be sad to cus me out, i understand. if i could turn back time and change it from happening i would, but its too late for that now. so go ahead and talk ur shit, especially my friends, go ahead and make me feel bad, i mean i dont have nothing left to live for anyway, my only meaning and life worth living for doesnt care about me. bye.

just trying this out

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-09T08:05:10-05:00

ADRIAN ADD TO FAVORITES Gender: Male Meaning: Of the Adriatic Origin: Latin User Rating: 3.1 5=LOVE IT 1=HATE IT

NICOLE ADD TO FAVORITES Gender: Female Meaning: Victory of the People Origin: French User Rating: 3.2 5=LOVE IT 1=HATE IT

AMANDA ADD TO FAVORITES Gender: Female Meaning: Worthy of Love Origin: Latin User Rating: 2.9 5=LOVE IT 1=HATE IT

JOANNA(taken from joanne) ADD TO FAVORITES Gender: Female Meaning: God is Gracious Origin: English

MIRANDA ADD TO FAVORITES Gender: Female Meaning: Admirable, Beautiful Origin: Latin User Rating: 3 5=LOVE IT 1=HATE IT

SAM ADD TO FAVORITES Gender: Male or Female Meaning: God hears Origin: Hebrew User Rating: 2.8 5=LOVE IT 1=HATE IT

CHRISTOPHER(CRIS) ADD TO FAVORITES Gender: Male Meaning: Christ-bearer Origin: Greek User Rating: 3.3 5=LOVE IT 1=HATE IT

JESSICA ADD TO FAVORITES Gender: Female Meaning: Wealthy Origin: Hebrew

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-09T09:05:30-05:00

this game is friggen awesome!!!

http://www.studentfreestuff.com/bowman_game_bowman_game.html

DRUNKEN BLAZE IN HIGHSCHOOL!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-10T01:05:19-05:00

yeah so today was interesting. i did get drunk today, im getting over it right now. i started drinking at the beginning of 2nd period. but it wasnt enough, so near the end, like right before morning announcements, i went into the bathroom and drunk some more. i also took some more after the period ended. yo that shit stunk soooo bad that it made brittany sick. i loved it. :-) but... uh... yeah kimber is pissing me off with her bullshit. she is getting really close friend with brittany and i talked to cris and he said that she is trying to do shit and that i need to watch out for her. and i agree, im like kimber's lil guardian angel, she dont know that im here on the sideline keeping an eye on her. and i plan to keep it that way. i love her and all, but i aint gonna get back into that shit. oh im listening to that song by mariah carrey, the one where its like "youll always be a part of me..." and then at the last verse of the chorus, shes like "oh darling cuz youll always be my baby." thats a good song and its true for me to kimber. well, miranda wants to get on so bye.

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-10T03:05:38-05:00

um.. yeah so i guess, while i was drunk i was getting kinda mean, cuz i was getting pissed off at megan for smoking, and i decided that i would try to stop her. and brittany got in my way, and i tried to avoid her, and like get around her and stuff, but she wouldnt budge soi had to shove - i mean "push" - her to get out of my way. and i took the cigarette from the ground, after i put it out, and broke it in half, and through it in the distance. i also shook brittany earlier and was like, "walk me to class, u gotta walk me to class." she didnt. but i skipped and went to the other 2 lunches. it was cool. i g2g to stay with brittany at lunch, which is where the whole cigarette thing happened. so... yup! thats it. bye!!!

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-10T06:05:24-05:00

um... yup, just chilling, hanging out, relaxing. im at the sub-base youth center hanging out. yeah, im not supposed to be here, cuz its illegal cuz im not in navy. but im here for my lil bro camerons baseball game and its cool, but no one is talking to me on AIM, so im bored. if u wanna talk to me, IM me at aagt2003 so there u go, dont be shy, i will talk to anyone right now. PLEASE!!! IM SO BORED.

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-10T10:05:22-05:00

yeah, im at my friend biggens house right now, i have bin showing him around the mindsay web, and he thinx its gay, but he likes all the hot girls that u can find. lol. biggens has something to say, "i am the sexiest beast alive." which is totally not true, but we'll let him think that anyway

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-11T11:05:18-05:00

oh man, last night was friggen hilarious. biggens started stripping and he reminded me of chris farley. and i told him aboukt how on a skit on SNL chris farley was a Chip N' Dales auditioner, it was funny shit. and yo, biggens can flow with the music. he can dance. i still find it kinda funny and all.

ARGH. im doing a health report thats due in 2 days... on friday. it sux. im doing my report on shrooms, or the scientific word is... Psilocybin. its the hardcore shit. and im mad that mrs. forbotnick forgot my zippo lighter. i miss that thing so. and im mad at melissa for not bringing my "kool-aid". ima fail if i dont do this so i guess ill get back to work.

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-11T07:05:16-05:00

i just got back from my lil bro's track meet and im exausted. i have had an exausting day and i just need some rest. god. u know what... ill get back to this thing later, ima cook dinner and take a nap.

TIME TO TAKE ACTION ON HIS SORRY ASS!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-12T01:05:25-05:00

its official. ima beat the shit outa james stack! this fucker has crossed the line this time! fucking jessica and miranda and cassie are all hovering over my shoulder for the information. ima get a time to beat his ass. i should prolly be nice to him to get to him. ima invite him to hang with me or something... miranda says he wont hang with me, but she doesnt realize how much he wants to be my friend. he has even called kimber names to be my friend... but i HATE HIM WITH A FIERY PASSION!! and i dont like fighting, but ima do it anyway. so if ur wondering why i wanna beat his ass... well then there is a simple reason that pisses me off beyond... ARGH! yesterday, and today, while kimber was wrapped in her blanket, james went up and hugged her. now i noticed this and i didnt like it all. but this was an extended hug. it went on for a while. i noticed this but didnt think anything of it except that she was trying to get me jealous. HE FINGERED HER! while she was wrapped in the blanket in school!!! i am gonna take action in this!

I took this from my other journal at aol. check it out

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-12T02:05:00-05:00

I was looking at this and it reminded me of all the things I did for kimber. You know, in my eyes, I was practically the perfect boyfriend. Idk what went wrong, and why I was treated so horrible, why after all the love I gave her, after I proved my love over and over again, that she could do all the shit she did to me. girls... Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot...(I always tell her that, even to this day. And each time I say that, its the honest to god truth. She will always be beautiful in my eyes.) ...who calls you back when you hang up on him... (I always call her back, even to this day.) ...who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. (I would always stare at her beauty while she slept on the busrides to our marching competitions. I never slept.) Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead... (OK, I didnt kiss her on the forehead all the time, but I did occasionally. She thinks that she has an ugly forehead, and I would tell her it was just as beautiful as the rest of her and then kiss it. I'm the only person she will let look at her forhead.) ...who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats... (Yup, thats me, never afraid to let everyone know that she was my boo. Even on mix-match day I was proud to let everyone know she was mine.) ...who holds your hand in front of his friends... (Yeah, well, I tried, but she never wanted to, she would always play around and run away. And then one day she put her hand out and grabbed mine. I took it in surprise, and it was akward, because we were already broken up, but it took me a lil bit to get used to it. I would always shove our hands in my coat pocket.) ...who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. (Now kimber is one of those girls who thinks that she only looks half decent with makeup on. Each time she didn't wear makeup, I would tell her that she was beautiful without makeup on.) Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. (I would always tell her that. I wanted her to know how much I loved her, how much I cared for her, and how much I wanted to be with her. I even wrote in my journal[the one that i have in a book] how lucky i was to have her, how i couldn't believe she had chosen me out of all the other gorgeous guys there were to choose from. I mean, I'll be honest, I'm not the most beautiful or gorgeous guy on the face of the earth.) Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her." (I remember the first time I ever said that. I said it to cris. It was at a band competition. She was walking with me and cris and then walked away to go talk to her friends. I turned to cris and stared him in the eyes and said, "That's the one cris. She's the one I've been waiting for. She's it. I love her man." Well it was something like that.) AND NOW TO KIMBER... Guys.. Find a girl who calls you BABE or baby face instead of HOT or SEXY... (NOPE) ...who can't stand it when you hang up on her... (YES, I did it once and she wouldn't talk to me at all the next day) ...who would sit there for hours looking into your eyes... (NOPE) Wait for the one who doesn't care what you look like, but what's inside counts the most... (MAYBE, I'm not that good looking compared to who she has dated in the past.) ...who looks at you with the twinkle in her eyes and kisses you on the cheek instead of the lips... (NOPE) ...who wants to be with you in public... (Considering the way she was with me in public, always walking away from the crowd, always hanging with her friends, ignoring me... NOPE) ...who makes you smile just by knowing she loves/likes you back. (NOPE) Wait for the girl who is a constant reminder of your happiness and joy. (YES and NO. At first, when i thought she loved me, I did smile a lot thinking that she did love me, but when I found out that it was a lie, all I can do is try not to cry.) Wait for the girl who you give piggy back rides to in public and she still is in view of her friends, while she gets off and you hear her go: "you're the one for me." (NEVER) If you open this, you have to repost it, guy or girl. NO EXCUSES

Dr. touches my balls and LIFE'S A BITCH!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-13T02:05:00-05:00

yeah, um... today was ok. i was really tired though. i just wanted to sleep most of the day. i had my physical today too. and im in good health. YUCK! i had to show my friggen dick and nuts to my pediatrition! dont that suck. but i thought it was kinda funny cuz when my mom came back in, he was like, "well adrian is looking great! i dont see anything wrong with him!" i was like, i hope he means my health and not my groin. lmfao. yeah, but im not gonna beat james up unless he comes and starts shit with me. which he prolly wont cuz hes a bitch. yesterday miranda was like "adrian if u wanna go beat james up then go ahead, but im letting u know, that i will lose all respect for u." BITCH!! yd ya have to go and say that?! I HAD MY MIND SET!! argh, friends can piss u off sometimes. they almost always stear u in the right direction. BUT I LOVE THE GIRL!!! y cant i just knock him around a lil bit? u know, give him a black eye, a broken nose, and rebrake his rib maybe? oh, and also... POSSIBLY... lower his baby count. just a maybe? no, ok. nvm. *sigh* i wanna kiss brittany but i never get like the perfect oppertunity to do it. like yesterday after school, i was gonna do it, but her friend tonya was there. and i was like, "c'mon! GOD! just gimme a couple minutes alone with her." but that never came. *sigh* welp, thats it. im done for now. OH, except for the fact that brittany looks really good without braces on. she looks sooooo HoTt! ima try to get someone to bring me some drinks today also. maybe, possibly, who knows. OH!! i might go over chrispy's today. i totally forgot! i should call him!!

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-15T09:05:49-05:00

well, ive bin on restriction for a while. so i havent really bin able to get on the comp. i had to drain some of my moms "precious milk" to convince her to lemme on the comp. although ive outused my time limit. so i havent bin able to talk to brittany either. :-( but ive bin busy all day working on my biology poster, and recording some DVDs on to VHS. oh and poo, my uncle and cousins didnt call me last night to sleep over. i was gonna and i was waiting for them to call me back. so i was in my moms bed watching all the star wars: clone wars cartoon series, (NERD 101) ha ha, and then i fell asleep. next thing u know my mom pushes me over to get into bed. now on any other occasion, i would get up and move, but i was so tired and sleepy i moved over and then i woke up the next morning by myself. my mom was downstairs making breakfast. man, that sounds sooooooo wrong. lol. the only reason that happened was cuz of... HA HA HA! IM WATCHING FAMILIY GUY ON FOX AND THE CHICKEN THAT PETER FOUGHT ON AN EARLIER EPISODE JUST CAME BACK OUT OF NOWHERE!! THAT SHT WAS FRIGGEN HILAROUS!!! ... but neway, after 7th practice last night, wadya expect? i could barely move! so as exausted as i was, today i did laundry, went shopping with my mom for her graduation outfit, i also got some bitchin shades and a cool new hat. oh i cant wait till star wars comes out, i would actually bring my girlfriend to see the movie for a date, and lemme tell u, there wouldnt be no "activities" going on but watching the movie and getting refills on soda and popcorn. so, i g2g, ttyl everyone, bye!

got bored during 3rd period today, so i decided to surf mindsay blogs.

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-16T12:05:21-05:00

What you think about me.

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I died from natural causes:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Hair:
» Family:

WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend?:
» Keep a secret if I told you one?:
» Hold my hand?:
» Take a bullet for me?:
» Keep in touch?:
» Try and solve my problems?:
» Love me?:
» Date me?:

HAVE YOU EVER:
» Lied to make me feel better?:
» Wanted to kiss me?:
» Wanted to kill me?:
» Broke my heart?:
» Kept something important from me?:
» Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

And More-
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-16T06:05:03-05:00

A millions words would not bring you back, I know because I tried. Neither would a million tears I know because I cried.

IF I WERE A GIRL, THIS WOULD BE MY LIFESo, what are your secret skills? You'r

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-16T11:05:15-05:00

What are your secret SKILLS? So, what are your secret skills? You're about to find out! MOSTLY Cs - left-brain lady The überserious you lives in your left brain. school: You're into logic and things that compute, like math and science. But that doesn't mean you do badly in English or art. Actually, you're good at anything you set your mind to. love and friends: You want a like-minded left-brain boy, so look for a supersmart and way cute boy to be your guy. As for friends? Your buds know you're the person to go to with any kind of prob-school, boys or family. style: Nothing too fancy! You're more practical, but you will dress up for the right occasion. Even then, you opt for a look that won't make you stand out. future: You can wrap your mind around anything medical, legal or computer-related. http://quiz.teenmag.com/teen/tests/secretskills.htm

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-17T08:05:50-05:00

i have come to a conclusion. i think that somebody hates someody so much, because of their similarities. JOANNA IS GETTING P-PD OFF!! its true though. theyre both stubborn as fuck!! and both are very, very, very bad ass... and bitchy. they are both pretty too. and they know how to kick a guys balls. lol. and they know how to give a guy blue balls too. and theyre both major teases. ESPECIALLY KIMBER. theyre also a lil slutty, joanna isnt anymore, she cant she has a boyfriend. HA HA! im sitting on joannas lap and my fatnesss is killing her!!!!!!!!!! and nikki says hi!! nikki is singing like a rockstar!!! ROCK ON!!!!

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-17T08:05:27-05:00

yeah so today was kinda intersting. yup, brittany was acting weird lately, she was all like not talking and ignoring me and all. she had this look on her face like she was sad about something. if it was because i still havent kissed her than too bad. i like her and all, but i just dont really feel like kissing her. idky. i just dont feel that connection, plus i guess u could say that im a lil scared, but still, i just dont really feel like it. if she breaks up with me then too bad, right? its just not the same, it doesnt feel right. i just wanna let it go. but w.e.

oooooh today, i got my State ID renewed, its a duplicate. i also went and re-ordered my boaters liscence, that got stolen with my wallet, which reminds me, i got another wallet. it says linkin park on it and it is kick ass. it has a chain on it and everything.

i went to chuck e' cheese today. i went and visited miranda. i also saw this kid i know from middle school, his name is billy spear. he was like "adrian?" and i was like, "oh crap, billy! how are u these days?" but newayz, me and miranda hung out a lil bit, she had to dress up as chuckee for soem lil kids birthday party and all. and then we took some pictures together on the sketch thing, miranda messed up one, i messed up another, and then we had 2 good pictures. one is with a good pose and all, we look nice. and the other one is with miranda wearing my aviator sunglasses and me wearing my hat, of course. we looked bad ass. we did a bad ass pose and everything. ha ha!!

HOW THE FRIG DO U GET PICTURES ON UR ENTRIES?!?!?!!?...

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-17T08:05:56-05:00

SOMEBODY TELL ME HOW U GET PICTUERS FROM THE COMPUTER OR INTERNET ONTO UR JOURNAL ENTRY!!!!

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-18T11:05:41-05:00

yeah so, i have finally discovered how to put pics up on ur entries. but i have to wait till i get home cuz i aint got no pics on this comp. ha ha. but uh... im thinking about breaking up with brittany. yeah, she doesnt seem that interested in me any more. shes kinda pulling a kimber, and im not gonna get caught up i that shit again. lol. i mean c'mon, we havent even kissed. and its not like i havent tried... i have. but she much rather prefers kissing me on the cheek and a peck on the lips. which really really sux. im a lil worried too. like what she might think if i just came up and kissed her and all. if i get the courage to do it, which means i need to have a bet from my friends. im a coward unless its a bet. like i need someone like cris to say, "adrian, if u kiss her, i will give u this," or like "adrian, i dare u to kiss brittany, toungue and all. if u dont, i get a free kick in the nuts on u." ha ha, that would sure work. lol. yeah that would work. welp, i need to get back to work now. i need to get started on my monologue for theatre arts. YAY!! not really. its due friday and i still havent started. lol. later for now

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-18T11:05:32-05:00

HAPPY 2 MONTHS TO NIKKI AND KYLE!!!

HAPPY 3 MONTHS TO JOANNA AND JOHN!!!!

HAPPY 3 WEEKS TO ME AND BRITTANY ON SATURDAY!!!!!!!!

SITE FOR MY MONOLOGUE IN THEATRE ARTS

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-18T11:05:47-05:00

http://www.perspicacity.com/elactheatre/workshop/monos.htm

THIS THING IS BEAUTIFUL.A monologue by Matthew Clearfield Copyright by the Author. All R

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-18T11:05:52-05:00

Lessons A monologue by Matthew Clearfield Copyright by the Author. All Rights Reserved. (Lights up) Well (Replace with someone you care about), I guess this is it. It's been fun hasn't it. It'll will be hard to forget, so many memories. The only thing stopping us from seeing each other is time, and what is time but a mere idea-we as a human race invented to keep track of what happens. It would be easy to do away with time all together. Huh, imagine, that-no time. We could stay as long as we wanted to in one place and not have to worry about leaving. It would mean eternal happiness. Not just for us but for everyone. No more jobs nine to five, because 5:01 and 8:59 wouldn't exist. There would be no set time to return from a vacation or deadline for a book report in school. Time is only in our minds. (Pause) Unfortunately this is just a dream. Time is as much a part of our society as speaking and listening. When our ancient ancestors first calculated how long a day was and how that fit into a month and how that fit into a year they never thought about how we should pass the time. We've had to suffer through that by ourselves. Is it easier for us as a species to block all feelings and memories until we see each other again? (pause) Yes -- is it healthier, no. We must realize that no matter how much it hurts to do so, these happy times we shared together will always be with us. Through good times and bad, through winter and summer. And when we need to we can rely on these happy thoughts to give us support when we need it most. (Pause) Hey, we'll meet again. It may be in a year, a month or twenty years from now, but this isn't goodbye. I'm so damn sure of that. So wipe those tears of your face, smile and remember time doesn't have to be so long.

A play by Robin Glasser Copyright by the Author. All Rights Reserved. EMMA:

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-18T12:05:06-05:00

Love Is a Place A play by Robin Glasser Copyright by the Author. All Rights Reserved. EMMA: They laughed. They all laughed at me! All of my supposed friends laughed at me! I can't believe that I really thought that they were my friends! Jack, they laughed at me when I cried because the cafeteria reminded me of you. That was where we first kissed. Do you remember? Of course you don't remember. You can't remember! You're dead! Why did you have to leave me? I need you. Nobody understands, Jack. They all think that I'm just being melodramatic. They all say that just because we're 15 that it couldn't have been love. But it was love! I loved you then, and I love you now! Why'd you do it? Whatever it was, you could've talked to me about it. We would have worked something out. That note that you left didn't do much to console me. Dear Emma, I love you, but there are some things that even love can't conquer. I have problems that you couldn't even imagine, and I don't want to get you involved. This has nothing to do with you. Please don't blame yourself. Even if you were here, there's nothing that you could do to stop me. My mind's made up. I know what I have to do. I'll always love you. Love, Jack Even if you were here there's nothing that you could do to stop me? What do you mean there's nothing that I could've done? I know that if I had been there things would have turned out differently. Jack, my heart is breaking. You made me realize that I was special. You showed me that I do matter, and when you needed me to be there for you, I wasn't there. Everything that happened in my life before I met you is meaningless, as is everything that has happened since your suicide. It makes me so angry that no one thinks that it's possible to be in love just because of our age. Is age really what matters? Are they saying that if soulmates meet before they are 21, then it won't be love? How old do you have to be for love to be real? I don't care what they think about our relationship. It was real. I know it, and you know it, and that's all that matters. I miss everything about you. You can't imagine how difficult it is being here without you. My best friend in the whole world, the one person that I could tell anything to, is gone. Gone forever. I always thought that we would grow up, get married, have kids, become grandparents, and grow old together, but now that'll never happen. You know the saying, you always hurt the ones you love? Well, I see just how true it is now. I know that you loved me despite all of my flaws, yet still you hurt me in the worst way possible. You left. When you were here, I felt like I belonged to the world. Now that you're gone, I'm a lonely soul floating aimlessly throughout the world. You were my guide on the path of life, and without you I'm lost. Jack, I can't deal with this anymore. I know that it's only been about a month, and everyone says that it will get easier, but I know that although that may apply to others in similar situations, it doesn't apply to me. This will never get any easier. It will only get harder, as the days pass and the realization that you're gone forever sets in on me. I have no one here to help me deal with this. You were the only one who understood me. My love for you was what kept me going, but it's getting harder with everyone saying that it wasn't really love. I know that it was love. That love kept me going, and now, in the end, it's also what's tearing me apart. I suppose that you could say that it's almost like a drug. Love, that is. I was down when we met, and your love helped me to get out of my rut, and up into the clouds. I can't live without your love, so it's now clear what I have to do. Juliet said to Romeo, "and all my fortunes at thy foot I'll lay, and follow thee my lord throughout the world". Now it's my turn to follow you throughout the world or after world. I don't care where we are as long as we're together, and the only way that we can be together is in death. In your note you said that there was nothing that I could do to stop you. Now, there's nothing that you can do to stop me. I'm coming to join you, Jack! [Emma opens a nearby window that's on the 4th floor] They say that it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. I think that whoever said that is the wisest man who ever lived. I'm going to make up my own saying now. Love is the place where two perfectly harmonious souls meet, and live. In that place, nothing matters. Not age, race, religion or anything. That, Jack is where I met you. [Emma puts her feet through the window, then the rest of her body. Takes one look inside, and jumps]

GOT A CHEATING BITCH OF A GIRLFRIEND, GONNA BREAK UP WITH HER... DETAILS LATER!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-18T12:05:18-05:00

yeah, so... im gonna break up with brittany. ill tell u more info about it later. in my last period. ha ha, this is some juicy shit. ha ha!!!!!

I BROKE UP WITH MY GIRLFRIEND AND I CAN FINALLY PUT SOME PICTURES UP!! HURRAY!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-18T04:05:59-05:00

YAY!! I BROKE UP WITH BRITTANY!!! SHE WAS STILL SWEATING HER EX AND ALL AND WAS GONNA BREAK UP WITH ME AND MAKE ME LOOK LIKE A FOOL IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY!! W.E. ITS PROLLY CUZ I DIDNT KISS HER, SO WHAT, I DIDNT WANNA KISS HER. WELL I DID, BUT THEN I JUST DIDNT FEEL LIKE IT. HA HA. LOL. SHIT HAPPENS!!! but newayz... ok, this is my ex-girlfriend kimber, shes also the girl i love, and dont catch an attitude joanna or miranda or nikki or sam... etc. http://tinypic.com/55m16s ok this is me with some crazy hair... this wasnt too long after nikki's b-day party. http://tinypic.com/55m2q9 uh... this is me in my sexy cowboy hat in wal-mart http://tinypic.com/55m32w yeah, this is my best friend cris in the cowboy i let him borrow... in wal-mart http://tinypic.com/55m3pu this next one is me posing in my totally kick-ass shorts, and kimber's shades, with some really high black sox!! http://tinypic.com/55m3cl

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-19T12:05:19-05:00

BIGGENS IS A BITCH!!! he doesnt want me writing in my journal right now but fuck him anyway. so i went to my mentor dinner today, and first person i see when i walk in is... u guessed it... kimberz. lol! biggens calls her kimberz, he says cuz shes fucking annoying. which many people that know her will agree. ha ha. so i didnt wanna be rude and all, my mom had stopped and talked to her. so i decided to say hi. next thing u know, were talking and flirting and shit. *Sigh* idk what to do. but i guess ima talk to her tomarrow. biggens says ima lil soft lil bitch. but so is he. soft lil pussy bitch!! ha ha. but man, i soooooo wanted to kiss her right there, and if i see her tomarrow, i will try not to. but i dont think that i can hold it in and all. *sigh*. i was gonna kiss her, but her lil friends were there and all. and her mom was not very far from there. biggens is gay. yup yup, im bored, so ima go now. ill talk later guyz.

AN UNEXCUSED ANNIVERSARY SHOUT OUT!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-19T08:05:25-05:00

HAPPY 1yr & 3months TO MIRANDA AND JAMES!!!!!!!

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-19T08:05:08-05:00

yeah so... uh... oh right!! kimber gave me her thong today!!! YES!!!! but she forgot to bring me in a picture. so yeah, that sux. im in band right now. its first block. we rotated today. ok, i guess ima go and do some geometry homework with mi-mi now. later

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-19T02:05:40-05:00

um today was pretty intersting. everyone got mad at me cuz kimber was wearing my shirt today... she left home with it today too. well, that sux. but i got her lil gift and she got my shirt. so w.e. i could always go back to KOHL'S and get another one, theyre like $5. so i wont sweat it much. this new site i found, the site that allows me to get to any site on the fitch computers KICKS ASS!!!! man, i tried almost everything, porn, game sites, even the chat rooms... the chat rooms didnt work very well. w.e. well ima go now cuz im bored and i have no life right now. im at school right now and cris is listening to his corny spanish music. oh wait till i post a pic i took today, theyre friggen funny as hell. one is with me by myself and im dressed up all geeky and shit, and since my back pack is a hiking back pack, (i got a hiking back pack, cuz i always rip my back packs each year) it had supporters on the front and shit. another one is with me still dressed the same way, and cris is on me acting kinda gay. so theyre funny...

i was looking at pics of me during wrestling season and pics of me now, and i totally look different. im not as sexy and defined and shit. so yeah, ima go. later

A NICE CHAT BTWN ME AND MY RECENT EX-GF!! (she dont seem too happy)

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-19T05:05:16-05:00

YouCantCMe782 (4:58:08 PM): hey i have a wquestion wrestlesleepeat (4:58:14 PM): yeah? YouCantCMe782 (4:58:24 PM): why is it that you broke up with me wrestlesleepeat (4:58:27 PM): cuz wrestlesleepeat (4:58:30 PM): i did wrestlesleepeat (4:58:43 PM): what did tonya tell u? YouCantCMe782 (4:58:51 PM): nothin and i want a reason wrestlesleepeat (4:59:11 PM): well, same reason u were gonna break up with me YouCantCMe782 (4:59:25 PM): and that would be WHAT wrestlesleepeat (4:59:54 PM): idk, why dont u take a look at that letter btwn u and tonya YouCantCMe782 (5:00:28 PM): wat ketter YouCantCMe782 (5:00:32 PM): wat letter*** wrestlesleepeat (5:00:50 PM): nvm YouCantCMe782 (5:00:55 PM): no i wann aknow YouCantCMe782 (5:00:58 PM): wanna know* wrestlesleepeat (5:01:03 PM): i just have instincts wrestlesleepeat (5:01:09 PM): i know certain things YouCantCMe782 (5:01:11 PM): instincts about what YouCantCMe782 (5:01:17 PM): who said i was gonna break up with you YouCantCMe782 (5:01:21 PM): in the first place wrestlesleepeat (5:01:25 PM): people wrestlesleepeat (5:01:30 PM): a lil birdy told me YouCantCMe782 (5:01:31 PM): like?!?!?! wrestlesleepeat (5:01:40 PM): and i also read the note btwn u and tonya wrestlesleepeat (5:01:46 PM): well, that was today YouCantCMe782 (5:01:47 PM): and what did it say wrestlesleepeat (5:01:52 PM): that note was today YouCantCMe782 (5:01:57 PM): what did it say wrestlesleepeat (5:02:06 PM): but it proved my reasons and what was said wrestlesleepeat (5:02:16 PM): idk YouCantCMe782 (5:02:22 PM): WHAT DID IT SAY wrestlesleepeat (5:02:30 PM): can i ask y u care? wrestlesleepeat (5:02:37 PM): it just said things that u said YouCantCMe782 (5:02:40 PM): BCUZ I WANNA KNOW wrestlesleepeat (5:02:47 PM): ok, ok. gosh wrestlesleepeat (5:03:25 PM): well, it said that u still loved jose adna ll wrestlesleepeat (5:03:32 PM): and that u didnt wanna break up with me wrestlesleepeat (5:03:39 PM): and that u were just gonna ignore me wrestlesleepeat (5:03:45 PM): and that u didnt want a BF YouCantCMe782 (5:03:53 PM): and what...we all know you still like(d) kimber... wrestlesleepeat (5:04:13 PM): and? wrestlesleepeat (5:04:21 PM): u still love jose YouCantCMe782 (5:04:34 PM): so you coulda liked kimber but you broke up with me cuz i still like jose wrestlesleepeat (5:04:55 PM): well, u were gonna break up with me wrestlesleepeat (5:05:02 PM): so y make myself look like a fool? YouCantCMe782 (5:05:11 PM): but you didnt know that until today wrestlesleepeat (5:05:18 PM): no YouCantCMe782 (5:05:28 PM): that i still liked jose./...YEA wrestlesleepeat (5:05:30 PM): i knew the day i broke up with u YouCantCMe782 (5:05:44 PM): oh really and how did you figure that out wrestlesleepeat (5:05:55 PM): take a lucky guess YouCantCMe782 (5:06:02 PM): i dunno why dontcha tell me wrestlesleepeat (5:06:10 PM): well, ok... YouCantCMe782 (5:06:19 PM): kimber...tonya? YouCantCMe782 (5:06:23 PM): sam? YouCantCMe782 (5:06:33 PM): who wrestlesleepeat (5:07:34 PM): jose was in ISS with jessica, cris's GF. he told her about u writing him all those notes, and that he went both ways. so jessica told cris. and at 3rd lunch ystrdy, cris came and told me. and so i was like ok. w.e. what needs to be done should be done YouCantCMe782 (5:07:35 PM): YouCantCMe782 is no longer signed on.

STAR WARS III

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-20T12:05:55-05:00

STAR WARS III: RETURN OF THE SITH was by far the greatest fucking movie ever!!! i mean, better than the last lord of the rings, better than planet of the apes!!! it was FLIPPIN' SWEET!!! i went with biggens to see it. oh, god. i got sooooo pissed off tho, i had to keep getting up to go use the bathroom 3 times!!! and they werent lil pee problems, they were emergencies!!! i mean it felt like my "lil vato" was gonna explode! but it was totally friggen awesome!!!

MY EX-GF IS FUCKING INSANE!! SHE JUST STARTED FREAKING OUT ON ME OUTA NOWHERE!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-20T05:05:34-05:00

youcantcme782: hey i have a qwestion Aagt2003: what question might that be? youcantcme782: are you mad at me for some reason Aagt2003: no. Aagt2003: why? youcantcme782: just asking cuz whenever i see you, you always give me a dirty look Aagt2003: i do? youcantcme782: yea youcantcme782: and you dont talk to me Aagt2003: why do i have to talk to u? youcantcme782: nobody said you had to i am just saying....and why did you call jose a man whore or something like that Aagt2003: just to let u know, i was calling him a man whore before i even knew u youcantcme782: well that is fucked up youcantcme782: why cant you say it to his face Aagt2003: i do youcantcme782: no you font youcantcme782: dont*. Aagt2003: me and cris are always cracking on him for that shit youcantcme782: not to his face Aagt2003: how much u wanna bet? Aagt2003: me and cris have done that before youcantcme782: there is no point in saying that shit it is stupd Aagt2003: we go up and be like, "jose, werent u just going out with some other girl last week? dude, ur a fucking man whore." then he says, "no im a pimp" youcantcme782: thats cuz you make it llook like you are jokin Aagt2003: well, its ok to joke and tell the truth. youcantcme782: thats fucked Aagt2003: thats what good about having friends and all. u can talk junk but talk the truth Aagt2003: my friends call me a greedy dirt rican. and thats true youcantcme782: umm w/e Aagt2003: they also call me stupid and i got a big nose and big lips and a big head. its true, but we joke around about it neway. youcantcme782: im just sayin its messed up that you go and say it to rashad Aagt2003: i was sick 1 wk during wrestling season and my nose was crazy dark red. they called me rudolph Aagt2003: saying what to rashad? youcantcme782: that jose was a man whore youcantcme782: he told me you said that when you were at some laundry place Aagt2003: yeah last night youcantcme782: why did you have to say that youcantcme782: there was no need for that ] Aagt2003: wtf?! Aagt2003: no need for what? youcantcme782: to say things about ppl Aagt2003: w.e. everyone talks about everyone. even i talk about kimber like kimber talks about me Aagt2003: its no biggy. youcantcme782: well it is stupid youcantcme782: you obviously dont have a lyfe if that is what you do for fun Aagt2003: wtf is ur problem? youcantcme782: i dont have a problem Aagt2003: like u dont talk junk or anything? Aagt2003: what about taking ur best friends man? Aagt2003: sure thats a great way to live ur life youcantcme782: yea but not behind heir back to their friend youcantcme782: What doe sthat have to do with you ....NOTHING youcantcme782: exactly Aagt2003: what? Aagt2003: what are u talking about? youcantcme782: it has nothing to do with you what i did to tonya Aagt2003: ur acting a lil weird youcantcme782: how am i acting weird Aagt2003: ur acting like me saying that one thing is bad. u said crap about jose too. youcantcme782: i said it to him and he knows Aagt2003: ive told jose right in front of his face that he was a man-whore youcantcme782: SOoOoOoO Aagt2003: SOoOoOoO why is it wrong for me to say something about a friend Aagt2003: everybody has a bad side Aagt2003: or something wrong youcantcme782: all i am sayin is what you did was messed up Aagt2003: listen, i know how much u like jose and all, but u cant go off on me. u never had a problem before with me calling him a man whore Aagt2003: my friends call me a man whore too Aagt2003: but to a certain extent Aagt2003: i dont go around kissing every girl i like, or fucking them and shit Aagt2003: im a virgin for a reason youcantcme782: lol Aagt2003: waz so funny? youcantcme782: nothing Aagt2003: no tell me youcantcme782: nothing Aagt2003: tell me Aagt2003: TELL ME youcantcme782: NOTHING Aagt2003: forget it then. w.e. it is that ur laughing at , if its me, then ur welcome for the laugh youcantcme782: I WASNT LAUGHIN AT YOU THANK YOU VERY MUCH Aagt2003: sure youcantcme782: is that sarcasm Aagt2003: no, its a flying turtle... heres ur sign Aagt2003: of course it is youcantcme782: omg i cant believe i went out with you youcantcme782: u not who i thought you were at all Aagt2003: wtf r u talking about? Aagt2003: who? youcantcme782: your just someone i thought was different Aagt2003: i am, its just kinda hard for me right now youcantcme782: why Aagt2003: i have just as many problems as u prolly do youcantcme782: look i am sorry for the attitude i am soo pissed off at courtney and everyone talkin shit on me youcantcme782: im sorry ok Aagt2003: ok youcantcme782: ight Aagt2003: listen, lets be honest, u didnt wanna go out with me ne more cuz of u really liking jose, maybe even love, idk. i wanted to break up with u cuz of kimber. youcantcme782: then why did you ask me out in the first place if you like kimber Aagt2003: why did u wana go out with me if u liked jose? youcantcme782: honestly? Aagt2003: yup yup youcantcme782: there was multiple reasons youcantcme782: 1) i thought i coul.d get over jose Aagt2003: ... youcantcme782: 2) i was trying to make hima mad and it kinda worked Aagt2003: ... youcantcme782: thats pretty much it Aagt2003: ur reasons are my reasons Aagt2003: so breaking up was a good thing for both of us youcantcme782: so we used each other youcantcme782: yea Aagt2003: uh... yeah pretty much youcantcme782: but are we cool Aagt2003: sure youcantcme782: is that sarcasm Aagt2003: uh... do u think that if i needed u in the future that i could use u? Aagt2003: ha ha Aagt2003: jp youcantcme782: you have to ask jose Aagt2003: ha ha youcantcme782: im serious Aagt2003: kimber was jealous like a mofo youcantcme782: yea and i think you were right Aagt2003: right about what? youcantcme782: since we broke up she hasnt talked to me much Aagt2003: I TOLD YOU!!!! Aagt2003: ha ha!!! lol!!! ha ha!!! youcantcme782: yea but w/e youcantcme782: i feel like a jerk for using you lo l Aagt2003: i can sense that girls actions and desires and everything youcantcme782: lol Aagt2003: i kinda feel bad too youcantcme782: rlly Aagt2003: yeah, like ... really bad Aagt2003: not entirely tho youcantcme782: i used to like you if that helps...dont feel bad...glad to help you out thank you for helping me out i got what i wanted out of it Aagt2003: i think that i did too. Aagt2003: thanx youcantcme782: you gonna go back out with kimber youcantcme782: no prob Aagt2003: prolly youcantcme782: thats cool Aagt2003: wow, this is just kinda funny and all youcantcme782: what youcantcme782: is funny youcantcme782: ill do chat when she copmes back on Aagt2003: everything Aagt2003: that happened youcantcme782: yea youcantcme782: but hey i wanted you and kimber back together anyway youcantcme782: yall are cute together Aagt2003: oh and i jus didnt talk to u cuz i figured u didnt wanna talk to me and all so i decided not to youcantcme782: ohh yea i still wanna b friends or w/e Aagt2003: i just hope that she has learned all her lessons and all. i did a lotta shit to get her to realize all that was wrong with her and how fucked up she was youcantcme782: like what youcantcme782: what was wrong Aagt2003: well, smoking. fucking with my best friends after we broke up. lying to me constantly, acting like a bitch Aagt2003: ... Aagt2003: theres more youcantcme782: she still smokes Aagt2003: she does? youcantcme782: yesterday youcantcme782: she did Aagt2003: oh i know Aagt2003: i smelt it on her Aagt2003: i didnt say anything youcantcme782: yea she does it ALOT youcantcme782: why not Aagt2003: ill let her do thing youcantcme782: what? Aagt2003: cuz when she does wanna get back with me, then she will be a sad lil puppy cuz i aint gonna put up with the smoking youcantcme782: y not youcantcme782: nvm Aagt2003: cuz youcantcme782: you know youll get back with her Aagt2003: not like this youcantcme782: mhmm Aagt2003: not with these circumstances youcantcme782: lol j/k Aagt2003: idk y she continues to do things that she knows are gonna piss me off Aagt2003: forget all this shit youcantcme782: i dunno youcantcme782: what do you mean forget all it Aagt2003: just lets drop this subject youcantcme782: ko Aagt2003: i dont wanna start getting emotional and shit youcantcme782: ok Aagt2003: *sigh* sooo... ima get drunk tomarow youcantcme782: i ran into my ex the other day. I hit reverse & hit him again. Aagt2003: oh thanx a lot. that is welcoming youcantcme782: i ran into my ex the other day. I hit reverse & hit him again. youcantcme782: lol Aagt2003: ha ha Aagt2003: o g2g Aagt2003: ill ttyl Aagt2003: bye

MORE PICS!! (and dont worry, these ones will have me smiling nice and wide)

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-20T06:05:33-05:00

this is me in school yesterday, i decided to go GEEK 101. lol. oh and that really hot girl behind me is kimber being nosey. lol. http://tinypic.com/5af7zm yeah my best bro cris had to get some action too. notice how kimber is still there. http://tinypic.com/5af908 so since kimber was trying to gimme bunny ears in the previous pic and was being so damn nosey, i decided to take action. http://tinypic.com/5afajm these girls are hot hot hott! http://tinypic.com/5afajq

funny pic here, the camera got distorted and everything got messed up. except for my arms. dont worry thats 2 months-without-working-out real! and that lil kid is my god-brother http://tinypic.com/5afew4 this is me chilling in the band room on the day we went to GIANT'S STADIUM http://tinypic.com/5afgx4 this is me, the only pic i could find with me smiling so far. and it makes me busted looking. http://tinypic.com/5afh5e this is a pic of me with my contacts on, some people find it hot and soem find it friggen scary or weird. some even think i look ugly. http://tinypic.com/55m0qx

Another chat with brittany

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-20T06:05:38-05:00

Aagt2003: u know, what u said earlier was fucked up YouCantCMe782: yea YouCantCMe782: wait what YouCantCMe782: ? Aagt2003: when u said... Aagt2003: youcantcme782: omg i cant believe i went out with you youcantcme782: u not who i thought you were at all Aagt2003: wtf r u talking about? Aagt2003: who? youcantcme782: your just someone i thought was different YouCantCMe782: yea? Aagt2003: well, im totally a better person than what u think Aagt2003: than what u know Aagt2003: here YouCantCMe782: well i was just talking Aagt2003: i wrote this a while ago... i found it on my friends site, and i decided to put it on my journal... YouCantCMe782: what? YouCantCMe782: ? Aagt2003: here we go YouCantCMe782: ok Aagt2003: and so we begin... YouCantCMe782: ok Aagt2003: I was looking at this and it reminded me of all the things I did for kimber. You know, in my eyes, I was practically the perfect boyfriend. Idk what went wrong, and why I was treated so horrible, why after all the love I gave her, after I proved my love over and over again, that she could do all the shit she did to me. Aagt2003: girls... YouCantCMe782: i dont get it cuz i dont know what she did to you but i guess it was sweet Aagt2003: just gimme 3 dots when ur ready "..." YouCantCMe782: ... Aagt2003: Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot...(I always tell her that, even to this day. And each time I say that, its the honest to god truth. She will always be beautiful in my eyes.) YouCantCMe782: umm ...? Aagt2003: ...who calls you back when you hang up on him... (I always call her back, even to this day.) ...who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. (I would always stare at her beauty while she slept on the busrides to our marching competitions. I never slept.) YouCantCMe782: ...? Aagt2003: Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead... (OK, I didnt kiss her on the forehead all the time, but I did occasionally. She thinks that she has an ugly forehead, and I would tell her it was just as beautiful as the rest of her and then kiss it. I'm the only person she will let look at her forhead.) YouCantCMe782: ... Aagt2003: ...who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats... (Yup, thats me, never afraid to let everyone know that she was my boo. Even on mix-match day I was proud to let everyone know she was mine.) YouCantCMe782: is that it Aagt2003: ...who holds your hand in front of his friends... (Yeah, well, I tried, but she never wanted to, she would always play around and run away. And then one day she put her hand out and grabbed mine. I took it in surprise, and it was akward, because we were already broken up, but it took me a lil bit to get used to it. I would always shove our hands in my coat pocket.) YouCantCMe782: ... Aagt2003: ...who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. (Now kimber is one of those girls who thinks that she only looks half decent with makeup on. Each time she didn't wear makeup, I would tell her that she was beautiful without makeup on.) YouCantCMe782: ... Aagt2003: Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. (I would always tell her that. I wanted her to know how much I loved her, how much I cared for her, and how much I wanted to be with her. I even wrote in my journal[the one that i have in a book] how lucky i was to have her, how i couldn't believe she had chosen me out of all the other gorgeous guys there were to choose from. I mean, I'll be honest, I'm not the most beautiful or gorgeous guy on the face of the earth.) YouCantCMe782: ...? Aagt2003: Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her." (I remember the first time I ever said that. I said it to cris. It was at a band competition. She was walking with me and cris and then walked away to go talk to her friends. I turned to cris and stared him in the eyes and said, "That's the one cris. She's the one I've been waiting for. She's it. I love her man." Well it was something like that.) YouCantCMe782: ...? Aagt2003: AND NOW TO KIMBER... Aagt2003: Guys.. Aagt2003: Find a girl who calls you BABE or baby face instead of HOT or SEXY... (NOPE) ...who can't stand it when you hang up on her... (YES, I did it once and she wouldn't talk to me at all the next day) ...who would sit there for hours looking into your eyes... (NOPE) YouCantCMe782: ...? Aagt2003: Wait for the one who doesn't care what you look like, but what's inside counts the most... (MAYBE, I'm not that good looking compared to who she has dated in the past.) ...who looks at you with the twinkle in her eyes and kisses you on the cheek instead of the lips... (NOPE) YouCantCMe782: ... Aagt2003: ...who wants to be with you in public... (Considering the way she was with me in public, always walking away from the crowd, always hanging with her friends, ignoring me... NOPE) ...who makes you smile just by knowing she loves/likes you back. (NOPE) YouCantCMe782: ... Aagt2003: Wait for the girl who is a constant reminder of your happiness and joy. (YES and NO. At first, when i thought she loved me, I did smile a lot thinking that she did love me, but when I found out that it was a lie, all I can do is try not to cry.) YouCantCMe782: ... YouCantCMe782: ? Aagt2003: Wait for the girl who you give piggy back rides to in public and she still is in view of her friends, while she gets off and you hear her go: "you're the one for me." (NEVER) YouCantCMe782: is that it? Aagt2003: regardless of what u think of all this, this is the kinda relationship we had. me always giving and trying, her never caring about anything Aagt2003: and yes that is it YouCantCMe782: that was soo sweet i wanted to cry all threw it lol YouCantCMe782: i am a baby...lol Aagt2003: serious? YouCantCMe782: yea that was sooooo sweet Aagt2003: well, do u think im an ass anymore? Aagt2003: YouCantCMe782: no YouCantCMe782: sorry i said that now i feel even worsew Aagt2003: u should YouCantCMe782: HEY Aagt2003: well, u shoulc YouCantCMe782: no i dhouldnt YouCantCMe782: shouldnt** Aagt2003: yeah u should, u lowered my self-esteem YouCantCMe782: u lie Aagt2003: im a saddy now YouCantCMe782: u lie Aagt2003: i have no more emotions left Aagt2003: im so sad YouCantCMe782: lol shut up you are lying Aagt2003: WAHHHHHH!!! YouCantCMe782: but i was telling youthe truth you werent the person i thought YouCantCMe782: u were Aagt2003: would i lie to u? Aagt2003: what did u think i was like? YouCantCMe782: i dunno i didnt think you were horrible but i didnt think youwere that sweet either YouCantCMe782: you and kimber are like destined for each other YouCantCMe782: so yea if you get her again DONT lose her Aagt2003: thanx YouCantCMe782: ur welcome Aagt2003: dont lose her? YouCantCMe782: ands dont let her give you up you know what i mean Aagt2003: no i dont know what u mean YouCantCMe782: if you get her back you guyz better stay together YouCantCMe782: or ill be mad Aagt2003: and why would u be mad? YouCantCMe782: cuz you guyz are so good for each other YouCantCMe782: thats what i think Aagt2003: no were not YouCantCMe782: how do you figure Aagt2003: we have nothing but trouble when were together YouCantCMe782: then why do you want her back Aagt2003: cuz i love her YouCantCMe782: alright then i rest my case Aagt2003: D-D-D-DUH!!! Aagt2003: oh stf up Aagt2003: i cant just go back out with her YouCantCMe782: why not Aagt2003: cuz, its just not right timing YouCantCMe782: why what is wrong with this timing you like her she obvioulsy likes you ???? im not seeing a problem Aagt2003: its a lot more complicated than u think YouCantCMe782: so tell me what the problem is Aagt2003: i need to be sure if she is the right person. i need to find out if i really wanna get back into a relationship with her YouCantCMe782: ohh and how are you gonna find that out Aagt2003: i HAVE to know that she is ready and that she wants to do this. i mean, i have sacrificed A LOT for her, but she doesnt do anything for me. so, that right there is a sign. Aagt2003: idk Aagt2003: i guess ill have to ask her one day YouCantCMe782: mabe Aagt2003: mabe on the... 3rd of next month YouCantCMe782: why the 3rd? Aagt2003: or the 9th YouCantCMe782: why the 9 th Aagt2003: the 3rd, cuz that was the day i told cris that i loved her YouCantCMe782: 9th? Aagt2003: 9th cuz we went out for the first time on Sep 9th YouCantCMe782: ohhh Aagt2003: and Oct 3rd for the other one Aagt2003: or the 18th Aagt2003: ha ha YouCantCMe782: why? Aagt2003: cuz our first kiss YouCantCMe782: ohhh Aagt2003: i got this all mental Aagt2003: its in my big noggin YouCantCMe782: wow i dnt remember anything Aagt2003: i remember mad shit about her. Aagt2003: go ahead ask me a question Aagt2003: ask me Aagt2003: try me Aagt2003: u want some of this? YouCantCMe782: ummmm when did you first meet her like talk to her YouCantCMe782: hmm YouCantCMe782: yea exactly......lol i am sooo much better than you Aagt2003: well, it was the 2nd day i actually seen her. the 1st day i seen her was the 2nd day of the last week of band camp. she came up to me while i was listening to music in the auditorium and since her friend wouldnt let her listen to her music, she came up and sat on my lap and started listening to my music. and she started shaking her booty on my lap (SCORE!!) i remember when i first saw her i was so taken aback. she was absolutely beautiful, like i had never felt that way about a girl before. and when we were introduced and i shook her hand and she said hi and quickly looked away... i knew that she was the one. the one that would change my life. Aagt2003: whos bad now?!?!?!?!?! YouCantCMe782: lol Aagt2003: ask me another question Aagt2003: go ahead YouCantCMe782: ummm i dk Aagt2003: go ahead and try me! TRY ME!! Aagt2003: ask me things about her YouCantCMe782: i dunno Aagt2003: just ask me YouCantCMe782: i dunno ummm Aagt2003: any random question about her... like waz her middle name and favorite color and food Aagt2003: GOSH!! C'MON!! WORK WITH ME HERE!!!

long naked online chat w/ kimber through brittany(kimber on the phone w/ britt)

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-20T09:05:35-05:00

wrestlesleepeat (7:21:42 PM): im dancing butt naked on the phone with kimber youcantcme782 (7:21:51 PM): ur talkin to kimber? youcantcme782 (7:21:56 PM): no you are not but naked wrestlesleepeat (7:22:08 PM): how much u wanna bet? youcantcme782 (7:22:14 PM): i dont youcantcme782 (7:22:17 PM): i didnt wanna know that wrestlesleepeat (7:22:22 PM): ha ha wrestlesleepeat (7:22:39 PM): everyone has gotta get a lil crazy evey once in a while youcantcme782 (7:23:05 PM): ummm yea wrestlesleepeat (7:23:19 PM): like u have never done that wrestlesleepeat (7:23:30 PM): HELICOPTER!!! youcantcme782 (7:23:37 PM): never danced around naked sorry nope wrestlesleepeat (7:23:49 PM): ur insane youcantcme782 (7:24:26 PM): no i am not wrestlesleepeat (7:24:58 PM): live a lil out youcantcme782 (7:25:04 PM): nah i am good youcantcme782 (7:25:10 PM): telll kimber to call me l8r wrestlesleepeat (7:25:18 PM): y? youcantcme782 (7:25:28 PM): cuz i wanna talk to her wrestlesleepeat (7:25:36 PM): about what? youcantcme782 (7:25:52 PM): dnt worry about it please tell her to call me l8r wrestlesleepeat (7:26:20 PM): fine wrestlesleepeat (7:27:42 PM): what time? youcantcme782 (7:28:20 PM): whenever she gets off the phone with you but b4 930 wrestlesleepeat (7:28:43 PM): ok message delivered youcantcme782 (7:28:50 PM): cool youcantcme782 (7:31:35 PM): tnatnk you can you give her nmy number too wrestlesleepeat (7:32:27 PM): kk youcantcme782 (7:44:10 PM): you told her that i said i think that was why she talked to me wrestlesleepeat (7:44:20 PM): yup youcantcme782 (7:44:25 PM): y? wrestlesleepeat (7:46:30 PM): cuz its true wrestlesleepeat (7:46:36 PM): and we all know it youcantcme782 (7:47:38 PM): but i didnt want her to know that wrestlesleepeat (7:47:47 PM): dont sweat it. youcantcme782 (7:47:56 PM): well im not i am just saying wrestlesleepeat (7:48:07 PM): im sorry i didnt know that u didnt want her to know youcantcme782 (7:48:14 PM): its ok youcantcme782 (7:48:17 PM): its not a big deal youcantcme782 (7:48:19 PM): i taked to her wrestlesleepeat (7:48:29 PM): and? wrestlesleepeat (7:50:20 PM): AND???? wrestlesleepeat (7:51:00 PM): BRITTANY!! youcantcme782 (7:51:04 PM): WHAT youcantcme782 (7:51:08 PM): its ok now wrestlesleepeat (7:53:30 PM): waz ok? youcantcme782 (7:53:39 PM): me and kimber wrestlesleepeat (7:53:50 PM): u still talking to her? youcantcme782 (7:54:25 PM): yes i am still talkin to her wrestlesleepeat (7:54:38 PM): oh wrestlesleepeat (7:54:40 PM): w.e. youcantcme782 (7:54:56 PM): y wrestlesleepeat (7:55:24 PM): nothing wrestlesleepeat (7:55:41 PM): U NEVER FINISHED ASKING ME QUESTIONS youcantcme782 (7:56:59 PM): what elementary skool did she go to youcantcme782 (7:57:04 PM): answer that one wrestlesleepeat (7:57:18 PM): idk, somewhere in maine youcantcme782 (7:57:45 PM): whats the name of it wrestlesleepeat (7:57:56 PM): idk, she never told me youcantcme782 (7:58:03 PM): gotcha lol wrestlesleepeat (7:58:19 PM): ha ha wrestlesleepeat (7:58:23 PM): wrestlesleepeat (7:58:27 PM): gimme another one youcantcme782 (7:58:47 PM): what color under wear is she wearing now wrestlesleepeat (7:58:58 PM): IDK youcantcme782 (7:59:02 PM): pick a color wrestlesleepeat (7:59:04 PM): I WASNT STARING AT HER ASS TODAY youcantcme782 (7:59:06 PM): you might be right youcantcme782 (7:59:09 PM): 2 colors wrestlesleepeat (7:59:13 PM): um... is it the one i got her? wrestlesleepeat (7:59:16 PM): the black and white one? youcantcme782 (7:59:20 PM): no youcantcme782 (7:59:23 PM): lol youcantcme782 (7:59:27 PM): nope wrestlesleepeat (7:59:31 PM): um... youcantcme782 (7:59:31 PM): guess agauin wrestlesleepeat (7:59:39 PM): blue and green? youcantcme782 (8:00:15 PM): green is right but blue is wrong guess another color wrestlesleepeat (8:00:33 PM): PURPLE! youcantcme782 (8:00:38 PM): yea youcantcme782 (8:00:44 PM): you are right how did you know? wrestlesleepeat (8:00:55 PM): ive seen her wear those ones before wrestlesleepeat (8:01:06 PM): and she likes those ones a lot youcantcme782 (8:01:23 PM): she said your stupid no she dont youcantcme782 (8:01:43 PM): ehich ones are her favorite....smartypants youcantcme782 (8:02:22 PM): oh what now youcantcme782 (8:02:36 PM): gotcha wrestlesleepeat (8:02:39 PM): um... wrestlesleepeat (8:03:17 PM): do they have like tiny wrestlesleepeat (8:03:21 PM): tiny uh... youcantcme782 (8:03:23 PM): anyday now i am not getting any yonger youcantcme782 (8:03:31 PM): tiny what wrestlesleepeat (8:03:51 PM): the lil crystal type things? wrestlesleepeat (8:03:59 PM): or am i thinking of somebody else? youcantcme782 (8:03:59 PM): umm no youcantcme782 (8:04:05 PM): oh snap wrestlesleepeat (8:04:10 PM): what? youcantcme782 (8:04:31 PM): kimber said whose booty are you thinking about wrestlesleepeat (8:05:06 PM): and why does she care? wrestlesleepeat (8:05:35 PM): oh i remember now... im thinking about this girl karen, yeah shes the one with the butterfliy too youcantcme782 (8:05:46 PM): im lost youcantcme782 (8:05:53 PM): what butterfly are you talkin about boi wrestlesleepeat (8:05:54 PM): she should know who karen is youcantcme782 (8:06:15 PM): she said NO but im about to find out who she is and why she is shwing you her booty wrestlesleepeat (8:07:06 PM): cuz she is a girl on the side if i decide to not take u if u fuck things up youcantcme782 (8:07:40 PM): she said who said ou have her as an option...she said just kidding wrestlesleepeat (8:08:01 PM): tell her that if she keeps fucking around she goin lose it youcantcme782 (8:08:21 PM): she said she is gonna lose whta wrestlesleepeat (8:09:15 PM): take a fucking guess? youcantcme782 (8:09:50 PM): her christmas present? youcantcme782 (8:09:54 PM): lol wrestlesleepeat (8:09:59 PM): if she dont guess this one right, then she can forget about it wrestlesleepeat (8:10:12 PM): her christmas present, her birthday gift, etc. youcantcme782 (8:10:35 PM): did dhe get it right youcantcme782 (8:10:37 PM): ? youcantcme782 (8:11:12 PM): ? wrestlesleepeat (8:11:30 PM): and more, but she aint commited and shes a fippin retard. and likes playing games, so why take any of this serious? youcantcme782 (8:12:31 PM): she said look i know i am retarded but you dont need to tell me wrestlesleepeat (8:12:47 PM): there she goes playing around again youcantcme782 (8:13:04 PM): she said she cant be serious right now youcantcme782 (8:13:25 PM): she said its freshman year...sophmore year she will be more seriouls but now it is time for play wrestlesleepeat (8:13:42 PM): w.e. wrestlesleepeat (8:13:50 PM): i highly doubt that wrestlesleepeat (8:14:00 PM): i bet u she was laughing when she said that wrestlesleepeat (8:14:07 PM): joking around and all youcantcme782 (8:14:10 PM): umm no wrestlesleepeat (8:14:13 PM): sure wrestlesleepeat (8:14:15 PM): w.e. youcantcme782 (8:14:30 PM): she wasnt how are you gonna tell me i am on tne phone with her wrestlesleepeat (8:15:15 PM): ok w.e. youcantcme782 (8:15:39 PM): kimber says fudge you if your gonna be mean to her and she is trying to be nice wrestlesleepeat (8:15:55 PM): im not trying to be mean youcantcme782 (8:16:11 PM): well you are and i havent done anything to make you be so bitchy with me wrestlesleepeat (8:16:15 PM): im just saying that does she really believe that she will be ready? honestly? youcantcme782 (8:16:37 PM): for what....she will be ready to be more serious wrestlesleepeat (8:17:22 PM): well, she better remember that youcantcme782 (8:17:57 PM): do you want her to be more serious about serious situations or her birfday present wrestlesleepeat (8:18:08 PM): what do u mean? wrestlesleepeat (8:18:16 PM): im a lil confused youcantcme782 (8:18:47 PM): wehn do you want her to be more serious...about her birthday present or serious csituations that you have..like when you are tyrin to be seriuous and she laughs wrestlesleepeat (8:19:17 PM): im sorry kimber, its just that i got off the phone and i started thinking about things. and it just doesnt make sense to me any more. wrestlesleepeat (8:19:27 PM): and serious for both. duh! youcantcme782 (8:19:40 PM): she said what are you thinking about youcantcme782 (8:21:06 PM): ? wrestlesleepeat (8:21:32 PM): well... wrestlesleepeat (8:21:44 PM): about what u said to me the first time we really broke up wrestlesleepeat (8:22:06 PM): and how u go out with me for a wk, and then out of nowhere, u just break up with me. and u lied to trish to get her to do it? wrestlesleepeat (8:22:13 PM): and the shit with james youcantcme782 (8:22:28 PM): what stuff with james wrestlesleepeat (8:22:30 PM): and fucking the things with cris, and jessica youcantcme782 (8:22:39 PM): what? wrestlesleepeat (8:22:40 PM): its just all bullshit wrestlesleepeat (8:22:49 PM): not literally fucking cris and jessica youcantcme782 (8:22:51 PM): wait im confused about the cris and jessica trhing youcantcme782 (8:22:56 PM): no i know but what do you mean wrestlesleepeat (8:22:59 PM): i just felt like adding fucking in there youcantcme782 (8:23:39 PM): are youtalkin about the video wrestlesleepeat (8:23:49 PM): well, that and other stuff youcantcme782 (8:24:22 PM): what other stuff wrestlesleepeat (8:25:00 PM): ask her if she remembers what she said about jessica when she first saw her youcantcme782 (8:25:15 PM): umm why wrestlesleepeat (8:25:15 PM): AND THE NOTE ABOUT RASHAD!!! wrestlesleepeat (8:25:26 PM): cuz that will give another reason youcantcme782 (8:25:33 PM): about how she loved rashad? wrestlesleepeat (8:25:58 PM): yeah, and how she said that she was gonna flirt with him and everything youcantcme782 (8:26:23 PM): she was gonna flirt with him and now she dont like him with a passion wrestlesleepeat (8:26:36 PM): just like u said about jose? wrestlesleepeat (8:26:53 PM): ... wrestlesleepeat (8:26:55 PM): ??? youcantcme782 (8:27:00 PM): huh?? youcantcme782 (8:27:03 PM): is that to me or her wrestlesleepeat (8:27:21 PM): that is to u brittany youcantcme782 (8:27:28 PM): what about what i said about jose wrestlesleepeat (8:28:20 PM): u said that u dont like him and that u hated him and everything... LIE wrestlesleepeat (8:28:34 PM): everybody says things, but do they really mean them? youcantcme782 (8:28:47 PM): yea she really dont like him youcantcme782 (8:30:46 PM): brb wrestlesleepeat (8:31:32 PM): how can i believe her? honestly. KIMBER how can i trust u? i trusted u sooooo many times before and each time u just throw it all away. youcantcme782 (8:31:32 PM): If you love someone, set him free. If he comes back, he was, and always will be yours. If he never returns he was never yours to begin with. wrestlesleepeat (8:31:54 PM): change it to channel 49 kimber wrestlesleepeat (8:32:07 PM): nvm wrestlesleepeat (8:32:53 PM): CHANNEL 49!!! wrestlesleepeat (8:32:58 PM): CIARA!! youcantcme782 (8:34:45 PM): im not talkin to kimber anymore wrestlesleepeat (8:35:05 PM): she aint gonna call me is she? youcantcme782 (8:35:23 PM): i dunno why dont u call her wrestlesleepeat (8:35:31 PM): nah. youcantcme782 (8:35:36 PM): y wrestlesleepeat (8:35:36 PM): im good youcantcme782 (8:35:44 PM): ok wrestlesleepeat (8:35:49 PM): ig2g eat now bye youcantcme782 (8:35:54 PM): bye

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-21T12:05:23-05:00

Long Survey About Yourself
Created by bleedwithoutreason and taken 28795 times on bzoink!
What time are you starting this?	10:45 p.m.
Name?	Adrian
Nicknames?	a-drizzle(by jessica lol), a-train, missile, dirt rican
Date of birth?	Aug 24 1989
Sex?	no, im still a virgin. and ima dude, dude
Height?	5' 7.5"ft
Eye color?	brown
Where were you born?	new london, ct
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?	none, i never had a birthday cake
Pets?	all dead except for my lil brother and older brother
Hair color?	brown
Piercings?	none
Town you live in?	groton
Favorite foods?	sushi and chicken
Ever been to Africa?	never
Been toilet papering?	not yet
Love someone so much it made you cry?	yes, i still do
Been in a car accident?	almost, but no
Croutons or bacon bits?	croutons
Favorite day of the week?	friday
Favorite resturant?	CHINESE BUFFET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Favorite flower?	rose
Favorite sport to watch?	olympic wrestling
Favorite drink?	pepsi, coke, and sprite
Favorite ice cream flavor?	strawberry
Warner Bros. or Disney?	warner bros
Favorite fast food restuarant?	wendy's
Carpet color in your bedroom?	theres a lot of colors, (its a kiddie carpet with a town and a race track printed on it and all)
How many times did you fail your driver's test?	none, i havent taken it yet
Whom did you get your last email from?	my mom
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?	um... idk, w.e. store sells the best products, but i would much rather prefer super stop and shop(FOOD)
What do you do most often when you are bored?	go online
Most annoying thing to say to me?	do u wanna go back out with kimber?
Bedtime?	idk, whenever my mom comes and yells at me to go to sleep
Favorite TV show?	FAMILY GUY!!!
Last person you went out to dinner with?:	um... my mom and my lil bro cameron, and this hot girl taylor and her mom lisa, and her lil bro ryan
Been out of country?	yes, canada ha ha, :-P
Believe in magick?	no
Ford or Chevy?	ford
What are you listening to right now?	november rain"- guns n' roses
Have you ever failed a grade?	no
If you have, what grade did you fail?	none
Do you have a crush on someone?	yes, kimber my ex, ex GF the one i love
Do you have a bf/gf?	not technically, were on a long break, (i also broke up with my other one 2 days ago)
If so, what is their name?	kimber
How long have you been together?	well, i guess about on and off for... a lil more than 8 months. right now we're off
What are you wearing right now?	white sox, white boxer breifs, and red sweat pants
Would you have sex before marriage?	with kimber, yes
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?	yeah, my 3rd grade teacher, mrs. wise. and a substitute, Mrs. Barnes Jr, who was the daughter of my science teacher in 8th grade
Are you a virgin?	YUP YUP YUPEREEZ
Do you smoke?	NEVER IN MY LIFE AND I DONT PLAN ON IT ANY TIME SOON
Do you drink?	uh... no. cough cough, never.
Are you ghetto?	a lil
Are you a player?	not entirely, i dont fuck the girls i mess with, im kinda more of a like her and have a fling and then i move on
What are your favorite colors?	red, baby blue, black, white
What is your favorite animal?	uh... a monkey
Do you have any birthmarks?	yes
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?	by my older bro and when all the lil neighbor kids decided they could only beat me in smear the queer by ganging up on me
Who do you talk to most on the phone?	kimber
Have you ever been slapped?	yes!!
Do you get online a lot?	yes
Are you shy or outgoing?	a lil bit of both, but mostly outgoing
Do you shower?	every fucking day!!
Do you hate school?	almost
Do you have a social life?	yes
How easily do you trust people?	too much
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?	maybe
Would you ever sky dive?	FUCK NO!!
Do you like to dance?	no
Have you ever been out of state?	yes
Do you like to travel?	yes
Have you ever been expelled from school?	no
Have you ever been suspended from school?	yes
Do you want to get out of your hometown?	YES!!!
Are you spoiled?	just a lil bit
Are you a brat?	not all the time
Have you ever been dumped?	uh, yeah, twice by kimber
Have you ever gotten high?	nope
Do you like snapple?	yes
Do you drink a lot of water?	a lil
What toothpaste do you use?	crest
Do you have a cell phone?	yes
Do you have a curfew?	yes
Who do you look up to?	my wrestling coach, Coach Joel
Are you a role model?	i hope not
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?	yes, Six Flags
What name brand do you wear the most?	idk... uh... jazzman(makes wonderful classy long sleeve button up shirts)
What kind of jewelry do you wear?	my school ring
What do you want pierced?	my toungue
Do you like takin pictures?	I LOVE IT!!
Do you like gettin your picture taken?	I LOVE IT ALOT!!!
Do you have a tan?	im all natural baby!
Do you get annoyed easily?	um... depends on the mood, mostly yes
Have you ever started a rumor?	only if its the truth
Do you have your own phone or phone line?	yes, my cell phone
Do you have your own pool?	no
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?	breifs
Do you have any siblings?	yes, 2 brothers
Have you ever been played?	YES!! by brittany
Have you ever played anyone?	YES!!! kimber, im so sorry babe
Do you get along with your parents?	not all the time, but mostly yes
How do you vent your anger?	i write poems and cuss a lot, and sometimes i yell at my family
Have you ever ran away?	yeah, for like 3 hrs most, then i would go home cuz i was hungry
Have you ever been fired from a job?	nope, dont work
Do you even have a job?	NEVER!!!
Do you daydream a lot?	wait, what am i doing?
Do you have a lot of ex's?	not really, just like... 4
Do you run your mouth?	a lot, but not garbage, just talking about anything
What do you want a tattoo of?	one of the U.S.A. wrestling logo on my back, and one that says "I Swear" really small going across my heart
What do you have a tattoo of?	nothing yet
What does your ex bf/gf look like?	shes beautiful, beautiful face, gorgeous lips, bangin body. everything that i could want
What does your most recent crush look like?	just like my ex... wait they look congruent in every aspect... oh it is kimber
Whats her/his name?	kimber
Have you ever been bitched out?	yup yup
Are you rude?	only when i wanna be, and when i wanna be, i seem like a major ass
What was the last compliment you recieved?	wow, u have a nice body
Do you like getting dirty?	only a lil bit
Are you flexiable?	yes, u gotta be flexible in wrestling
What is your heritage?	puerto rican
What is your lucky number?	um... i guess u could say 18
What does your hair look like right now?	curly and frizzy and messed up
Could you ever be a vegetarian?	HELL NO!!
Describe your looks?	sexy ass body(except for right now, i havent worked out in about... 2 or 3 months) allthough i got a big nose and lips
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?	black
Would you ever date someone younger than you?	i have, but only by 1 yr, maybe 2 yrs. but NEVER EVER EVER!!!!! WOULD I DATE A GIRL 3 YRS YOUNGER THAN ME!!!!
Would you ever date someone older than you?	yes, i have wanted to date a girl older than me in the past
When was the last time you were drunk?	uh... last tuesday in school
How many rings until you answer the phone?	2
Have you ever been skinny dipping?	no
If yes, when was the last time?	never
When was the last time you went on a date?	never been on a date
Do you look more like your mother or father?	deffly my father
Do you cry a lot?	only when i think about all the shit that happened with kimber
Do you ever cry to get your way?	when i was a kid i did. lol
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?	how much u wanna bet?
Are you the romantic type?	yes, i deffly am.
Have you ever been chased by cops?	no
What do you like most about your body?	um... big "assets"
What do you like least about your body?	my big ass feet
When did you have your first crush?	6th grade
When was the last time you threw up?	last match of state open wrestling championships(NEVER HAVE A GRILLED CHEESE THE NIGHT BEFORE A MATCH!!! it will fuck up ur day completely)
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?	brunettes
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?	yes
What about cleavage?	yes
Is your best friend a virgin?	no, not any more
Have you ever fucked someone up?	not really, i can control my anger. although STACK is gonna get his ass whipped
Have you ever been fucked up?	by alchohol
What theme does your room have?	um... fish, wrestling and kimber
What size show do you wear?	in shoes? a 12
What is your screen name on AIM?	aagt2003/wrestlesleepeat (choose one)
How are you feeling right now?	stuffed
When was the last time you were at a party?	karens b-day
Have you ever given a lapdance?	yup, at karens b-day to nikki. holla back girl!!
Have you ever recieved one?	kinda, kimber semi
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?	yup yup
What is one of your bad qualilties?	i talk too much
What is one of your good qualilties?	im a really nice and kind hearted guy
Would you marry for money?	no
What do you drive?	my 2 ft and a bike
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?	momma's boy all the way
So?	i said mommas boy
Well?	????? i dont get
When was the last time you cried in school?	when kimber broke up... no i take that back, when tonya kicked me in teh nuts
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?	FUCK NO!!
What kind of music do you like?	rock, rap, reggaeton, etc.
Would you ever bungee jump?	no
What is your worst fear?	never ever having kimber in my life again
Would you ever join the army?	no
Do you like cows?	yes
If you were to die today, what would you do?	go over kimbers house and fuck the shit out of her
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?	"kimber, u know i love u with all my heart. i want u to always remember that. i love u and i just wanted to let know that i will never forget u.
Do you like to party?	a lil bit
Hearts or broken hearts?	hearts
Moons or stars?	stars
Coke or pepsi?	pepsi
Favorite scent?	kimbers perfume
Favorite band?	guns n' roses
Would you ever dye your hair red?	sure, why not?
How many languages can you speak?	1 laungue
What time are you finishing this?	12:05 a.m.
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DUDE, JOSH IS FUCKED UP!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-21T12:05:14-05:00

Aagt2003: josh, u there? shenwrestler08: yeas ' shenwrestler08: have abotle bay Aagt2003: what? shenwrestler08: hafe a whole botre Aagt2003: what? shenwrestler08: nbvm Aagt2003: dude, ur fucked up Aagt2003: josh? shenwrestler08: te Aagt2003: ha ha Aagt2003: this is kinda funny Aagt2003: im gonna show u the way ur writin tomarrow so u can see it shenwrestler08: tharz cool Aagt2003: u home? shenwrestler08: ydz Aagt2003: try spelling yes again Aagt2003: josh? shenwrestler08: ypfd shenwrestler08: yed Aagt2003: josh shenwrestler08: yd Aagt2003: spell "yes" shenwrestler08: yes/ Aagt2003: almost there Aagt2003: get rid of the / shenwrestler08: yes Aagt2003: good job!!! shenwrestler08: i dt idt Aagt2003: yes, u "dt idt"!!!! shenwrestler08: hhass Aagt2003: keep it cool josh, keep it cool shenwrestler08: hhs shenwrestler08: i stil have whole btoler i mnot even drinking it until tom bc ih acve beer to lol Aagt2003: save some beer man shenwrestler08: im drinkint the bottle wit yu shenwrestler08: its nmt my beer shenwrestler08: its my one of the navyes guys Aagt2003: ok dude, well have it tomarrow Aagt2003: get some money so we can go watch star wars drunk shenwrestler08: i will lol shenwrestler08: hHS Aagt2003: wtf is hHs? shenwrestler08: dkj Aagt2003: what? Aagt2003: santore shenwrestler08: sry i wah t atlking to my mo Aagt2003: oh shenwrestler08: due i wsti ha ve a whole boltle for u s shenwrestler08: i love u am n Aagt2003: good Aagt2003: i love u too josh shenwrestler08: ig t kick ed out of 1 period today shenwrestler08: haha shenwrestler08: calle dmr ellis a pussy shenwrestler08: hahe Aagt2003: rock on! shenwrestler08: hshweahaha Aagt2003: lol shenwrestler08: er gonna be fucke up tom Aagt2003: i bet i am shenwrestler08: haha shenwrestler08: i had to full out cocktalis and 2 beres shenwrestler08: like 5 sdhots in ech cocktail Aagt2003: nice Aagt2003: mhm, im thirsty shenwrestler08: saen eher Aagt2003: really? Aagt2003: get some water shenwrestler08: nw i'll dawash it doen wit ber Aagt2003: ha ha!!! Aagt2003: baby santore!!!! shenwrestler08: haha Aagt2003: waz so funny? shenwrestler08: idkk Aagt2003: ha ha Aagt2003: ur a fucking idiot! shenwrestler08: jsut got doen taliking to keith shenwrestler08: haha shesth shti face to Aagt2003: ha ha shenwrestler08: just von t doen talking to keithb hes dhit face ti Aagt2003: i know josh shenwrestler08: how u kn Aagt2003: u said it a billion times josh shenwrestler08: l shenwrestler08: lol Aagt2003: ha ha Aagt2003: well, ima go buddy Aagt2003: ill ttyl shenwrestler08: `kkk shenwrestler08: pzzzzzzzzzzzzz Aagt2003: thats racist!!

PICS OF TODAYS USSBA BAND CONCERT BUS RIDE BABY!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-21T01:05:13-05:00

ok!! more and more pics of todays USSBA band concert bus ride!!!! this first one is of cris's nice ass hat!! that hat is the sthit!

http://tinypic.com/5aqqf9 alright, this is of my friend brian, but everyone calls him HACK cuz thats the beginning of his last name. http://tinypic.com/5aqqsj yup, these are all me http://tinypic.com/5aqr1e http://tinypic.com/5arfhg http://tinypic.com/5arfqg http://tinypic.com/5arfy8 http://tinypic.com/5arg9h these are all smiles for onlyxaxkiss102. and yes, they are ugly. i cant smile on command, its only when im happy cuz of something. but here ya go!! http://tinypic.com/5aqsrb http://tinypic.com/5aqtdv these one are of my friend cris. http://tinypic.com/5aqts9 http://tinypic.com/5arel2 the first one is cris's arm and the 2nd one is my arm http://tinypic.com/5arevr http://tinypic.com/5arf5i this is me and cris drinking the coke that we stole from drama club this afternoon http://tinypic.com/5arho6 http://tinypic.com/5arhvs this is mine and cris's kicks. mines is the first and his is the 2nd http://tinypic.com/5ariat http://tinypic.com/5arig7

DONT DRINK AND TRY TO PULL IT OFF IN FRONT OF UR MOM... if ur puertorican that

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-22T07:05:08-05:00

Aagt2003 (6:46:24 PM): hey love wodahsehtni (6:46:40 PM): hey wodahsehtni (6:46:44 PM): wuts goin on? Aagt2003 (6:46:49 PM): bad shit wodahsehtni (6:47:25 PM): ? Aagt2003 (6:47:43 PM): ok, so remember how i said that i was gonna get drunk? wodahsehtni (6:48:02 PM): yea? Aagt2003 (6:48:16 PM): well, i did, and u gotta see star wars drunk it kicks ass!! wodahsehtni (6:48:22 PM): lol Aagt2003 (6:48:22 PM): but bad shit happened wodahsehtni (6:48:26 PM): like? Aagt2003 (6:48:31 PM): me and josh santore went walking around and shit wodahsehtni (6:48:44 PM): wut did u 2 do? Aagt2003 (6:48:54 PM): u know, we went to chinese buffet and McDonalds Aagt2003 (6:49:02 PM): and we were walking towards CVS Aagt2003 (6:49:11 PM): and then my mom drove right by us Aagt2003 (6:49:16 PM): so we ran into Aagt2003 (6:49:31 PM): CVS, and then we came out and my mom told me to get in the car wodahsehtni (6:49:41 PM): did she know u were drunk? Aagt2003 (6:49:45 PM): so we did, and then we dropped josh off at home Aagt2003 (6:49:53 PM): and i was sitting in the car and all Aagt2003 (6:50:07 PM): and we got home and i start falling and i wasnt able to walk and all Aagt2003 (6:50:20 PM): and i guess i was slurring my words wodahsehtni (6:50:32 PM): so she knew? Aagt2003 (6:50:48 PM): idrk what happened. my mom told me how i was acting and so did my lil bro Aagt2003 (6:51:41 PM): she knew i was on something and she kept asking me what i was on wodahsehtni (6:51:49 PM): oOo Aagt2003 (6:52:22 PM): and i finnally told her and i guess i took a shower and she kept turning the water off to check my eyes Aagt2003 (6:52:35 PM): and i kept on turning the water back on and i was just fucked up completely wodahsehtni (6:52:41 PM): so u told her u were drunk Aagt2003 (6:52:42 PM): and i fucked things up with kimber really bad Aagt2003 (6:52:47 PM): yeah i told her i was drunk Aagt2003 (6:53:02 PM): i know that u dont care, but i do care about kimber Aagt2003 (6:53:06 PM): so tough Aagt2003 (6:53:18 PM): but neway, i lost my wallet Aagt2003 (6:53:26 PM): and i liked that wallet Aagt2003 (6:53:30 PM): *sigh* Aagt2003 (6:56:15 PM): joanna? wodahsehtni (6:56:23 PM): wut? Aagt2003 (6:57:28 PM): did u get all that? wodahsehtni (6:57:32 PM): yea Aagt2003 (6:58:53 PM): so, wadya think? wodahsehtni (6:58:59 PM): idk wodahsehtni (6:59:15 PM): it sux ur mom knew and u lost ur wallett wodahsehtni (6:59:17 PM): wallet Aagt2003 (7:01:29 PM): dude, im grounded forever man wodahsehtni (7:01:38 PM): that sux Aagt2003 (7:01:45 PM): like, i cant go over anyone's house, and i cant have people come over my house Aagt2003 (7:06:30 PM): fine, ignore me wodahsehtni (7:06:39 PM): im not ignoring you wodahsehtni (7:06:45 PM): dont be so impatient Aagt2003 (7:08:37 PM): im sorry, im just so stressed

ANOTHER FIGHT!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-22T08:05:22-05:00

i got into another fith with kimber just a couple of secs ago. man, i cant take all this shit she puts me through. she wont tell me what i said to her last night that got her so mad. its just all garbage. and then i hung up on her, and i waited for her to call, and she didnt call, so i gave in and called her back. but her sis picked up the fone and said that kimber didnt wanna talk to me. so i guess that were mad at eachother. u know, tomarrow im gonna breif what me and my mom talked about today, and what me and my step dad talked about. (hes a drug counselar). i g2g for now, im just too distraught.

I KNOW WHAT I SAID TO KIMBER FINALLY!!!!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-23T04:05:50-05:00

YouCantCMe782 (3:56:38 PM): hey wat did you say to kimber when you called her the day you were drunk wrestlesleepeat (3:56:46 PM): idk wrestlesleepeat (3:56:50 PM): she wont tell me either YouCantCMe782 (3:57:07 PM): well i know what you sai d wrestlesleepeat (3:57:15 PM): U DO?!?!?! YouCantCMe782 (3:57:18 PM): yea wrestlesleepeat (3:57:35 PM): PLEASE tell me! YouCantCMe782 (3:58:01 PM): you told her that she wouldnt ever find someone who loves her or like her YouCantCMe782 (3:58:28 PM): and you said that she could never find someone who would love her like you do and yea sonnet is pretty pissed i think wrestlesleepeat (3:58:47 PM): i did? YouCantCMe782 (3:59:09 PM): yup wrestlesleepeat (3:59:18 PM): ok... lemme think about this for a sec wrestlesleepeat (3:59:41 PM): ok YouCantCMe782 (3:59:50 PM): g2g wrestlesleepeat (4:00:16 PM): i can agree to the fact that i prolly said that she wont ever find anyone who loves her as much as me YouCantCMe782 (4:00:17 PM): at karate watching my brother kick @$$!!! love yall lots...call at 530 ....4051495 wrestlesleepeat (4:01:28 PM): but i dont think that i would say that she wouldnt find anyone who loves her or likes her. im sure that somebody will like her and, HECK, love her. but i cant imagine anyone loving her as much as i do. wrestlesleepeat (4:02:41 PM): if u asked me right now to go jump off a cliff right now or else kimber dies and i mean being serious about it... like some type of terrorist threat, than in a heart beat i would do it, without even thinking about it. wrestlesleepeat (4:03:38 PM): highlight the next IM wrestlesleepeat (4:03:56 PM): ok, im done sending u messages, if u get this all, when u get back u gotta say the code word... bananas

WE HAVE A WINNER!!!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-23T05:05:24-05:00

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v369/missteenct25/210504.jpg THAT IS MIRANDAS NEW SHIRT!!! GONNA TAKE A LIL BIT TO GET MONEY AND ORDER AND STUFF, BUT ITS HERS!!!! AND SHE LIKES THE BLUE ONE JUST LIKE ME!!! good comprimise mi-mi, good comprimise

talking to my girl sam meyer online

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-23T05:05:12-05:00

wrestlesleepeat (5:04:07 PM): sam wrestlesleepeat (5:04:26 PM): its urgently great news!!! ShAdIbLoNdI (5:04:49 PM): wat wrestlesleepeat (5:04:53 PM): ok wrestlesleepeat (5:04:56 PM): here it goes wrestlesleepeat (5:05:03 PM): there is this girl that i like ok wrestlesleepeat (5:05:08 PM): and she likes me back ShAdIbLoNdI (5:05:09 PM): ok wrestlesleepeat (5:05:14 PM): and she is oh such a great person wrestlesleepeat (5:05:22 PM): but kimber still exist in my heart wrestlesleepeat (5:05:33 PM): now im thinking that i should try and give it a shot with this girl ShAdIbLoNdI (5:05:34 PM): OoOo ShAdIbLoNdI (5:05:39 PM): i think u should wrestlesleepeat (5:05:59 PM): cuz kimber said that she would be ready by next year to date me and have a relationship with me wrestlesleepeat (5:06:11 PM): but i dont wanna get caught up in that B.S. again ShAdIbLoNdI (5:06:12 PM): well is it next yr yet wrestlesleepeat (5:06:25 PM): do u honestly think that she will be ready next year? ShAdIbLoNdI (5:06:33 PM): mayb ShAdIbLoNdI (5:06:38 PM): no... wrestlesleepeat (5:06:49 PM): exactly ShAdIbLoNdI (5:06:51 PM): summa is only 3 months she probly wouldnt chage wrestlesleepeat (5:06:55 PM): i know ShAdIbLoNdI (5:07:00 PM): so idk wrestlesleepeat (5:07:13 PM): and if she found out i had bin dating a girl for a long time... she would try and get me back... right? ShAdIbLoNdI (5:07:29 PM): mayb wrestlesleepeat (5:07:46 PM): think just a lil harder on that answe wrestlesleepeat (5:07:49 PM): *answer ShAdIbLoNdI (5:07:54 PM): yes wrestlesleepeat (5:08:12 PM): i knew u would say that wrestlesleepeat (5:08:14 PM): ha ha wrestlesleepeat (5:08:45 PM): but if i have someone that i have really grown to like, and she is actually worth trying, than it would be easier for me when kimber wants to give it a shot, to say no ShAdIbLoNdI (5:08:46 PM): haha wrestlesleepeat (5:09:12 PM): waz so funny? ShAdIbLoNdI (5:09:21 PM): it wuz a delayed reacation ShAdIbLoNdI (5:09:43 PM): i think u should go out w. thys gurl wrestlesleepeat (5:09:53 PM): and its not to make kimber jealous at all ShAdIbLoNdI (5:09:58 PM): yea i no wrestlesleepeat (5:10:05 PM): as a matter of fact, i was planning on keeping it on the dl from kimber ShAdIbLoNdI (5:10:18 PM): i think u should wrestlesleepeat (5:10:49 PM): really? ShAdIbLoNdI (5:10:52 PM): yes wrestlesleepeat (5:11:04 PM): and hey... maybe i could love this girl wrestlesleepeat (5:11:06 PM): never know ShAdIbLoNdI (5:11:11 PM): yea ShAdIbLoNdI (5:11:15 PM): that would b cute wrestlesleepeat (5:11:17 PM): with the way i feel about kimber right now ShAdIbLoNdI (5:11:24 PM): yea wrestlesleepeat (5:11:26 PM): i dont think it will ever happen again ShAdIbLoNdI (5:11:35 PM): mmumh wrestlesleepeat (5:12:31 PM): u agree? wrestlesleepeat (5:12:47 PM): my friend miranda knows who im talking about, but she doesnt think that it will work wrestlesleepeat (5:12:54 PM): and im saying that it will ShAdIbLoNdI (5:13:03 PM): who is it wrestlesleepeat (5:13:13 PM): this girl is that type of person to go into relationships wrestlesleepeat (5:13:16 PM): i cannot tell u wrestlesleepeat (5:13:21 PM): ESPECIALLY U!! wrestlesleepeat (5:13:26 PM): i dont want it to leak out wrestlesleepeat (5:13:43 PM): if we go out and date for a while... like 1 month, then i will tell u. i promise ShAdIbLoNdI (5:13:46 PM): I PROMISE I WNT SAY NE THIN wrestlesleepeat (5:13:49 PM): no wrestlesleepeat (5:13:50 PM): i cant ShAdIbLoNdI (5:14:01 PM): fine wrestlesleepeat (5:14:16 PM): im truly sorry wrestlesleepeat (5:14:27 PM): but i dont want kimber to get in the middle of all this ShAdIbLoNdI (5:14:36 PM): yea i unda stand wrestlesleepeat (5:16:22 PM): cuz she will think that im doing it to get her jealous, or she will take it seriously, and try and stop it all. wrestlesleepeat (5:16:37 PM): and ur one of her closer friends and i dont want it to get to her ShAdIbLoNdI (5:16:57 PM): yea ShAdIbLoNdI (5:18:04 PM): i get ya wrestlesleepeat (5:18:49 PM): thanx for understanding sam

feelings towards kimber, except that kimber is a bitch

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-23T07:05:41-05:00

I only think of you And it's breaking my heart I'm trying to keep it together But I'm falling apart I'm feeling all out of my element I'm throwing things Crying Trying to figure out Where the hell I went wrong The pain reflected in this song Ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside I need you Need you back in my life baby When you left I lost a part of me It's still so hard to believe Come back baby please We belong together Who else am I gonna lean on When times get rough Who's gonna talk to me Till the sun comes up Who's gonna take your place There ain't nobody else We belong together

funny shit... someone took my ex GF brittany's sn and i was messing with her

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-24T04:05:38-05:00

wrestlesleepeat: hey there sexy crazyfruitloop2: who the hell is this wrestlesleepeat: girl... u dont remember me? wrestlesleepeat: we have only bin dating for about 3 months crazyfruitloop2: umm no wrestlesleepeat: yes we have brittany crazyfruitloop2: this aint brittany bitch wrestlesleepeat: really? who is this? crazyfruitloop2: dont worry about it wrestlesleepeat: brittany stop playing about this shit wrestlesleepeat: this is ur sn wrestlesleepeat: and im no dummy crazyfruitloop2: this is her s/n but this aint her wrestlesleepeat: ive talked to u on this sn like... every day wrestlesleepeat: really? wrestlesleepeat: who is this crazyfruitloop2: Dont fucking worry about it bitch wrestlesleepeat: wtf? wrestlesleepeat: y u gota act like that? crazyfruitloop2: i dont even know you so back up wrestlesleepeat: if its her sn, then y are u on it? wrestlesleepeat: ur a lier!!!! crazyfruitloop2: she gave me the password bitch wrestlesleepeat: yd she give u the password? wrestlesleepeat: girl u know i love u crazyfruitloop2: i asked her for it...why do you wanna know anywayz wrestlesleepeat: brittany, u know love u crazyfruitloop2: THIS ISNT BRITTANY wrestlesleepeat: baby, u know i love u with all my heart crazyfruitloop2: who the hell are you?... and what are you doing talkin to me like that ill get my b/f to beat you up he dont like you wrestlesleepeat: he dont even know who i am baby? wrestlesleepeat: baby? wrestlesleepeat: i love u crazyfruitloop2: yea he does wrestlesleepeat: really? then who i am? crazyfruitloop2: I DONT KNOW wrestlesleepeat: sooooo... lemme get this straight. ur boyfriend knows who i am, but u dont. wrestlesleepeat: where does this make sense? crazyfruitloop2: SHUT UP AND BACK UP crazyfruitloop2: Thank you wrestlesleepeat: brittany, i love u though... ur making me sad... crazyfruitloop2: THIS AINT BRITTANY wrestlesleepeat: and who is "ur boyfriend"? crazyfruitloop2: dont fucking worry about that either crazyfruitloop2: BACK OFF crazyfruitloop2: you cant have him wrestlesleepeat: i dont want him wrestlesleepeat: i want u crazyfruitloop2: we all know you do wrestlesleepeat: who's we? crazyfruitloop2: dont worry about it wrestlesleepeat: u and tonya there? crazyfruitloop2: Who tha hell is tonya crazyfruitloop2: Leave me alone wrestlesleepeat: yo, stop fucking around brittany crazyfruitloop2: THIS AINT BRITTANY wrestlesleepeat: y u gotta act like a bitch? crazyfruitloop2: WHO the fuck you think you are talkin to like that wrestlesleepeat: baby, u dont need to be such a bitch to me crazyfruitloop2: WHO THE HELL ARE YOU crazyfruitloop2: AND WHO IS PINKPLAYMATE????? crazyfruitloop2: BUBYE wrestlesleepeat: its ur baby!! crazyfruitloop2: crazyfruitloop2 is no longer signed on.

I AM SOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!! BUT SOOOOOOOOOOO PISSED!!!!!!!!!...

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-24T08:05:23-05:00

so i accidentally typed in the wrong password when i updated my IM profile for my account. it took me forever... but it turned out that i accidentally switched 2 letters of my password!!!!!!!! i was so angry and pissed!!!!!!!! but next time i go to do that, ima do it nice and slow!!!!! ha ha

me and my boy talking shit online!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-24T08:05:08-05:00

wrestlesleepeat (8:40:22 PM): sorry dude wrestlesleepeat (8:40:26 PM): i had to go real quick wrestlesleepeat (8:40:37 PM): my comp was being gay wrestlesleepeat (8:41:16 PM): justin? wrestlesleepeat (8:43:23 PM): justin u retard!!!!!!!!!! wrestlesleepeat (8:43:29 PM): JUSTIN wrestlesleepeat (8:43:33 PM): !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wrestlesleepeat (8:43:43 PM): !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thetemps55 (8:46:07 PM): my bad i was eatin thetemps55 (8:46:08 PM): lol wrestlesleepeat (8:46:12 PM): sure thetemps55 (8:46:49 PM): pizza chicken wings and salad with my dads special itallien dressing thetemps55 (8:46:52 PM): mmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... thetemps55 (8:47:09 PM): it was gooooooood wrestlesleepeat (8:47:44 PM): i bet it was u dick wad thetemps55 (8:47:58 PM): o yyyyeeeeeaaaaa wrestlesleepeat (8:49:21 PM): + = wrestlesleepeat (8:49:34 PM): me + u = equals heaven... bitch thetemps55 (8:49:48 PM): ok wrestlesleepeat (8:52:47 PM): yeah take that fucker thetemps55 (8:53:20 PM): i'll take it with a grain of salt BITCH!!! wrestlesleepeat (8:53:55 PM): yeah, well... wrestlesleepeat (8:54:00 PM): DO U WANT FRIES WITH THAT? thetemps55 (8:54:22 PM): SUPER SIZE EM BITCH wrestlesleepeat (8:55:16 PM): WELCOME TO THE GOOD BURGER, HOME OF THE GOOD BURGER, CAN I TAKE UR ORDER?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! thetemps55 (8:56:02 PM): i'll take a big mac with some extra "SHUT THE FUCK UP " and that'll be all wrestlesleepeat (8:56:41 PM): would u like some extra ranch jizz on that salad thetemps55 (8:57:15 PM): im gunna piss on u wrestlesleepeat (8:57:30 PM): i already wet ur mom thetemps55 (8:58:07 PM): yea... well ur gunna like it when i do it 2 u wrestlesleepeat (8:59:55 PM): hey i g2g my testicle eating bitch! thetemps55 (9:00:06 PM): peace out

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-25T08:05:38-05:00

so kimbers acting like a bitch now. idk, maybe she is still pissed from what i said when i was drunk and all... idk, but i think that this is all for the better... although i do have a plan. he he :)

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-25T05:05:22-05:00

today was ok... kimber is pissing me off really bad. she was supposed to gimme her lunch tickets today and when i went to go get them, she didnt want to. she was all like, "i dont feel like getting them so ur gonna have to." and im like, "well, i cant cuz im not aloud to. u need to get them urself." she kept saying no. and then i asked her really nicely. i was like "please kimber. please. can u please come with me? its not that far away." and she said "no adrian, im in a bad mood and last night was not a good night. and neither is today." and then she just walks away. and cris's GF jessica was right there and shes like, "adrian dont get mad, she really is in a bad mood. she has-" and i cut her off and said, "u know what? fuck this! ive done sooooo much for her! ive given everything i can for! and she cant fucking walk down the hallway with me to the fucking office?!?!?!?!" then jessica said, "adrian dont get mad. adr-" and then i cut her off again and said, "NO!! fuck this! i cant take this shit any more!!! after all ive done for that bitch and she cant fucking help me eat!!" how could anyone be so horrible to someone that they supposedly love? shes a fucking idiot and a half... i know someone else who wouldnt be so bitchy to me.

im a playful kitten

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-25T05:05:26-05:00

Take the What animal best portrays your sexual appetite?? Quiz

AMERICAN IDOL!!!!!!!!!!!...

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-25T09:05:31-05:00

DUDE!!!!!!!! IM WATCHING AMERICAN IDOL!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHANGE IT TO CHANNEL 6 NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YALL AND PEACE OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AMERICAN IDOL!!!!!!!!!!!...

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-25T09:05:19-05:00

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

FUCKING CARRIE UNDERWOOD WON!!! THAT IS FUCKING GAY!!!! 1ST THEY GET RID OF CONSTANTINE, AND THEN THEY CHOOSE CARRIE OVER BO BICE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! THAT SHIT IS FUCKING GAY!!!!!!!!!!

my friend dave is fucking retarded

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-26T09:05:25-05:00

so i sign on aim and all of a sudden, i get an IM from my friend dave, and this is what he says as soon as i get on...

jeminni19 (9:02:44 PM): if u plant them they will grow wrestlesleepeat (9:03:11 PM): im sure they will dave... im sure they will jeminni19 (9:03:20 PM): *farts* wrestlesleepeat (9:03:47 PM): ok... w.e. jeminni19 (9:03:57 PM): don't deny your love for me wrestlesleepeat (9:04:51 PM): ur right dave... i cant jeminni19 (9:04:52 PM): jeminni19 is no longer signed on.

god i love dave... hes fricken hilarious, deffly brings u up when ur down.

INTERESTING... i got a fan. lol

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-27T03:05:24-05:00

E DEAN RUSSELL (3:27:18 PM): Hey!\ wrestlesleepeat (3:27:26 PM): hi wrestlesleepeat (3:27:31 PM): lol E DEAN RUSSELL (3:27:51 PM): Hey! E DEAN RUSSELL (3:28:01 PM): sup? wrestlesleepeat (3:28:04 PM): ntm wrestlesleepeat (3:28:40 PM): and how are u? E DEAN RUSSELL (3:28:52 PM): same here just watchin mtv2 all day wrestlesleepeat (3:29:13 PM): cool wrestlesleepeat (3:29:18 PM): u guys out of school? E DEAN RUSSELL (3:29:25 PM): I woke up at 11 and hadn't got out of my pj's since lol, yeah we out E DEAN RUSSELL (3:29:37 PM): got out yesterday wrestlesleepeat (3:29:53 PM): lucky u wrestlesleepeat (3:30:01 PM): i dont get out till the 21 E DEAN RUSSELL (3:30:04 PM): ahhaahaha E DEAN RUSSELL (3:30:19 PM): of june?! wrestlesleepeat (3:30:38 PM): yup yup E DEAN RUSSELL (3:31:14 PM): that's gay, when do ya'll start back? wrestlesleepeat (3:31:57 PM): on my b-day... august 24th wrestlesleepeat (3:32:20 PM): cuz the yr after that we get out early so the school can get resconstruction E DEAN RUSSELL (3:32:23 PM): oh we start back like august 7th wrestlesleepeat (3:32:42 PM): hey! that is my VIP friends b-day E DEAN RUSSELL (3:33:06 PM): haha that waz random lol E DEAN RUSSELL (3:33:46 PM): E DEAN RUSSELL (3:34:12 PM): it's so boring out here! wrestlesleepeat (3:34:30 PM): kinda, and kinda not wrestlesleepeat (3:34:40 PM): it means the world to me E DEAN RUSSELL (3:34:53 PM): yeah , that's sweet wrestlesleepeat (3:35:12 PM): thanx wrestlesleepeat (3:35:21 PM): so, where exactly are u from? E DEAN RUSSELL (3:35:21 PM): ur welcome wrestlesleepeat (3:35:25 PM): in carolina? E DEAN RUSSELL (3:35:50 PM): well i was born in columbia and now im stayng in gay lugoff wrestlesleepeat (3:36:51 PM): wait, lugoff is a town? E DEAN RUSSELL (3:37:08 PM): yes wrestlesleepeat (3:38:02 PM): oh, that is a weird ass name E DEAN RUSSELL (3:38:23 PM): yeah its pronounced lou golf E DEAN RUSSELL (3:38:40 PM): some people call it la golf E DEAN RUSSELL (3:38:47 PM): lol E DEAN RUSSELL (3:39:41 PM): u r puertorican? me too! wrestlesleepeat (3:39:52 PM): really? wrestlesleepeat (3:39:54 PM): cool wrestlesleepeat (3:39:58 PM): r u full? E DEAN RUSSELL (3:40:06 PM): no half wrestlesleepeat (3:40:16 PM): well, im a full blood wrestlesleepeat (3:40:18 PM): lol E DEAN RUSSELL (3:40:44 PM): maybe a quarter cuz my mom is indian and white and my dad is full puertorican wrestlesleepeat (3:41:01 PM): no, thats half... wrestlesleepeat (3:41:14 PM): ur half puertorican and a quarter white and a quarter indian E DEAN RUSSELL (3:41:15 PM): k then lol wrestlesleepeat (3:41:17 PM): thats how it worx E DEAN RUSSELL (3:41:32 PM): ok thanx lol E DEAN RUSSELL (3:42:05 PM): i had it right the first time but just wasn't so sure wrestlesleepeat (3:42:36 PM): ha ha E DEAN RUSSELL (3:42:42 PM): I think Adrian is a pretty name for a guy E DEAN RUSSELL (3:42:51 PM): lol wrestlesleepeat (3:43:49 PM): really? wrestlesleepeat (3:43:53 PM): idr think so wrestlesleepeat (3:44:07 PM): u must have good taste in music E DEAN RUSSELL (3:44:09 PM): yes really E DEAN RUSSELL (3:44:13 PM): yeah wrestlesleepeat (3:44:13 PM): guns n' roses, and 112 wrestlesleepeat (3:44:14 PM): good E DEAN RUSSELL (3:44:30 PM): i love 112! wrestlesleepeat (3:44:38 PM): me 2 wrestlesleepeat (3:44:47 PM): and i love peaches n' cream E DEAN RUSSELL (3:45:10 PM): guns n roses, i was raised listening to that, my dad loved them, me too that's my fav. song eva E DEAN RUSSELL (3:45:18 PM): lol wrestlesleepeat (3:46:08 PM): the only reason i started listening to guns n roses was cuz of the wrestling team E DEAN RUSSELL (3:46:29 PM): yeah i used to be water girl for our wrestling team wrestlesleepeat (3:48:41 PM): really? E DEAN RUSSELL (3:49:05 PM): yeah lol wrestlesleepeat (3:49:22 PM): u must really be into guys? E DEAN RUSSELL (3:49:50 PM): nah not lugoff guys i hate them im just friends w\ lugoff guys that's it wrestlesleepeat (3:50:12 PM): oh wrestlesleepeat (3:50:16 PM): sorry wrestlesleepeat (3:50:21 PM): columbia better? E DEAN RUSSELL (3:50:27 PM): that's ok u didn't know E DEAN RUSSELL (3:50:57 PM): yeah but ya know a guy hurt me so i hadn't had a bf in a while wrestlesleepeat (3:51:11 PM): how long? E DEAN RUSSELL (3:51:31 PM): like 5 months ago wrestlesleepeat (3:52:49 PM): oh, u over it? E DEAN RUSSELL (3:53:19 PM): yeah, i mean u gotta move on u can't mope around somebody who was like him wrestlesleepeat (3:53:37 PM): true true... but its harder for most people wrestlesleepeat (3:53:40 PM): like... me wrestlesleepeat (3:53:41 PM): lol E DEAN RUSSELL (3:54:22 PM): yeah i had to learn the hard way i moped for a while then taught myself to move on, it was hardd E DEAN RUSSELL (3:54:27 PM): *hard E DEAN RUSSELL (3:55:51 PM): hey i gotta go to my dad's for the weekend, leave me some love on mindsay K? wrestlesleepeat (3:55:54 PM): i know what u mean, but i see this girl everyday and everyday it just hurts. i want her badly but i wont wrestlesleepeat (3:55:58 PM): sure thing wrestlesleepeat (3:56:01 PM): later E DEAN RUSSELL (3:56:14 PM): k bye love ya

I GET TO HANG OUT WITH KIMBER!!!!!!!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-27T06:05:48-05:00

YAY!!!! im gonna see kimber today!!!!!! this is gonna be super-exciting!!!!!!!! her lil "sister" anne marie is having some sorta party and i get to go and chill. seeing as how she is only about a 1 min walk from me. this is awesome!!! maybe i can finally lay it on kimber!!! maybe just maybe i can get the guts this time. this time i wanna smooch her all over... lol. that is kinda funny. i guess i might actually call kimber... right... about... now

aw man, anne marie was lying or something cuz i talked to kimber the whole time and not once did she even say that she was going over her house. im listening to my tune, "welcome to the jungle"- guns n roses. but i did talk to her for a long time and she is just amazing, idk how she does it but every time i talk to her she pulls me in. gosh, why does love have to be like this?

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-27T06:05:51-05:00

OH POO!!! kimber wont be coming. and she is making me feel bad right now. she is saying that i can only sing some songs good and some songs arent made for me. man, cris and jessica didnt come over today!!!! that sux major donkey dick!!!! and now im listening to "maria" by santana. i love this song... i love kimber. and when i listen to her sing, it makes me sooooooo happy. it makes me calm, and each song that she plays, even though she denies it, i believe that she plays for me. every song that ive heard is about getting back together with the person they love, or admitting they were wrong, or saying that they are ready for another relationship... i think that she is trying to give me a hint. and if its true i will take it... i just need to be sure... i need some type of confermation.

some crazy tag thing

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-27T07:05:09-05:00

I GOT THIS TAG THING CUZ MY FRIENDS WANTED ME TO DO IT... WELL IT WAS REALLY KIMBER. JUST GO CHECK IT OUT AND U ENTER adrian g.

a lil something about me some people should know

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-27T10:05:30-05:00

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the only thing that is right is the romance part. i am kinky as a mofo and u can ask sam or amanda about that. ha ha. and i am deffly a better kisser than fucking... 41%!!!! that shit is wack!!!

JESSICA H's TATATAHS!!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-28T08:05:59-05:00

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v309/Toppachino0421/tatatahs2.jpg

just for me

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-28T09:05:40-05:00

http://www.lovely-fr.com/Sexy/disp_img.php?id_img=29 http://www.lovely-fr.com/Sexy/disp_img.php?id_img=41

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-29T06:05:27-05:00

yeah so today was actually pretty good. i went to 7th reg, today for our parade in R.I. and we marched, and for my first parade ever, i did pretty good. and i had to play this lil kids solo cuz he didnt know it but i did, so it took me a while to get it done and all, but i eventually got it down-packed.

i also took a lot of pics too, which i plan on getting up soon, and also some sexy ones last night. *whistles* AHHHHH!! i pulled one on my sexy lil friend devan today, i asked her for a kiss on the cheek and when she went to kiss me on the cheek, i turned and... SMACK... right on the lips. it was beautiful timing! lol. she got mad and hit me, but later on, i think that she was showing that she liked it. ha ha. and she got a phatty!!! *whistles some more* but she is like fucking half my size, jp. she is like barely under 4 ft, which is kinda weird, but she is still hot. and i not only molested devan, i molested brittany, but its all cool, cuz it was just playing around. and also... dont fuck with ur section leader, cuz she wil fuck u up... as i learned today. i went around smacking everybody's ass, even the guys lol... and she was like "who do u think u are?" and i thought she was playing around, and she got serious and pushed me on the floor of the bus!!! yo, i was fucking shocked! i couldnt believe that she did that!!! but in the end it was all forgiveness. lol. and joanna fucking pantzed me today!! and her and fucking cassie and miranda started to pull my pants down and i sat on mirandas ass... with my bare-ass. lol and i hopped to joannas lap and i fucking farted on her bare-ass. lol. that is the worst way to fart on someone, with ur bare ass!! haha. and then later, when joanna went to the front of the bus, i pulled the back of her pants down and i saw her ass!!!!! FLIPPIN SWEET!! lol. so yeah, ima go. and later, i will put all the pics up. BYE!

IM GONNA MISS PILLOW!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-29T09:05:32-05:00

jeminni19 (8:43:20 PM): dude pillows moving Aagt2003 (8:43:34 PM): i know jeminni19 (8:43:51 PM): hes not leaving yet is he? jeminni19 (8:43:57 PM): i mean is he still going to be in school? Aagt2003 (8:45:06 PM): he is leaving near the end of school jeminni19 (8:45:46 PM): my lil bro says june 3 Aagt2003 (8:46:09 PM): how tf does he know? jeminni19 (8:46:36 PM): goes he is friends with pillows little sister jeminni19 (8:46:49 PM): i think hes got the hots for her Aagt2003 (8:47:12 PM): ha ha jeminni19 (8:47:23 PM): im serious Aagt2003 (8:52:21 PM): ok jeminni19 (8:53:20 PM): ok jeminni19 (8:53:28 PM): im so bored jeminni19 (8:53:35 PM): i just finish beating fire emblem jeminni19 (8:53:39 PM): now i have like nothing to do Aagt2003 (8:55:03 PM): oh ok Aagt2003 (8:58:39 PM): dave ur an idiot jeminni19 (8:58:43 PM): why? jeminni19 (8:59:12 PM): i can't help but reminess on all the wrestling moment jeminni19 (8:59:16 PM): moments Aagt2003 (9:05:47 PM): me too Aagt2003 (9:05:54 PM): i miss them soooooooooo sooooooooooo soooooooooooo much jeminni19 (9:06:10 PM): yeah jeminni19 (9:06:22 PM): i remember when i first saw pillow jeminni19 (9:06:25 PM): it was on the track field jeminni19 (9:06:28 PM): he was the new boy jeminni19 (9:06:35 PM): he came with his bags and such jeminni19 (9:06:41 PM): and he said he wanted to wrestle jeminni19 (9:06:46 PM): and then he was one of us Aagt2003 (9:09:28 PM): i remember, he was in my algebra class and one day i seen him with a bag. and i was like "aint football season over?" and he goes "yup, but this is for wrestling." Aagt2003 (9:09:36 PM): and then we had a beautiful bond from there jeminni19 (9:10:20 PM): oh cool jeminni19 (9:10:26 PM): so u knew him before i knew him jeminni19 (9:10:32 PM): oh yeah jeminni19 (9:10:34 PM): i remember now jeminni19 (9:10:40 PM): when he first came to the track field jeminni19 (9:10:47 PM): u were the first one to go up and talk to him Aagt2003 (9:11:05 PM): yeah, cuz i knew him Aagt2003 (9:11:13 PM): and he was in my algebra class jeminni19 (9:12:02 PM): sweet jeminni19 (9:12:07 PM): he is a plesure to have in class jeminni19 (9:12:14 PM): hes in my english class now Aagt2003 (9:13:00 PM): cool jeminni19 (9:15:08 PM): i know jeminni19 (9:15:13 PM): hes a pretty smart guy jeminni19 (9:15:26 PM): im not such a big fan of book work and shit Aagt2003 (9:16:43 PM): w.e. Aagt2003 (9:16:55 PM): ur weird... but ur... uh... weird Aagt2003 (9:16:56 PM): haha Aagt2003 (9:17:01 PM): love ya dude jeminni19 (9:17:18 PM): riiiiiiiiiight Aagt2003 (9:19:02 PM): ha ha

JESSICA S SHOULD READ!!!!! SO SHOULD CRIS!!!!!!!!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-29T09:05:34-05:00

Toppachino0421 (8:33:24 PM): hey what sup Aagt2003 (8:34:38 PM): howdy ho! Toppachino0421 (8:35:25 PM): lol howdy man whore! Toppachino0421 (8:35:30 PM): lol... our water ehre is green Toppachino0421 (8:35:35 PM): quite strange Aagt2003 (8:37:50 PM): ewwwwwwwwww Aagt2003 (8:41:27 PM): ?????????? Aagt2003 (8:41:29 PM): hello? Toppachino0421 (8:41:31 PM): hi Toppachino0421 (8:41:33 PM): lol Aagt2003 (8:41:48 PM): what did jessica say on ur blog? Toppachino0421 (8:46:25 PM): she was jsut being a brat about everything... blaming me for everything that happend at the party.. telling me how shes never going to like me and how she hates me.. and how it was messed up of me to invite cris over my house and try hiding it from her by taking different ways of getting to the school Toppachino0421 (8:46:56 PM): when excuse me.. the only idea of any of that was just inviting cris over... but u were there and so was amanda.. it wasnt like i invited him over for a make out feast.. Toppachino0421 (8:47:13 PM): someone is alittle insecure and thinks that im trying to take cris when im deffinitely not Toppachino0421 (8:47:26 PM): i mean, i totally understand her reasoning and all Toppachino0421 (8:47:39 PM): and i appreciate her atleast talknig to me about it sorta... Toppachino0421 (8:47:53 PM): but i know, and along with alot of other people.. im not to blame entirely Toppachino0421 (8:48:26 PM): she tells me that she doesnt trust me with cris... but she trusts cris ... which is totally retarded cause hes always the one saying things to me.. Toppachino0421 (8:49:17 PM): u tehre Aagt2003 (8:51:48 PM): u mean the thing she said on her blog? Toppachino0421 (8:55:43 PM): ur confusing me Toppachino0421 (8:56:17 PM): mami11304 ongoDate(1117413028); May 29, 2005 at 8:30 PM Re: love THANX FOR WRITING BACK TO ME. SORRY IF I HURT YOUR FEELINGS ABOUT WHAT I WROTE, BUT YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND THAT I HAVE TO LOOK OUT FOR WHAT I HAVE. TOMORROW CAN WE TALK? I NEED TO TALK TO YOU. OK. JUST SEE ME WHEN YOU GET TO THE SCHOOL. THANX JESSICA Aagt2003 (8:57:40 PM): wait Aagt2003 (8:57:49 PM): is that from u or cris's jessica? Toppachino0421 (8:58:18 PM): criss jess Aagt2003 (8:58:22 PM): oh ok Toppachino0421 (9:01:27 PM): u do u know like how much more frustration this bullshit jsut adds.. i mean... its not the fact that i had cris come over and she found out and shes ever more pissed... its like.. i knew, in my mind, she didnt like me.. but no1 actually told me that she didnt like me... like cris told me she was cool with me and whatever... but just to know that ANOTher person hates me... just like.. idk... it just makes all my emotional problems worse Aagt2003 (9:05:09 PM): its ok Aagt2003 (9:05:20 PM): dont worry its only cuz she is protective of him Toppachino0421 (9:06:42 PM): and now i have to talk to her.. Toppachino0421 (9:06:47 PM): and im sure the convo will be fine Toppachino0421 (9:07:08 PM): but its jsut the fact, im not going to back down... ive come this far - sticking up for myself- like you said... but just knowing that i'll be talking, one on one... telling her how i really feel... listening to how she feels.. knowing shes listening to me.. and im listening to her.. taking in every word... but at the same time.... knowing she hates me with a passion... its just weird Toppachino0421 (9:07:38 PM): and its akward Aagt2003 (9:10:06 PM): i know Aagt2003 (9:13:13 PM): jessica!! Toppachino0421 (9:16:53 PM): Im just like so sorry about everything that happend at the party.. i didnt plan for any of it to happen Toppachino0421 (9:17:09 PM): i didnt ask for it.. i didnt push for any of it to happen.... Aagt2003 (9:17:11 PM): neither did i Toppachino0421 (9:17:22 PM): i know.. but ur not the one paying for it.. still Toppachino0421 (9:17:30 PM): cris doesnt get any wrath for it... Toppachino0421 (9:17:46 PM): yet i am still being harassed about it Aagt2003 (9:18:49 PM): i wrote to jessica saying that she doesnt need to do all that shit... she needs to put the blame on cris too Toppachino0421 (9:19:03 PM): i now, i read Toppachino0421 (9:19:11 PM): and thanks Aagt2003 (9:19:16 PM): welcome Aagt2003 (9:19:21 PM): i cant get mad at u for that Toppachino0421 (9:20:14 PM): and i mean.. if i really wanted it to have happend... i woulda pushed myself all over him after that happend... and when we were back at school Toppachino0421 (9:20:23 PM): .. i remember walking into math the day after that happend.. Toppachino0421 (9:20:28 PM): it was so akward... Toppachino0421 (9:20:33 PM): cause i sat behnd him in math Toppachino0421 (9:20:51 PM): .. and josh comes up to us like........... so how was your guys' wekend... do anything fun..!? Aagt2003 (9:20:52 PM): and???????? what else? Toppachino0421 (9:21:04 PM): i just remember how akward that day was Toppachino0421 (9:21:20 PM): and its just as akward today Toppachino0421 (9:21:26 PM): i wish everyone would jsut let it go Toppachino0421 (9:21:59 PM): i aplogized.... Cris prolly got on his knees apologizing.... and we are both, truely and deeply sorry.. but its still not let go.. and it happend 3 months ago.. Aagt2003 (9:22:11 PM): i wish it never happened, and i wish that things would go back to the way they were Toppachino0421 (9:22:52 PM): i know thats not why shes pissed off this time... its the fact that he cam eover my house.... but like seriously.. he knew coming over that if she found out, shed get pissed.. he knew coming over, he was going to try hiding it from her Toppachino0421 (9:23:21 PM): he didnt have to come over.. he coulda said no.... he knew it would piss her off.. i mean we already came to that conclusion... Toppachino0421 (9:23:58 PM): and all i did was have u guys over to eat and chill.... cause u guys said u were saying at school and didnt know how u were getting food so i was like.. hey amandas coming over.. why dont u guys.. so u can get some food.. Toppachino0421 (9:24:15 PM): i was only feeding her baby.. lol she wasnt going to get him food.. she couldnt've Aagt2003 (9:24:21 PM): i know she shouldnt have any probs while im there Toppachino0421 (9:24:38 PM): i know, u wouldnt let anything happen, if they were to... and they definitely werent Aagt2003 (9:25:07 PM): cuz i promised her if anything like that ever happened again, that i would say something to her... and i told cris that Toppachino0421 (9:29:21 PM): thats good Toppachino0421 (9:29:34 PM): and i sure hope nothing like that ever happens Toppachino0421 (9:29:58 PM): and if it does... it better not be with me. that way she can stop dwelling over me and have someone new to ream out. Toppachino0421 (9:30:07 PM): i honostly dont see why she doesnt dislike amanda Toppachino0421 (9:30:30 PM): i mean if there is any other girl cris spends alot of time with, its amanda Aagt2003 (9:36:52 PM): idk either... that is just jessica for ya Toppachino0421 (9:46:07 PM): lol im glad shes criss girl and not mine Toppachino0421 (9:46:07 PM): lol Aagt2003 (9:48:40 PM): ha ha ok

MEMORIAL DAY PARADE

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-30T02:05:57-05:00

it was hot today, but me and cris got over it by making fun of ali socha... u know how prude and stuck up she is? well, this time it caught up to her... she locked her knees in parade rest, and her legs gave way and she fell to the ground right there... ha ha!!! it was funny shit!! but then she got to sit in the shade, so that sucked!! i also saw kimbers stupid behind there too, she watched the parade from the side line. w.e. i guess thats how it is for the "perfect breed" type bitches. ha ha. man, im soooooo stuffed from the chinese buffet today, i had 3 FULL plates, and some ice cream. it was GRRRRRRRRRREAT!

just trying this out

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-30T03:05:55-05:00

http://static.tagged.com/images/user/04/89/99/489994-1776325.jpg

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-30T08:05:39-05:00

these are pics of my sexy ass. lol dont mind the farmer's tan i got from marching all day. http://tinypic.com/5k3nux http://tinypic.com/5k3odg http://tinypic.com/5k3og0 http://tinypic.com/5k3otw http://tinypic.com/5k3qjk http://tinypic.com/5k3qqa http://tinypic.com/5k3r4n http://tinypic.com/5k3rbo http://tinypic.com/5k3rf9

pics of the parade on sunday for 7th regiment

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-30T09:05:19-05:00

welp, here are some photos of what happened on the bus after the parade sunday... some pix of me and brittany http://tinypic.com/5k3ts5 http://tinypic.com/5k3uch http://tinypic.com/5k3ux1 http://tinypic.com/5k3x1k some pix of me and devan http://tinypic.com/5k3v2e http://tinypic.com/5k3wnd http://tinypic.com/5k3wuc some pix of nikki and kyle http://tinypic.com/5k3x5j http://tinypic.com/5k3xc8 http://tinypic.com/5k3xio http://tinypic.com/5k3xo1 and now some other and random pix http://tinypic.com/5k3y37 http://tinypic.com/5k3y92 http://tinypic.com/5k4iuw http://tinypic.com/5k4j5x http://tinypic.com/5k4j91 http://tinypic.com/5k4jzk http://tinypic.com/5k4kgk http://tinypic.com/5k4kmt http://tinypic.com/5k4m03 HA HA!! Devan's fine ass! http://tinypic.com/5k4m5s

HOT PICS!! of my online friend kirstie's crazy ass life!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-31T03:05:38-05:00

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ha ha! sooooooo true!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-31T04:05:23-05:00

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pimpinadrian — 2005-05-31T05:05:19-05:00

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HOW TO LOSE WEIGHT FAST!!(the wrestling way!!!)

pimpinadrian — 2005-05-31T06:05:11-05:00

bareftinparadise: hey adrian... quick q Aagt2003: what? bareftinparadise: how can you loose a bit of weight really quick. like. 3 days quick. Aagt2003: um... do u mean like how much u weigh? or like size bareftinparadise: loose like... size Aagt2003: well, that might not happen to well... but i got a couple ideas Aagt2003: eat good bareftinparadise: i cant eat. bareftinparadise: no way. Aagt2003: like... eat a bowl of salad everyday bareftinparadise: i need to do it in 3 days bareftinparadise: yeah... and thats it Aagt2003: salad is soooooooo light! bareftinparadise: lol Aagt2003: just put a lil bit of salad dressing on and ur set. NO extra toppings! Aagt2003: and have water bareftinparadise: alright bareftinparadise: anything else? Aagt2003: and during the day, when ur hungry, do what i told jessica bareftinparadise: what Aagt2003: have a breakfast bar Aagt2003: and u need to run a WHOLE lot! bareftinparadise: theyre like 4 grams of fat! bareftinparadise: alright Aagt2003: and after a workout... bareftinparadise: yeah Aagt2003: instead of having ice cold water Aagt2003: have room temperature water bareftinparadise: okay? Aagt2003: so u need to like keep it refrigerated over night Aagt2003: and let it sit for the day Aagt2003: oh, u prolly wanna know why room temperature dont ya? bareftinparadise: yeah bareftinparadise: lol Aagt2003: well u see... Aagt2003: u dont EVER wanna put on too much water weight bareftinparadise: right Aagt2003: so if u are done with a workout, u want something nice and refreshing... and then u want more and more and more bareftinparadise: right Aagt2003: but with regular room temperature water... u just have enough to fill ur need bareftinparadise: ahh Aagt2003: and there4 u can easily save gaining an extra lb or 2 Aagt2003: and when u work out... wear something moderately heavy, like a nice pair of heavy sweats bareftinparadise: ugh... alright bareftinparadise: that sucks lol

WONT BE ON TODAY

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-01T08:06:24-05:00

yup, im on restriction today, so i wont be able to get on... woke up late and my mom had to drive me to school.

PIX OF TODAY!!! will have to put more up later... like tomarrow, sneaking comp.

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-01T04:06:43-05:00

yeah well, today was pretty fucking cool. me and kimber are getting more and more physical with eachother... in the good way. lol. well, here are some pix of today!

these are pics of me and kimber trying to pose nice... it took us a couple tries, but we did it! http://tinypic.com/5lbes3 http://tinypic.com/5lbewk http://tinypic.com/5lbgck http://tinypic.com/5lbgna http://tinypic.com/5lbgvq http://tinypic.com/5lbgxy http://tinypic.com/5lbedt

SNEAKY ME!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-01T11:06:07-05:00

yeah... its liked almost 12 at night... and im sneaking the comp cuz im a bad ass like that. lol. im doing some stuff form my tagged journal and all. but ima go... before i get caught!!

haha... funnyof glasses. The Captain looked

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-02T08:06:26-05:00

An army private went to see the Medical Captain for a new pair of glasses. The Captain looked in his book of record and said, "But you just got a new pair last month!" "Yes sir, b.. b.. but I got them b..broken in an accident," stammered the private. "Accident, what kind of an accident?" The Captain looked in his book of Accident definitions and glossaries, "Road-march accident, Firing Range accident, PT accident, Drill accident?" "No, no nothing of those..." said the private. "Well then, what is it?" "I'd rather not tell you sir..." "Well, no satisfactory explanations, no new glasses," said the medical officer, ready to stand up, "I've to see my patients now." "No, no sir wait, I broke them when I was kissing my girl," blurted the private. "Don't be daft man, how could you break your glasses kissing a girl?" "You see, she crossed her legs....."

Two cowboys are out rounding up cattle when all of a sudden a heifer takes off and goes wild, the heifer runs into a fence and get's her head stuck. The two cowboys get over to the fence and the one says to the other: "This is too good to pass up," gets off his horse, unzips his pants and starts fucking the shit out of this heifer for at least ten minutes. When he finally finished he looked up to his partner and asked him if he wants some of it. His partner replied "hell yes that looks pretty good", climbs down off his horse drops his pants and sticks his head in the fence.

THIS IS SOOO FUCKED UP!

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-02T08:06:05-05:00

Hiram answers the telephone, and it's an emergency room doctor. The doctor says, "Your wife was in a serious car accident, and I have bad news and good news. The bad news is she has lost all use of both arms and both legs, and will be on a respirator the rest of her life." Hiram says, "My God. What's the good news?" The doctor says, "I'm kidding. She's dead."

bad day yesterday!

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-03T05:06:08-05:00

ystrdy was HELL!! i basically ran away from home... i ran away from my mom when she was getting ready to get outa her car. it was crazy! i hid at cris's house and we hid from my mom as she came to his house to pick me up. it was total 007 skillz!!! lol. then i had to spend the night at cris's house... my mom said it was ok, she didnt want any more drama... and i was all like, "um... where is it safe?" and cris looked around his room and said, "NOWHERE" lol. but we got a mini bed holder thing, it was all blue and shti and we put a mattress up on it and i had to sleep on that. OOOH OOOH!! we took a couple pix of that day... even compared the hair on our underarms!! i have like none and cris has a shit load! lmfao! but before that we compared eachother's ass hair... once again cris beats me!! lol thats all im saying about that!!! u know, i have a perfect career in line... a MODEL. i mean c'mon, i have a wonderful body, i hardly have any hair(models shave anyway), and i LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE the camera and attention and woman! lol, im sooo conceted sometimes! well, the first step is admitting!! right?!?!?! but um.. . yeah, i am gonna put up some more pix!! later!! until i add pix onto this!

its true, its very true

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-03T07:06:20-05:00

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IM DONE WITH THIS BITCH!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-04T10:06:02-05:00

so today is not going well at all... ive about had it... well, lets start with the day today... so i went to 7th Regiment practice... it was long and hard, and sweaty and all. at the end, i poured water all over me... it was hot. lol. and then i came home and showered up quickly. and then i went to merriah's. and things were going good, i got thrown in the pool!! lol. and it was all gravy unitl about an hour ago. i decided to call kimber up... and i asked her a question, and i said that i wouldnt get mad, and i didnt... and i found out the truth and all. and u know what? i wasnt mad. but then i started asking y she let it happen, and she said, "well, james told me something." and i was like... "what did he tell u?" and she said,(which i am gonna flip over right now!!!) "well james said that he love jessica above all else, but that he loves me in a different way." and that my friends is when i blew up!!!!! i told her, "do u really believe that?! do u think that he gives jackshit about u?! do u think that i dont love u enough?! do u think that i dont love u?!?!?! wtf?!?!?!" and during me saying all that, kimber was trying to defend herself! there is no excuse for all that!! i fucking hung up on her! and i told everyone that i was going home... and i cried for a bit, and then i decided to leave, and merriah was like, "do i get a hug before u go?" and when i didnt say nething and kept walking, she knew something was wrong. and she came ranning up to me and was like "adrian!! adrian come here!! adrian baby its ok!" i fucking almost hit her and cris's girlfriend jessica and merriah's boyfriend bobby! i almost hit everyone! everyone was trying to calm me down! and i kept yelling, "IM GONNA FUCKING KILL HIM!! IM GONNA FUCKING KILL JAMES!! I AM GONNA FUCKING KILL THAT FUCKER!! I FUCKING HATE HIM!!" and etc, etc. i just couldnt take the fact that kimber actually believes that james loves her... i actually cant believ that. im here at home now, and cris slept over, so im all good now... it just all makes sense now... it... i cant do it no more... and miranda, i know that u dont want me to do it... i know how dissapointed u will be in me and all if i hurt james... but i wanna let u know right now... I DONT FUCKING CARE ANY MORE! i will kill that mother fucker!! u dont matter in all this any more... its not any of ur business. i love u and all, but nothing u say will change my mind... i am well aware of what might happen. but u cant stop me this time... if he does anything that pisses me off, ANYTHING! i will beat the shit outa him!! I WILL! i truly am sorry, but thats how it has to be from now on... i gave up 2 good girls for her... jessica and merriah, and this is what i get in return?!?!?! it wont happen again! im sorry, nothing will stop me... not even kimber. man, sometimes i wish that kimber could read all of this... i really do wish she could.

i also talked to kimber while i was there! i told her that "u can love james!! fucking love him!! dont love me!! love his bitch ass!!! i fucking cant believe it!! fucking love him, not fucking me! love his stupid ass! if u cant love someone like me, then fucking love him!!" yup, it was something like that! lol

1. . . . was 5 years old... turning 6

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-05T05:06:23-05:00

- Ten years ago, I . . . 1. . . . was 5 years old... turning 6 2. . . . watched Eurika's Castle!! ROCK ON KAREN!!(that show was the shit!!!!) 3. . . . entered the 1st grade - Five years ago, I . . . 1. . . . was 10 years old. 2. . . . i started playing my trumpet. 3. . . . went to florida for vacation - One year ago, I . . . 1. . . . entered high school. 2. . . . got a scar on my head during a run with the wrestling team... we were throwing snowballs and reeds and i got hit in the nuts with a snow ball and then i got hit in the head with a reed when i bent down... it fucking hurt. 3. . . . GOT MA BRACES OFF!! WOOT WOOT!! - One day ago, I . . . 1. . . . gave kimber my valentine... well a couple days ago that is... never really finished this so ima add on whats happened recently and what happened when i first got it. lol 2. . . . i dressed like a pimp in my contacts on and practically raped kimber, and ran away from home for a day and night 3. . . . i realized wtf was happening to me... im turning into a horrible person cuz of kimber... im going crazy cuz of her!! i would rather be with someone else... but they are practically in love with their BF! - Today, I . . . 1. . . . dressed like a bum. 2. . . . slept in band and fucking almost cussed the shit out of my fucking biology teacher for saying that i said shit that i didnt say at all... fucking bitch!! 3. . . . DID A LONG-ASS CAR WASH FOR THE MARITIME ACADEMY... i raised the most money, $124!!! its cuz of my persuasion and skillz. - Tomorrow, I will . . . 1. . . . stay at home while most of my friends are at senior prom... i love u cris and jessica!!! 2. . . . try and fend off this crazy bitch online who wants to date me from fucking KENTUCKY!! 3. . . . cry about kimber and how FUCKED UP my life is cuz of kimber - Songs that I can sing, even without music: 1. "I Swear" by All 4 One 2. "I Can Love You Like That" by All 4 One 3. "Welcome To The Jungle" by Guns N' Roses - Movies that I liked enough to buy: 1. outsiders(from a book by S.E. HINTON) 2. the princess blade(some japanese movie) 3. and of course... ICE AGE!!(that movie is the shit!) - I'll watch television for: 1. HOUSE!(on fox at 9pm eastern standard time every tuesday!) 2. FAMILY GUY!! i know like every channel its on... what time... when... everything!! 3. american idol(when its on) - Books I've read, more than once: 1. The Outsiders 2. Harry Potter the series(lol, ima dork) 3. BUD, NOT BUDDY - My $1,000.00 would be spent on: 1. a tattoo 2. A tounge piercing 3. my bank - My plane tickets to anywhere: 1. London 2. Austrailia 3. California - Things I do for the hell of it: 1. take lots of pix. 2. joke/curse for no point. 3. I rape devan a lot... same thing goes for sam... and amanda... and joanna, and kimber, and brittany, and aris, and merriah. (lol, thats a whole lotta pple!) - The people I want to know: 1. Kimber 2. Kimber 3. Kimber - The type of life I want to live: 1. a miserable life with the one i love 2. a happy life with someone who i do love, but will actually be good for me. 3. a life with my 2 best friends in the world... cris and jessica

just some random chats online with sam and nikki

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-05T07:06:52-05:00

FIRST NIKKI! Aagt2003: hey there WTGLingPoo: hey Aagt2003: how are u? good i hope WTGLingPoo: lol im writing about it in my profile.. you can read all about it when im done WTGLingPoo: but yeah.. for the most part.. im good WTGLingPoo: how are you? Aagt2003: im... ok Aagt2003: had to search for the word WTGLingPoo: yeah? Aagt2003: wasnt sure how to put it all together WTGLingPoo: why just okay? Aagt2003: well, read my blog WTGLingPoo: ok WTGLingPoo: wow WTGLingPoo: just.. wow WTGLingPoo: well no matter what happens.. im here if u wanna talk WTGLingPoo: i can understand why you would hate him.. he loves to start drama shit Aagt2003: WAIT!! Aagt2003: OMG!!!! WTGLingPoo: what? Aagt2003: I CANT BELIEVE IT!! WTGLingPoo: WHAT?! Aagt2003: IS IT TRUE?!?!?!?! WTGLingPoo: IS WHAT TRUE?! Aagt2003: u have a goat? Aagt2003: WTGLingPoo: lol. YUP! Aagt2003: ha ha Aagt2003: that is AWESOME! WTGLingPoo: i sure as hell do have a goat.. WTGLingPoo: her name is OREO! Aagt2003: that is B-A-N-A-N-A-S WTGLingPoo: I KNOW! Aagt2003: u know what? i feel like updating my profile too Aagt2003: lol WTGLingPoo: lol WTGLingPoo: its the new fad! Aagt2003: I KNOW!!! DUDE, IM SOOOOO HIGH RIGHT NOW!! WTGLingPoo: high?' Aagt2003: HIGH ON UPDATING MY PROFILE!!! WTGLingPoo: lol WTGLingPoo: awesome Aagt2003: I KNOW! WTGLingPoo: i was guna say.. HYPOCRITE! lol.. that is, since u flipped about kimber smoking.. Aagt2003: ha ha Aagt2003: u know i dont do that shit WTGLingPoo: i know WTGLingPoo: and u know that i dont Aagt2003: IM FINITO'D!!!!!!!! Aagt2003: guess what? my lil bro got this really cool necklace that i want... and its kick ass and all, it has a sharp tooth... so i was like i want one!! and then my mom goes, well i have something like that upstairs... its a BUFFALO TOOTH!!! and im all like wippe... yay a BUFFALO TOOTH??? i mean c'mon, thats GI! but it actually looks pretty nice WTGLingPoo: thats awesome WTGLingPoo: wearing it tmr? Aagt2003: what? Aagt2003: wearing what one? WTGLingPoo: oh wait.. its your moms? or did she give it to you WTGLingPoo: ? Aagt2003: ok, there is 2 Aagt2003: ones my lil bros Aagt2003: and one is mine Aagt2003: but it dont got a string yet WTGLingPoo: oooh okay WTGLingPoo: well thats what i was asking about Aagt2003: and we need 2g2 A.C. MOORE in NL next to CHUCK E' CHEESES to get a string Aagt2003: but im prolly gonna rob my lil bro of his necklace tomarrow Aagt2003: lol WTGLingPoo: haha WTGLingPoo: very nice Aagt2003: well, hes my bitch until my older bro comes back... which is in 2 days... tuesday WTGLingPoo: lol WTGLingPoo: comes home from school or something? Aagt2003: no... well yes WTGLingPoo: ? WTGLingPoo: lol Aagt2003: it is STUDY ABROAD WTGLingPoo: oooh Aagt2003: hes in portugal Aagt2003: oui oui!! Aagt2003: lol WTGLingPoo: ooooh! awesome! Aagt2003: i know its french, not portugese! WTGLingPoo: although they dont speak french in portugul WTGLingPoo: lol WTGLingPoo: yeah Aagt2003: gotcha!! Aagt2003: damn, im too good for myself sometimes! WTGLingPoo: haha WTGLingPoo: i konw WTGLingPoo: well hey, im going to go.. its been a long day.. read my blog! WTGLingPoo: i'll see you in school tmr WTGLingPoo: night! Aagt2003: okaly dokaly Aagt2003: PeAcE AND NOW TO SAM Aagt2003: hey there bareftinparadise: hey you Aagt2003: wow, OMG u look soo sooo sooo soooo sooooooooooo beautiful at senior prom! Aagt2003: i just seen the pix bareftinparadise: lol thanks Aagt2003: np bareftinparadise: haha Aagt2003: and dave didnt look that bad compared to usual Aagt2003: cleans up nice he does bareftinparadise: lol he does. Aagt2003: lol Aagt2003: brb bareftinparadise: okay Aagt2003: momma got on2 the comp bareftinparadise: ahh Aagt2003: ok im back bareftinparadise: alrighty Aagt2003: my mom took forever to do her shit bareftinparadise: so how are you bareftinparadise: lol Aagt2003: good Aagt2003: well not really bareftinparadise: whats wrong Aagt2003: but A LOT better than ystrdy bareftinparadise: thats good bareftinparadise: btu whats wrong Aagt2003: did u read my blog? bareftinparadise: the mindsay? bareftinparadise: or the other one Aagt2003: mindsay bareftinparadise: yeah bareftinparadise: i did it too Aagt2003: and? Aagt2003: u should know from that bareftinparadise: oh bareftinparadise: kimber bareftinparadise: right bareftinparadise: gotcha. Aagt2003: that shit is... Aagt2003: its... Aagt2003: its just so... Aagt2003: soooo... bareftinparadise: i understand. bareftinparadise: frusterating. bareftinparadise: annoying. Aagt2003: BANANAS!!B-A-N-A-NA-S bareftinparadise: haha Aagt2003: *B-A-N-A-N-A-S Aagt2003: lol bareftinparadise: haha Aagt2003: so wazzup with u? bareftinparadise: out shucking corn... be back soon... lol... shucking... sounds kinda funny... how about... husking corn? lol... no that doesnt work. well stick with shucking... haha bareftinparadise: ntm... eatin dinner in about 20 min bareftinparadise: you? Aagt2003: ur back? bareftinparadise: yeah bareftinparadise: i have been bareftinparadise: i i.m.ed you Aagt2003: i realize that now Aagt2003: i have the same screen up from earlier tho bareftinparadise: oh Aagt2003: waz new? bareftinparadise: oh nuthing bareftinparadise: nuthin* Aagt2003: ima just chillin here bareftinparadise: fuuun Aagt2003: and u? Aagt2003: like anything besides "nuthin" bareftinparadise: ummm bareftinparadise: well bareftinparadise: you wont like this bareftinparadise: dave is eating over. Aagt2003: hi dave!! Aagt2003: oh god, did he read what i said about his shabbiness and all Aagt2003: and cleaning up good bareftinparadise: haha bareftinparadise: yes Aagt2003: AHHHHHHH Aagt2003: after u said that he was eating over... Aagt2003: i decided to check my inbox bareftinparadise: HAHA Aagt2003: lol bareftinparadise: SMOOTH Aagt2003: DAVE IS GAY!! Aagt2003: HE SUX COCK!! Aagt2003: HE BLOWS ME EVERYNIGHT!! Aagt2003: I DID HIS PARENTS LAST NIGHT!! Aagt2003: AND HIS GRANDPARENTS! Aagt2003: WHAT?! bareftinparadise: i cant believe you1 bareftinparadise: !* Aagt2003: WHAT?! bareftinparadise: we gotta go... Aagt2003: OKAAAAAAAAAAAY! bareftinparadise: yeah... my DAD was there bareftinparadise: idiot Aagt2003: WHAT????????? Aagt2003: oh poo bareftinparadise: yeah. smooth dummy Aagt2003: lol bareftinparadise: ill talk to you later Aagt2003: where is ur computer? bareftinparadise: gonna eat dinner bareftinparadise: the kitchen Aagt2003: well that doesnt help much bareftinparadise: yeah bareftinparadise: well bareftinparadise: adios Aagt2003: Y DIDNT U TELL ME B4 THAT IT WAS IN THE KITCHEN?!?!?! Aagt2003: BYE BABE!! bareftinparadise: why dont i tell you a lot! hahaha jk bareftinparadise: adios hun Aagt2003: bareftinparadise: bareftinparadise is no longer signed on.

first word

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-05T07:06:22-05:00

Taken from Chad then from Karen and then from Amanda 1. What's the first word that comes to mind when you think of me? 2. Go to Google Images and search for that word. 3. Reply to this post with one of the pictures on the first page of results (don't tell me the word). 4. Put this in your own blog so that I can do the same.

WTF?!?!

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-05T08:06:02-05:00

YUP, I HAVE NO IDEA WTF WENT ON!! FIRST KIMBER... THEN CRIS!!! HELP ME!!! Aagt2003: hey hey hey! j3zidick: hi Aagt2003: *sighs* how are u? j3zidick: i am on the phone with someone Aagt2003: OOH OOOH! j3zidick: oh j3zidick: hi Aagt2003: ???? Aagt2003: wtf are u talking about? j3zidick: hi Aagt2003: i raised $124 dollars today at the carwash!! j3zidick: ki**** j3zidick: cool Aagt2003: everyone else got like $60 something j3zidick: goode for you Aagt2003: wait? Aagt2003: she says hi? Aagt2003: ???? j3zidick: who j3zidick: hold on Aagt2003: ??? Aagt2003: GUESS WHAT? Aagt2003: ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! j3zidick: cris is mad at u Aagt2003: Y??? j3zidick: think Aagt2003: idk Aagt2003: u didnt come and hang Aagt2003: so waz his prob? j3zidick: ? Aagt2003: no, like what is cris's problem? j3zidick: hold on im on the phone with him Aagt2003: u werent hanging with ur friend adrian... u got to do ur own thing while ur friend adrian was stuck with idiots like luke all day... well, sam was there. Aagt2003: wait, this is gonna make u laugh Aagt2003: What are you drawing? A liger. What's a liger? It's pretty much my favorite animal. It's like a lion and a tiger mixed... bred for its skills in magic. j3zidick: hold on k Aagt2003: sure thing

breaking down

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-06T07:06:35-05:00

i dont have much time... my mom is gonna be home any minute now. well i skipped school today... i couldnt take wtf was going on... i just cant take it... i cant talk to one of my best friends(jessica). i cant even talk to cris ne more... it just doesnt seem right... i dont know what to do... cuz of the way im acting im prolly gonna move in with my dad in hartford... which means u guys wont ever see me again! and this whole situation with cris and jessica, plus the one with kimber, and merriah's BF moving, and... its just overwhelming. i dont wanna go to hartford... thanx a lot cris for trusting me like a friend should... way to brighten up my miserable life... maybe its time i just forget about all of this... just do wtf i wanna do... i dont have a reason for ne thing ne more... i fucking hate my life... i love ya jess and cris... but forget it... i dont need this bullshit... find someone else who actually cares more than me... i g2g, my mom just pulled in the driveway.

take a shot at it

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-07T09:06:21-05:00

Who are you? Are we friends? If we've met, when and how did we meet? What social event or place would you like to go to with me? Would you kiss me? Describe me in one word. What was your first impression? Do you still think that way about me now? What reminds you of me? If you could give me anything what would it be? How well do you know me? When's the last time you saw me? Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

EDDIE'S HOME!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-07T10:06:42-05:00

so eddie came home today... bout maybe 1-1 & 1/2 hours ago. and i made him a necklace... its really nice... ive gotten addicted to beading now. lol. im such a geek... which reminds me... if anybody wants me to make them a necklace or anklet, its $5 dollars... just to make some money... and i can make u items just as good as the shit u pay $10-$15 dollars for like the mall. i made a gift for a certain someone... and no, its not kimber. lol. dont worry about her... i also made me an anklet, its nice. well, i g2g... gotta do some stuff now... and lol... im watching THE CHAPELLE'S SHOW! i love this show! ok, g2g... update tomarrow morning or afternoon. bye

WTF IS GOING ON?

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-08T04:06:58-05:00

so yeah, its bin a couple days now... im kinda lost in wtf im feeling... idk what it is, but i dont feel nothing.
like... i dont care how cris is acting any more... i dont care about kimber any more... idk wtf i am feeling... its like, i cant reach out and grab my feelings any more... it just that every time i get strong feelings for someone, whether its a friend or a lover... i always lose them cuz of some stupid reason... idc. w.e.

IM LISTENING TO(thanx 2 nikki!) barenaked ladies- "one week"... lol

well, ive gotten better at this beading thing... its super great... i have some pix that im gonna put on the internet for my necklaces(2) and anklets(5) and bracelets(only 1) they are AWESOME!!

this is what kimber feels about this whole situation

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-08T04:06:00-05:00

THALIA'S JOURNAL 5.27.05 6:54 am PT "finally lost it!!!!!" I'm feeling: blah You'll find me: at school Srry cant spell!!! but ne wayz i knew 1 day it would happen....i would piss off adrian so much he would pretty much bannish me... but that is kinda wut i wanted so that he could heart some 1 else... i jus didnt know it wuz gunna happen like this...well all i can say is be careful wut u wish 4 cuz u jus might get it!!! & i did!!! but thats ok cuz its better 4 him 2 NOT love me!!! P.S. i guesse this is wut i get 4 tellin him tha truth!!!

wtf is up with all this?

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-09T03:06:02-05:00

Dar984 (3:10:18 PM): Kt's gunna be a section leader! Aagt2003 (3:10:23 PM): ??? Aagt2003 (3:10:24 PM): who? Dar984 (3:10:35 PM): Katie Dar984 (3:10:38 PM): trejo Dar984 (3:10:58 PM): I'm pisse Dar984 (3:11:01 PM): d Dar984 (3:11:04 PM): but don't tell her Dar984 (3:11:12 PM): I'm the one who taught her to march! Dar984 (3:11:14 PM): grrr Aagt2003 (3:11:20 PM): shes a fucking bitch tho!! Aagt2003 (3:11:30 PM): and i damn well straight wont listen to her!! Dar984 (3:11:41 PM): y do you say that? Dar984 (3:11:44 PM): lolz Dar984 (3:12:16 PM): so wats yur reason for hating her Dar984 (3:12:18 PM): lolz Aagt2003 (3:12:58 PM): i never said i hated her Aagt2003 (3:13:03 PM): its just that shes a bitch!! Dar984 (3:13:04 PM): lolz Aagt2003 (3:13:08 PM): how tf did u find out? Dar984 (3:13:14 PM): so y do you think she's a bitch then Dar984 (3:13:19 PM): i just talked to her Dar984 (3:13:35 PM): online Dar984 (3:13:39 PM): u want her sn? Aagt2003 (3:13:58 PM): no!! Dar984 (3:14:05 PM): i am sooo mad Aagt2003 (3:14:09 PM): shes prolly section leader cuz of her dad! Dar984 (3:14:15 PM): probably! Dar984 (3:14:20 PM): that bitch Dar984 (3:14:24 PM): talking about her and her dad Dar984 (3:14:39 PM): man now i'm even more mad Dar984 (3:14:54 PM): hey do you see mr. c at all during the day? Aagt2003 (3:14:59 PM): her dad prolly asked that she be section leader... she dont even know how to march! Aagt2003 (3:15:07 PM): she sux MAJORLY at it! Dar984 (3:15:18 PM): I KNOW! Dar984 (3:15:21 PM): last year Dar984 (3:15:23 PM): she sucked Dar984 (3:15:26 PM): she drags her feet Dar984 (3:15:28 PM): and duznt listen Aagt2003 (3:15:48 PM): YUP YUP!!! and here is kimber being her usual stupid self... like how she just breaks a guys heart and then moves on right? "WOW!!!... never woulda guessed!!!!" I'm feeling: shocked You'll find me: at school WOWNESS!!!! i just found out a cute chick likes me!!!! but its some 1 i never woulda guessed....i cant say who but if i could ud be suprised 2!!! well im out gotta write back 2 tha note she wrote me!!! ;) wink ;) wink lol

"what do u make of all this? cuz i have no clue what to make of it!"

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-09T03:06:57-05:00

I'm feeling: excited You'll find me: gettin' busy well, if u didnt read my latest confession u should... i think im right... i guess its just one of those things that do actually happen... i wanna hug her and hold her and kiss her and love her and marry her! lol. jp... but since she is taken, i need to wait for her to break up with her boyfriend... and ill prolly have to wait until the summer and all, but i have liked her for a looong time and i am just now starting to get strong feelings for her... she likes me too, and since the circumstances are in my favor... we will most likely hook up... dont worry she is a good girl... not like "kimber"(make sure u said it sarcastically)... and what do u guys think of me playing "u make me wanna" by usher? u gotta admit that would be pretty chill and sweet! i mean, i just got skillz like that. lol, i think that it would mean a lot to her if i played it, she is gonna be a good girl! i can just FEEL it! lol... oh god, please let this relationship work out... not like the last one... um, i mean the one before the last one. lol

HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!...

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-09T04:06:05-05:00

I FOUND MY WALLET!!!! I LOOOOOOOOOVE MY WALLET!!!!!!! AND THERES $20 DOLLARS IN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FLIPPIN SWEET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH HAPPY DAY, HAPPY DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM OKAY!!!! DONT WORRY EVERYBODY!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-10T11:06:48-05:00

seeing as how nikki will be the first to read this cuz of her class... im ok... i didnt go to school today cuz i wasnt feeling well. lol... imagine if i did g2 school? that couldve bin me in the accident... although im gettin a lil worried about joanna though... is she ok? i just wanted to know... and i am sooooooooooooooooooo PSYCHED for tomarrow's marching band practice!! WOOT WOOT!!! lol... im gonna try to call joanna now to see if she is ok... mucho love to all of yall!!

ha ha, i called joanna and it turns out that she is in class! lol... almost got her in trouble! well, she is safe and i hope everybody else is safe too. ~toodles~

HOLY SHIT!!! MORE THINGS FROM KIMBERS TAGGED!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-10T12:06:13-05:00

"WOW!!!... never woulda guessed!!!!" I'm feeling: shocked You'll find me: at school OK well now i can tell who it is cuz we r goin out it is....MARIA!!! i kno suprising hugh!!!

i just cant believe it!! that shit is wacked out!! OMFG!! man, she is in for a lot with maria... lol... more than she can imagine. lol

EMOTIONS... thanx cris for my realization

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-10T03:06:25-05:00

omg, i cant believe this... i teared. and it was to the obvious thing... "i swear" by All 4 One. i mean it wasnt a cry, i just got all watery in the eyes... idk wtf is going on... this shouldnt be happening, i shouldnt care, i should say fuck her!! and still, i got an emotion for the first time in this week. i have gone this whole week without really caring about nething... i mean the thing with cris did hurt me... but i wasnt sad or mad or nothing really. and this thing that i just heard about what cris said, i mean of course it hurt, but it didnt really bring up an emotion... ive said things like it made me depressed, but that was just saying things... i actually felt an emotion... i actually felt like i am gonna get over this, like even though i just wanna love her, that ima get over it.

it really took 1 thing for me to realize this... what happened btwn me and cris and jessica on sunday. that is what i needed, i mean once i lost them for those 2 days, i realized how much i needed them... that i would need them more than i would ever need kimber. that kimber was just a thing, and cris and jessica were everything... i need them more than kimber or anything, that she doesnt matter to me... i have to thank cris for that... although it did cause a lot of pain, it caused something much more, realization. and i am very grateful for that. u know, u may fall in love with someone, u might be in love with them now... but wtfr u gonna do when ur flame dies out? i mean it doesnt happen with everyone, but it does happen. u say that all u need in life is the one person u love, but if they leave, then u will be lost... and i know a thing or 2 about being lost... friends are forever if u choose the right ones. and cris and jessica are deffly the right ones for me. if i lost them, then i would go insane, i would prolly kill myself.

i love them with all my heart... i love them 3x more than i ever loved kimber. and once u come to realization with that, u will be a much happier person. and as of right now, i am happier than i have ever bin... thank u again cris and jessica... u guys mean the world to me.

just some stuff i decided to do

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-10T06:06:35-05:00

You Are 22 Years Old

22 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to do more for you.

With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.

You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's the True You?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Jiro Yamaguchi

What's your Japanese Name?

Your Sexy Brazilian Name Is

Sylvio Tavares

What's Your Sexy Brazilian Name?

Your Star Wars Pickup Line

"Wanna play with my 12-inch wookie?"

What's Your Star Wars Pickup Line?

Your Porn Star Name is: Sour Pickle

Get your own Porn Star Name

Your Boobies' Names Are: Love Muffins

Get your own Boobie Names

Your Girl Parts Are Named: Miss Pussy

Get your own Sex Name

Your Penis Name is: Darth Vader

Get your own Penis Name

Your Irish Name Is...

Donal MacDermot

What's your Irish Name?

You Are 35% Redneck

The wheels still turning, but the hamster's dead. You're just fakin' bein' a redneck.

How Redneck Are You?

Your Amazing Yoda Sex Line

"Early must I rise. Leave now you must!"

The Amazing Yoda Sex Line Generator

now im not gay, but this is friggen hilarious

You Are the Very Gay SpongeBob!

Because the religious right says so... And because his best friend looks a bit too much like a penis.

What Gay Childhood Icon Are You?

funny. josh was gettin pizd cuz i kept tellin him to change his txt from white

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-10T09:06:11-05:00

Aagt2003: que pasa? shenwrestler08: nm u Aagt2003: the txt u dick bitch shenwrestler08: fuck u bitch shenwrestler08: i like this text shenwrestler08: everyone else can read it fine shenwrestler08: but u shenwrestler08: so theres somting wrong wit u shenwrestler08: thers somting wrong wt ur eyes shenwrestler08: lol shenwrestler08: im not changing it Aagt2003: dude. just change ur backround color black!! Aagt2003: lol shenwrestler08: u change urs Aagt2003: i cant Aagt2003: just change the color behind ur txt and there will be no more probs shenwrestler08: how cant u read white text with a greenish brown back round shenwrestler08: ? Aagt2003: all i see is a white backround

HELL'S PARADE!!! and jen is a beautiful hot girl and devan is a freak!!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-12T09:06:06-05:00

today was the worst parade of all time!! i mean it was soooooooooooo horrible that i didnt even really march in it! right before i could even march i practically died... literally! like i was put in a car by mr. dozier... and then i passed out 3 times!! its a good thing that the guy driving kept asking me questions, otherwise i mightve blacked out for a long time and not remembered anything... and it was like - blacking out is kinda like falling asleep. i kept losing concentration and i felt like i was losing my grip on my life... as closest to death as u can get. but i was gonna knock out betty for talking all her shit!! she needs to stf up cuz i am gonna lose my mind on her, and i wont regret flippin shit on her!
...
wow, i hope joanna feels better too, and nikki... and cassie, and i hope things go better for miranda. :('s for yall

P.S. JEN IS FUCKING BEAUTIFULLY HOT!!!!!!!!!! OMFG!!!! I CANT GET OVER THE FACT ON HOW BEAUTIFUL SHE IS!! i mean there are girls that are hot and all, but there are some girls are beautiful. i mean, she is just naturally beautiful, and wow. she has an amazing body too. and... she would make a perfect model, except for her skoliosis. :( sorry for her... but she still is a beautiful girl!! oh wow, still cant get over that!!!!!

P.S.S. DEVAN'S A FREAK!! she comes up and is like all over me!!! like yesterday, i was talking about how i keep myself tame(i trim) and she was like, "can i see how tame u keep urself?" and i was like "um... no" and she was like, "i can promise that by the end of this season that i will see it... i promise" i think that she is destined to rape me... i mean her dad never sees her all over me, but sees when i am all over her... i am scared... so scared. lol. jp, i wouldnt mind. lol! i think she is really hot... even tho she is half my size! lol... i would feel like R. Kelly, ha ha. but i still wouldnt mind!!

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pimpinadrian — 2005-06-13T08:06:00-05:00

TODAY SUCKED!!! i am like totally paranoid of the bugs now!!! todays concert sucked ass!! i mean, those bugs were flippin annoying! like i was getting bit and i wasnt aloud to do nuttin about it... omg im soo bitten up!! this sux soooo much! blah, im in bitten up pain... they were EVERYWHERE!! ARGH!! this sux!!!

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pimpinadrian — 2005-06-14T09:06:24-05:00

so yeah, today was pretty crazy... i skipped 2nd period today cuz i found out ystrdy that they stopped taking attendance may 28th. and so i can still get a detention and all, but i wont get it counted against my attendance... tonight was band awards ceremony and nikki's BF kyle and mi-mi's BF james came... so tonight was pretty cool. i took a lot of pix of me and cris today when we were tanning, and then of joanna and cris and jessica and me and practically everybody else that went tonight... ill post some pix up tomarrow of what happened tonight... later

okay... here goes a "random sam" entry... lol that rhymes. ha ha

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-15T09:06:39-05:00

sooo heres the thing, i am like caught up over this one girl merriah, but idk if im ready for a serious relationship right now, and her boyfriend is leaving to south carolina friday for good... and idk, i really like her, but i guess that there are other girls that do like me... i mean, they do and they dont and some are just flirts... i mean idrk and to tell the truth, it pisses me off! idk if i can handle another 3-month later notice on how much someone liked me... i think that will be 3 total girls that happened to me like that, i mean there were a lot of girls that i really liked... gosh IF U LIKE ME THEN TELL ME!!! WTF!! IF U KNOW GIRLS THAT LIKE ME TELL ME!! IM GETTIN KINDA LONELY HERE AND I THINK THAT RIGHT NOW I COULD KINDA USE A GIRLFRIEND!!! im horny, and lonely, and lovely, and sadly missing a girl right now!! i mean, idr want a girl to just mess around with but at the same time i do... idk, just random and bored... i dont think i can handle a shit load of girls right now... i need just one girl to get them all away... wow that makes me sound like im gay. lol... but im not, and i just need to stop with all the, "i like her and her and her and her and her and her... AND her!" lol... girls are the things that drive men crazy!

http://tinypic....

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-15T09:06:48-05:00

okay, here is some pix of me and cris at the beach yesterday... BEWARE OF CRIS'S FURINESS!!!

http://tinypic.com/5z022u http://tinypic.com/5z02et http://tinypic.com/5z02h0 http://tinypic.com/5z02t3 http://tinypic.com/5z02yv http://tinypic.com/5z03g7 http://tinypic.com/5z03le and here are just some random pix at school and stuff... joanna http://tinypic.com/5z056c http://tinypic.com/5z05k1 me and nikki spooning(and joanna... i think 1) http://tinypic.com/5z05ti http://tinypic.com/5z05yf http://tinypic.com/5z061l for john and joanna http://tinypic.com/5z0685 http://tinypic.com/5z06dh band awards http://tinypic.com/5z06kz http://tinypic.com/5z06mt http://tinypic.com/5z08eo http://tinypic.com/5z08lg http://tinypic.com/5z08qs http://tinypic.com/5z094l http://tinypic.com/5z09d2 http://tinypic.com/5z09l0 http://tinypic.com/5z09qp couldnt decide which one to put up of nikki so i put up both http://tinypic.com/5z0bdl http://tinypic.com/5z0bnn

some test stuff

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-16T03:06:28-05:00

I am 52% Hippie.

I am not a child of the 60’s but my heart is true to the cause, man. I realize that being a hippie is not just bell bottoms and tie-dye. It is also about the drugs and smelling bad, too!

Take the
Hippie Test
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I am 27% White Trash.

The white trash in my blood will not keep me from becoming a doctor or a lawyer, but it will keep me from a good haircut and any sort of fashion sense.

Take the
White Trash Test
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HA HA!! I AM NOT A COMPLETE IDIOT!! FUCKERS!!!

I am 59% Idiot.

I am an idoit. Not as much as most. There are even people out there that annoy the hell out of me. What was I talking about?

Take the
Idiot Test
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I am 27% Video Game Addict.

I may play video games but they don’t rule my life. Good for me. But I should be careful not to fall in the grasp of the loving glow of the TV or monitor.

Take the
Video Game Addict Test
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I am 39% Emo.

Hmm.. I should stop listening to Dashboard Confessional.... enough said... Now that I stopped looking at my shoes, I know how the real world looks.

Take the
Emo Test
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U ALL MEAN THE WORLD TO ME! dont get bored reading it... just read on please lol

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-17T08:06:51-05:00

im soo sad... today i was updating my pictures on my computer and i saw some of joanna and me and miranda and sam and jessica and cris and the other jessica and amanda and even kimber, etc... this year was too good to be true. i am gonna miss all of this too much, i actually want to start marching band again, and i actually dont want this year or even highschool for that matter to end.

through thick and thin, this year has brought many great things... including some of the best friends ive ever had in my life... i mean, u get friends throughout grade school and middle school, but once u hit highschool u realize who ur real friends are... and those are the friends who will keep in touch with u as the rest of ur years stretch out. im gonna miss so many pple next year: jessica, biggens, julian, tom, scott crawford(jessica feels me on this. lol, plus our section is gonna suck without him AND eddie), steve, feilding, john, and MOST of all joanna... god EVERYONE is gonna miss her soooo much! im gonna miss her lotz... w.e. at least i get to spend most of the summer with her and the rest of my friends, its the biggest most of us can give her.

and i can say that with all of the drama i put u guys through(u ALL know who u are) thanx a lot... u guys stuck with my patheticness and helped me climb back up from my ditch... i know who my true friends are cuz of all the shit that went down with kimber. and i hope that some pple realize how important they are to me, no matter what the conflict is between us, i love u all and i dont want none of u dead from inflicting pain on urself(plenty of my friends are like that... including one of my better friends), we want u here on this earth... not dead, we all need u... so please dont ever do that again. im sure everyone else would agree with me.

and might i add that all this attention from these girls needs to come to a halt soon... its gonna corrupt me like kimber and stack... they find it so overwhelming that they dont know how to deal with it and have become whores. if i ever start to get like that, please let me know... i dont wanna ruin my life, and know that if i ever am with a girl that i would never cheat on her, no matter what the temptation... well, except for one. lol... that one thing is very obvious to only a couple pple... like 4 pple lol.

but im glad that im so "attractive" now. ha ha, but im not gonna act all prude about it, and all that stuff, i wont brag... much, jp, i dont think im that attractive either, girls just find me attractive and idk wtf it is that gets them going. i mean, i gotta big nose and big lips and a big head. ird understand it sometimes!!! someone please tell me! lol

well, the meaning of this entry is to let everyone know how important they are to me and how much i would feel lost if nething ever happened to them... ur all a part of me, and i need u all, whether u move to nebraska, or u go to another high school next year, or u graduate high school, or u go to another location due to the shut down of the navy base, or going off to college... stay in touch with me cuz u are important and i love u... whether as a lover or as a friend or heck, even both! I LOVE U ALL!! NEVER LET GO OF WHAT WE HAVE GUYS!!! PEACE OUT!!!

OMG!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-17T11:06:30-05:00

ok ok... something bad just happened, i cant say, tmi, not my business to say but the impossible has happened.... and its not good either... take a guess but i bet u will never guess it... things are just falling apart now.. everything is getting out of hand! WTF IS GOING ON?!?!?!?!?!?!

well i had a talk with jessica online

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-18T10:06:42-05:00

X2MadhouseX6: A? Aagt2003: yeah X2MadhouseX6: did you need to tell me something? Aagt2003: J? X2MadhouseX6: yeah Aagt2003: like a while ago X2MadhouseX6: what was it? Aagt2003: but ive gotten over what has happened X2MadhouseX6: oh...ok Aagt2003: so should u X2MadhouseX6: what do you mean? Aagt2003: something happened and of course i got pissed X2MadhouseX6: oh Aagt2003: and i decided to tell u, but Aagt2003: i didnt X2MadhouseX6: what is it Aagt2003: i realized it wasnt worth it X2MadhouseX6: ok Aagt2003: u and james still going at it? X2MadhouseX6: yep X2MadhouseX6: almost 8 months now Aagt2003: lol Aagt2003: ridiculous X2MadhouseX6: why? Aagt2003: it just is... gimme a sec eh? X2MadhouseX6: kk Aagt2003: http://pimpinadrian.mindsay.com/?date=2005-06-04 Aagt2003: take a look Aagt2003: ???? X2MadhouseX6: im readin... Aagt2003: okey dokes X2MadhouseX6: wow Aagt2003: wow what? X2MadhouseX6: thats...wow Aagt2003: idr get it X2MadhouseX6: im sorry Aagt2003: im sorry what? X2MadhouseX6: nuthin Aagt2003: no Aagt2003: do tell me X2MadhouseX6: nuthin Aagt2003: u sorry for me? Aagt2003: cuz im thru with that bitch X2MadhouseX6: im sorry for a lot of things Aagt2003: like what? X2MadhouseX6: idk Aagt2003: u do know... so tell me, there is something ur hiding X2MadhouseX6: no theres not Aagt2003: w.e. X2MadhouseX6: im sorry X2MadhouseX6: im just... Aagt2003: just... just what? X2MadhouseX6: it hurts so bad Aagt2003: welcome to my world Aagt2003: for the 2nd time X2MadhouseX6: try the millionth Aagt2003: ??? Aagt2003: wtf do u mean? X2MadhouseX6: nuthin X2MadhouseX6: im sorry i even bothered to talk to you Aagt2003: me 2 X2MadhouseX6: bye Aagt2003: bye

HOLY FUCKING YEAH!! SCHOOLS OUT MOTHA FUCKAS!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-20T06:06:48-05:00

SCHOOL IS OUT!!! FUCK U ALL MOTHA FUCKAS!! SCHOOL IS FUCKING OUT BITCHES!! lol... unlike miranda today wasnt soo exciting, i had a bad geometry final, although she did too from what she told me. um... GUESS WHAT?? when i went to take a piss, i looked in the toilet and saw something gold!! u know, im germaphobic so i was contemplating on whether to dig my hand in there or not... but i eventually did!! YUCK!! lol, i think its real gold too cuz it was made in italy and when my friend biggens bit on it he said it was soft and if u didnt know, gold is softer than most metal. so thats that!! lol! then i went to biggens and we went to the CHINESE BUFFET!!!! good food although i didnt eat as much though. w.e.

yeah, im at biggens house and i just beat the shit outa him... i fucking beat him in my first time playing poker... certain kind i forgot, i have played poker before but i forgot what kind and that was only once! then we played go fish and i beat him in that!! lol, then we started playing war and i had more than 2/3 of the deck!! but then keith came over and we stopped and we played some halo which biggens whipped my ass in cuz he is pretty fucking good with the sniper rifle. w.e. i still beat the shit outa him in the other games!!!! lol... i got this weird feeling going on in my head and stomach, i keep thinking of someone... and i get all butterflies when i think of them or see them.

things to do when ur straight out bored or high or drunk or all of the above!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-21T02:06:15-05:00

1. Moo when they say your name...

2. Pluck someone's hair out and yell, "DNA"...

3. Wear a sticker that says, "I'm a retard"...

4. Hold their hand and whisper to them, I see dead people...

5. Try to swim in the floor...

6. Give yourself a swirly...

7. Run around with a lamp shade on your head yelling, "the sun!!! it's dying!!!"...

8. Have nervous spasms at spontaneous times...

9. Snort loudly when you laugh and then laugh harder...

10. Run in circles...

11.When you shower or bathe yell, "I'm drowning!!!"

some insite story i got from sam that showed me absolutely nothing!

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-21T10:06:09-05:00

Body: i have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl… “Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked. “I can’t” “Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me. “No… I am going to meet a friend…” He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why… Then one day… Me: Um, Jin, I … Jin: What…don’t drag, just say.. Me: I love you. Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home. That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many… Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily. Me: Jin… Jin: Here…take this… Again, he handed me a little doll. Me: What’s this? Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye. Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is? Jin: Today? Huh? I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.Then I shouted… “Wait…” Jin: You have something to say? Me: Tell me, tell me you love me… Jin: What?! Me: Tell me I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left. “I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.” That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me… After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll. Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came? I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual… Me: I don’t need it. Jin: What….why… I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road. Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again! I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking. “I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll… Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!! But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then… Honk~ Honk~ With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him. “Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted… But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll. “Jin, move!” HONK~!! “Boom!” That sound, so terrifying. That’s how he went away from me. That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me. After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls. Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love… “One…two… three…” That was how… I started to count the dolls… “Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…” It all ended with 485 dolls. I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly… “I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls,shocked. “I….lo..ve…you??” I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach. “I love you~ I love you~” It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side. “I love you~” “I love you~” “I love you~” Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much… “Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…” The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute… For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life….

wtf is up with all this? girls, im telling u... y cant they just give an answer?

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-21T10:06:29-05:00

Aagt2003: hey Aagt2003: devan? UGLYgij3: no Aagt2003: oh Aagt2003: hi neway UGLYgij3: lol yea this is her UGLYgij3: y who is this? Aagt2003: oh Aagt2003: this is god UGLYgij3: we if ur gonna play then dotn talk to me Aagt2003: devan Aagt2003: yo it is adrian Aagt2003: lol UGLYgij3: really? Aagt2003: um yeah Aagt2003: i think soo UGLYgij3: um okay dont sound like it Aagt2003: *looks around and in mirror* Aagt2003: yup its sure as hell me Aagt2003: wtf do u mean it doesnt sound like it? Aagt2003: i mean, im talking and this sounds like me... yeah, its adrian allright. lol... not the boogey man so dont worry UGLYgij3: okay Aagt2003: okay Aagt2003: man im soooo pissed Aagt2003: i was gonna go and hang with my friends biggens and keith tonight and we were gonna get WAISTED!!! lol... plans went right down the drain tho when his mom said she wanted some quality time after graduation with him... so now im at my other friends house... bored outa my mind Aagt2003: still there? Aagt2003: ??????? Aagt2003: w.e. UGLYgij3: sry\ Aagt2003: :-[ Aagt2003: :-( Aagt2003: :'( UGLYgij3: get over it Aagt2003: WHAT??? Aagt2003: ur mean and coldhearted at times u know that? UGLYgij3: lol yep UGLYgij3: but u love me Aagt2003: um... :-\ Aagt2003: :-X UGLYgij3: oh so u dont.. fine UGLYgij3: !!! Aagt2003: jp u know i do Aagt2003: which reminds me... wtf was up with saturday eh? UGLYgij3: lol idn Aagt2003: no seriously wtf was all that about? Aagt2003: lol UGLYgij3: lol idn Aagt2003: just random shitt UGLYgij3: lol u liked it Aagt2003: god ur a friggen freak Aagt2003: yeah and so? UGLYgij3: lol Aagt2003: yd u :-* me? UGLYgij3: what? Aagt2003: omg u dont know what i was saying? Aagt2003: yd u kiss me? UGLYgij3: idn Aagt2003: and dont gimme the fuckin Aagt2003: and u already said it Aagt2003: fucking girls im telling ya. lol... always an idn or i felt like it Aagt2003: :-P UGLYgij3: lol yep! Aagt2003: now wtf do u think that does to me? Aagt2003: im left thinking tons of things and not knowing which one is right Aagt2003: ????? Aagt2003: and u ignore me again UGLYgij3: what r u thinkg? Aagt2003: idk Aagt2003: quite a bit of things UGLYgij3: like? Aagt2003: 1)was it a fling or a thing? 2)will it happen again? 3)do i like her? 4)does she like me? 5)is it worth even trying? 6)if i did, would it be worth her father breaking me? Aagt2003: there ya go, just all i can think of at the top of my head UGLYgij3: lol UGLYgij3: fun!! Aagt2003: fun what? Aagt2003: ???? UGLYgij3: lol nvm UGLYgij3: so whats good? Aagt2003: ntm Aagt2003: but wadya think? Aagt2003: and wtf is sooo fun? Aagt2003: im sooo confused!! UGLYgij3: lol nothing Aagt2003: NOOOOO tell me UGLYgij3: nothing Aagt2003: no seriously tell me wtf is soooo fun? i have had a bad day!! am i drunk??? no!!! am i happy?? no!!! i wanna be fucking sooo waisted i fucking forget my middle name!! Aagt2003: but im not!! Aagt2003: BAD DAY!!! Aagt2003: lol Aagt2003: sorry for wigging out... i just was looking sooo forward to drinking tonight UGLYgij3: lol Aagt2003: oh pleeeaaaase just tell me!!! UGLYgij3: no Aagt2003: :-( Aagt2003: y not? UGLYgij3: peace Aagt2003: no Aagt2003: call me!! Aagt2003: tell me wtf u r talking about!!1 UGLYgij3: y? UGLYgij3: no Aagt2003: y not? Aagt2003: 501-3338 UGLYgij3: cause i dont feeli like explaining tit Aagt2003: stupid head UGLYgij3: it8 Aagt2003: AHHHH!! UGLYgij3: * Aagt2003: ya cant do this to me!! ur sooo unfare... ima get u next time i see u UGLYgij3: lol Aagt2003: u CANT do this to me UGLYgij3: lol UGLYgij3: sry Aagt2003: if its ur girl philosophy ive heard it many times before and lemme tell uim ready for anything a girl says, whether a friend or a girlfriend or a ex-girlfriend or a bitch or a best friend in the whole wide world... ive bin through it all UGLYgij3: i g2g UGLYgij3: peace Aagt2003: ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111 UGLYgij3 is away at 10:36:32 PM.

sorry just had to do it. lol... talking with devan

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-22T12:06:17-05:00

Aagt2003: tell me UGLYgij3: no Aagt2003: c'mon, im tipsy horny and in a wonderful mood\ Aagt2003: dont ruin it Aagt2003: lol UGLYgij3: lol no sry im out peace Aagt2003: u always do this!!!!!!!!!! Aagt2003: so sad UGLYgij3: lol kiss kiss! smooches UGLYgij3 is away at 11:25:56 AM. Aagt2003: just tell me what is going on Auto response from UGLYgij3: I © THE FACT THAT YOUR SO GOOD TO ME PARTY BBL CALL IF U WANT TO CHILL!!.. 4464385 SMOOCHES;-) Aagt2003: *sighs* well, im practically drunk so y not ask? right? do u like me or not? im sooo confused... but tipsy. lol... and horny... watchin porn too. lol... sorry... fuck this im drunk off my ass!! lmfao!! answer me cuz i know that i wont forget it when im sober, i just wont bring it up. lol... wtf is going on? im soooo lost. lol... DEEP THROAT!!! lol... just lemme know por favor... ha ha. "por favor" is a funny word. lol. ok im gonna leave u alone now... i realize how big this message is like 20 seconds later and i realize that u prolly dont wanna talk to me... so later. goodbye. ill tty on thursday... and ill act like nothing happened. lol... act is a funny word too. AND Y DOES EVERYONE HAVE TO CALL U?!?!?!?!?!?!?! lol y dont U call someone... like ME!!!!!!!!! lol... um... um... 501-3338!!!!!!!!!!! i would looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove to talk to u... love is not only a funny word but a funny feeling too... what is love? baby dont hurt me, dont hurt me, no more! da da da d-da da da da d-da da da da d-da da da da!!! lol... im done now. lmfao

just another quick update... call me late at night if ya want at 501-3338!

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-26T11:06:40-05:00

yeah so it was interesting this weekend... um... i got to chill with devan a lil bit... it was awesome and at the same time kinda weird. lol... well this is what happened we had a 6 hour practice for drum corp and then we competed and i guess we did pretty damn well, got 3rd outa 4 corps. so i guess that was cool... then after that was awesome! so we were all changing into our regular clothes and i was finished changing and i got off the bus, and then i saw devan and she was all like, "come here, come with me." and so i followed her BACK onto the bus. and i was like, "what? watcha want?" and she goes, "y do u seem like ur mad at me?" and i said, "im not mad at u. whered ya get that idea?" and then she said, "oh ok... w.e." and then she left the bus. so i was talking to someone else and next thing u know devan starts like running towards me and goes, "what would u do if i just like tackled u?" and i said, "i would pick u up and tackle u right here." and i picked her up and like practically landed on her on top of my bus seat and i was gonna get off and all of a sudden she grabbed my face and turned me towards her and started kissing me and in like less than 1/2 a second i was kissing her back... and i got toungue this time!! YES!!! but then all of a sudden she goes, "allright u need to get off of me." and she like pushed me off and then like walked away fast off the bus... it was weird... she was soooo small, i couldnt fit my toungue inside her mouth compltely. lol... but w.e. me and ethan and torri hung out at the rest of the comp and on the way home on the bus it was reall dark and barely any light and almost everybody was asleep... i thought it was kinda romantic with the way the lighting was... but w.e. then we kissed some more. and there was this one time where i thought it was really great, she was kissing my neck and all and my cheek and shit and then we got like an inch from eachothers faces and and she whispered really soft, "u wanna kiss me now dont u?" and i whispered back even softer, "yes" and then we kissed. it was nice, i have to admit that im really starting to like her a lot... although i know i shouldnt cuz of what happened last time... i dont wanna go out with her cuz im afraid what might happen... i dont wanna get hurt again... im trying to resist... i do but at the same time i dont... besides i dont even know how much she likes me... im not really quite sure... lol! my lil bro saw me and devan kissing!!

later... gonna be on a 3 day boat trip... yall call me when ya get the chance!!!

just some stuff

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-29T05:06:12-05:00

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pimpinadrian — 2005-06-30T12:06:21-05:00

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pimpinadrian — 2005-06-30T12:06:36-05:00

so the boat trip was friggen awesome!!! it was really cool... got to be a sailor for 3 days! i also got to steer the boat!! and there was this really hot lady working as crew also!! man this was an experience i will never forget...

and i also had a talk with devan online... ima just forget her, i mean if ur not sure if u like me and u have bin ALL over me, then wtf is ur prob? seriously wtf is up with that? so irdk wtf to do but i guess i could go for merriah... even though i like devan more... and wtf is up with liking a guy from texas? i mean, wtf r the chances that she may ever see him, and how could they even keep a relationship from that far away? i mean they could still be friends until he/she could move to where the other person is and live with them... but y now? seriously? y? idu... girls are so ridiculous sometimes... later

trying this out

pimpinadrian — 2005-06-30T02:06:00-05:00

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pimpinadrian — 2005-07-01T09:07:46-05:00

What have you done... BE TRUTHFUL!!!! smoked a cigarette - no smoked a cigar - no made out with a member of the same sex - yeah kinda... it was a 3 way crashed a friend's car - nope stolen a car - nope been in love - yeah and it fucking sucked been dumped - yeah only by one girl!! coughcoughkimbercoughcough! lol shoplifted - sadly yes been fired - never even worked been in a fist fight - yeah brothers and another kid when i was little snuck out of my parent's house - nah... i wouldnt dare try had feelings for someone who didnt have them back- yeah and it sucked a lot. been arrested - um... yes made out with a stranger- no not really gone on a blind date- never lied to a friend- yeah and the guilt killed me had a crush on a teacher- yeah in 3rd grade. lol skipped school- yes... only cuz i wouldve killed somebody that day... and a couplte times in middle school. lol slept with a co-worker - does my hand count? seen someone die - only in a movie been on a plane - yeah when i was a kid thrown up in a bar - never even been to a bar and still i have never thrown up drunk taken painkillers - yeah last wrestling season freshman year love someone or miss someone right now - no, i dont love neone right now... but i do miss one person... I MISS U CRIS!! lol... jp, i mean there is this girl that i do like a lot and i do miss. laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by - yeah... wonderful time to think made a snow angel- HELL YES!! who hasnt? played dress up - yeah last halloween freshman year. lol cheated while playing a game - fuck yeah! but idr do it that much... whats the point of cheating at a game? been lonely - yeah i am right now... im empty inside fallen asleep at work/school- of course used a fake id - nope... IM INNOCENT I SWEAR! felt an earthquake - no touched a snake - sure have ran a red light - one day i not only jay walked but ran through the red light at the same time!... oh wait u mean in a car dont u? been suspended from school - yeah, a shit load of times had detention - yeah, i g2 admit, im a lil bad ass been in a car accident - almost! but no hated the way you look- yeah until i realized how dead sexy i could be if i tried... and thats only when i want to, otherwise i look like a bum. lol witnessed a crime- just theft thats it pole danced - yeah in the locker room last year and that cost me a match been lost - i got lost in fitch the first day of school freshman year been to the opposite side of the country- canada... lol felt like dying - yeah all because of kimber cried yourself to sleep - yes cuz of kimber played cops and robbers - HELL FUCKING YES!! karaoked- when i was tipsy with justin kelly one time and another time at jessicas birthday party. done something you told yourself you wouldn't - yes... i told myself i would never get involved with kimber again like 5x. lol laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose - i think once... irdr caught a snowflake on your tongue - of course kissed in the rain - yeah with kimber at a marching band competition sang in the shower - EVERY FUCKING TIME! made love in a park - nope! still a virgin had a dream that you married someone - yeah but i realize that will never happen glued your hand to something - um... idt so got your tongue stuck to a flag pole - sadly enough to say... yes worn the opposite sex's clothes - yes been a cheerleader - im not gay... or bi... or ballzy enough to do that sat on a roof top - plenty times didn't take a shower for a week - well, there was this one time JUST MESSING WITH YA!! im a germaphobe!! i would freak out if i didnt take a shower for 2 days!! i mean ive gone a day without a shower during last summer but the first thing i do when i wake up is shower! are scared to watch scary movies alone - not all of the time... depends in the mood played chicken - omg i looooove that game! been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on- yeah... at merriahs birthday party been told you're hot by a complete stranger - yeah... coughcoughERICAcoughcough broken a bone - never... ALMOST... but never been easily amused - yeah all the time lol cried so hard you laughed - no... but ive laughed so hard i cried mooned/flashed someone- HELL YES!! wtf do u think wrestling is about?!?!?!?!?!?!?! cheated on a test - yes all the time in honors english 9, freshman year forgotten someone's name - um... no... well... yes slept naked - nah, i cant do it gone skinny dipping in a pool - never been kicked out of your house - yeah when i was a lil kid... my mom made me never wanna talk crap to her again. blacked out from drinking - noperz played a prank on someone - yes gone to a late night movie - yes made love to anything not human - well, i figure that my hand is just as human as i am.

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pimpinadrian — 2005-07-02T12:07:17-05:00

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ha ha, fucking hilarious shit... got it from nikki's boo kyle.

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-03T08:07:10-05:00

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pimpinadrian — 2005-07-03T08:07:16-05:00

yeah so today was another exausting day at 7th practice... idk... its just too stressing right now... it is an AWESOME experience and all, but idk... i just dont think i can handle it at times... especially with all the drama that goes on there... and nikki im sorry for being such an ass at times, its just sooo stressing there and with what shit goes on at home. omg... i just got an IM from devan... wants to know if im going to the subfest... of course im not... too exausted, if nething im gonna go play some baseball. "sorry dev" but w.e. just a girl nothing more... besides ill see her tomarrow... THREE BUSRIDES TOMARROW!! but ima sit and chill with ethan... make him feel better... plus u know what they say, !!BrOs BeFoRe HoEs!! so thats wazzup with that. lol... idk i guess im just a play toy to her cuz shes not sure if she likes me or not... and she likes to mess around with me so w.e. i guess thats what i am to her so idrc... well actually i do care quite a bit, but ill get over it. its not like she is kimber, i mean kimber was love. devan is just a crush... its amazingly weird how i even started liking her eh? just some pretty wacked up stuff. lol... now im just chillin... gonna go outside and play some base ball after im done listening to my music... or maybe just now, idrk or care.
PeAcE

OH MAN! NOT GOOD AT ALL!

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-04T11:07:59-05:00

jdbBIGGENS: hey Aagt2003: OMFG! Aagt2003: my mom found the photos!! Aagt2003: she was being nosey and invading kmy privacy!! jdbBIGGENS: OMG jdbBIGGENS: WTF jdbBIGGENS: I told u to get rif of them jdbBIGGENS: shit jdbBIGGENS: fuck jdbBIGGENS: u there Aagt2003: yes jdbBIGGENS: what she say Aagt2003: im not aloud to go over there and i need to think of a punishment for myself jdbBIGGENS: wow jdbBIGGENS: u are dumb Aagt2003: but she aint gonna say nething to ur mom Aagt2003: at least idt so jdbBIGGENS: i don't care my mom was not part of it jdbBIGGENS: it was me jdbBIGGENS: u there jdbBIGGENS: ? Aagt2003: yeah Aagt2003: just sooooo stressed jdbBIGGENS: why did u keep them jdbBIGGENS: ? jdbBIGGENS: she saw the smoking part Aagt2003: i hid them deep in my computer files Aagt2003: and she found them Aagt2003: dont worry ur not in trouble Aagt2003: if she does say nething then ima get the fuck outa here jdbBIGGENS: wow jdbBIGGENS: g2g going wit gurl Aagt2003: she slapped me in the face jdbBIGGENS: not della jdbBIGGENS: jen Aagt2003: jen? Aagt2003: wtf r u talking about? jdbBIGGENS: yeah jen jdbBIGGENS: P.I.M.P Aagt2003: u still going out with della? jdbBIGGENS: nah jdbBIGGENS: i'm going to break up wit her and go with jen Aagt2003: did u ask jen out? jdbBIGGENS: jdbBIGGENS is no longer signed on. im sooooo fucked!!! my life is practically over!!

me and merriah talking online

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-05T12:07:14-05:00

Aagt2003 (12:13:24 AM): hey USMsweetness (12:13:43 AM): heyheyhey Aagt2003 (12:13:48 AM): how r u? USMsweetness (12:14:01 AM): good n u? Aagt2003 (12:14:16 AM): not so good Aagt2003 (12:14:29 AM): and good at the same time Aagt2003 (12:14:32 AM): i guess its a mix USMsweetness (12:15:16 AM): y not Aagt2003 (12:16:14 AM): well, mayb 2 days after high school graduation i got together with a couple friends and had a lil to drink Aagt2003 (12:16:20 AM): and well, they smoked and all Aagt2003 (12:16:37 AM): and my mom found the pix we took Aagt2003 (12:16:48 AM): she like looked through all my files looking at my pix USMsweetness (12:17:51 AM): wut did she say about the pix of me and you USMsweetness (12:18:03 AM): did you tell her they were joke pix and not the real thing Aagt2003 (12:18:44 AM): no not with that camera Aagt2003 (12:18:53 AM): that was with a disposable camera Aagt2003 (12:19:07 AM): not the digital camera with the pix of me drinking USMsweetness (12:19:45 AM): i'm talking about the ones of me and you USMsweetness (12:19:56 AM): did she know that we were just kidding in the pics Aagt2003 (12:20:35 AM): ??? Aagt2003 (12:20:42 AM): i didnt get the film developed yet USMsweetness (12:21:03 AM): oh USMsweetness (12:21:24 AM): well you said that she found the pix that we took or are you talking about the ones of you drinking? Aagt2003 (12:21:36 AM): the ones of me drinking Aagt2003 (12:22:37 AM): so im pretty much screwed Aagt2003 (12:22:47 AM): even though after that i said i was gonna stop drinking USMsweetness (12:22:54 AM): well did she say anything to you USMsweetness (12:22:56 AM): what did she do Aagt2003 (12:23:03 AM): simply cuz of the fact that im trying to get back into shape for wreslting Aagt2003 (12:23:12 AM): she smacked me in the face USMsweetness (12:23:18 AM): OH WOW USMsweetness (12:23:22 AM): my mom does that too USMsweetness (12:23:26 AM): but for stupid reasons Aagt2003 (12:23:31 AM): oh im sorry USMsweetness (12:23:37 AM): i would've deserved it if that happened to me though USMsweetness (12:23:46 AM): don't be sorry it's all cool beans it's not a big deal really Aagt2003 (12:23:52 AM): lol Aagt2003 (12:23:53 AM): thanx USMsweetness (12:24:45 AM): i was talking about you today with me USMsweetness (12:24:48 AM): my mom** USMsweetness (12:24:49 AM): lol Aagt2003 (12:25:05 AM): really? Aagt2003 (12:25:07 AM): about what? USMsweetness (12:25:52 AM): not saying anything bad just that for you age and by you just rarely working out with wrestling and all that you have the best body i've ever seen USMsweetness (12:25:55 AM): seriously Aagt2003 (12:26:04 AM): well not now Aagt2003 (12:26:04 AM): lol Aagt2003 (12:26:16 AM): im just kinda really bad now... so im really getting into shape now Aagt2003 (12:26:21 AM): u like running? USMsweetness (12:26:26 AM): i look at yours and then bodys of others in our school on the wrestling team like when ya'll are practicing and stuff and on t.v USMsweetness (12:26:33 AM): yeah i do, i run two miles a day USMsweetness (12:26:36 AM): why? Aagt2003 (12:26:38 AM): when is it on tv Aagt2003 (12:26:44 AM): idk... when do u run? USMsweetness (12:27:01 AM): i'm talking about muscle show bodies Aagt2003 (12:27:10 AM): oh thanx USMsweetness (12:27:14 AM): in the morning early or around noon Aagt2003 (12:27:14 AM): when do u run? Aagt2003 (12:27:22 AM): oh Aagt2003 (12:27:25 AM): hmm Aagt2003 (12:27:40 AM): where do u run? USMsweetness (12:28:09 AM): well you no where my house it right Aagt2003 (12:28:33 AM): yup Aagt2003 (12:28:37 AM): yup yup USMsweetness (12:28:56 AM): well i run from here to PQ and then bak, but if i start to get tired i just jog or walk a lil' Aagt2003 (12:29:09 AM): pq? Aagt2003 (12:29:59 AM): u should call me one day when u go to run Aagt2003 (12:30:07 AM): cuz i wont run by myself USMsweetness (12:30:10 AM): yeah, like by like fitch middle USMsweetness (12:30:18 AM): okay we'll run together Aagt2003 (12:30:19 AM): wait a minute? Aagt2003 (12:30:25 AM): u call that 2 miles? Aagt2003 (12:30:34 AM): that is deffly longer than 2 miles USMsweetness (12:30:38 AM): lol USMsweetness (12:30:40 AM): oops USMsweetness (12:30:47 AM): is that a problem for you Aagt2003 (12:30:47 AM): ur crazy ese! Aagt2003 (12:30:50 AM): nah Aagt2003 (12:30:53 AM): i can suck it up Aagt2003 (12:31:04 AM): ill prolly look like a fool and all, but w.e. USMsweetness (12:31:14 AM): lol Aagt2003 (12:31:31 AM): r u gonna run tomarrow? USMsweetness (12:31:36 AM): well i did track for three years and i am a cheerleader so i guess i can let you have this small excuse USMsweetness (12:31:51 AM): no i have big plans for tomorrow so i have to skip for tomorrow Aagt2003 (12:31:57 AM): lol... ive bin wrestling for 5 years now Aagt2003 (12:32:10 AM): i think i dont have an excuse for me being out of shape like this Aagt2003 (12:32:14 AM): ok Aagt2003 (12:32:40 AM): well w.e. u plan on running just call me the night before, cuz i need to lose 10 lbs total by next wrestling season USMsweetness (12:33:12 AM): well i'm trying to lose some in my thighs and stomach USMsweetness (12:33:23 AM): i'm probably gonna lose some in my ass as well Aagt2003 (12:33:29 AM): NO!!!!!!!!!111 Aagt2003 (12:33:34 AM): KEEP THE ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Aagt2003 (12:33:37 AM): lol Aagt2003 (12:33:41 AM): keep the ass! USMsweetness (12:34:13 AM): don't call me crazy for wanting to lose a little cuz i need to stay a lil' fit Aagt2003 (12:34:22 AM): but ur butt? Aagt2003 (12:34:26 AM): Y ur butt? USMsweetness (12:35:11 AM): i dunno, i just said it may happen in the process Aagt2003 (12:35:28 AM): Aagt2003 (12:35:30 AM): Aagt2003 (12:35:34 AM): Aagt2003 (12:35:37 AM): so sad Aagt2003 (12:35:39 AM): so sad USMsweetness (12:36:51 AM): lol USMsweetness (12:36:59 AM): sorry, but did you ever think i didn't like my butt USMsweetness (12:37:07 AM): or i didn't like all the things ppl said about it Aagt2003 (12:37:28 AM): like what? USMsweetness (12:37:58 AM): just nice things USMsweetness (12:38:12 AM): i don't like the attraction so much Aagt2003 (12:38:30 AM): well it is a VERY good asset USMsweetness (12:38:46 AM): lol Aagt2003 (12:39:09 AM): Aagt2003 (12:39:35 AM): USMsweetness (12:39:50 AM): ur a sweethart ya no that USMsweetness (12:39:53 AM): lol Aagt2003 (12:40:01 AM): thanx i know Aagt2003 (12:40:52 AM): u r a sweetheart too USMsweetness (12:42:09 AM): : ) learn from the best Aagt2003 (12:42:28 AM): lol USMsweetness (12:43:52 AM): but yeah wut are you doing tomorrow Aagt2003 (12:44:01 AM): nothing much Aagt2003 (12:44:12 AM): open mat wrestling tomarow at 7 Aagt2003 (12:44:17 AM): thats it Aagt2003 (12:45:40 AM): y? Aagt2003 (12:46:27 AM): ??????????? USMsweetness (12:46:45 AM): oh i was just wondering Aagt2003 (12:46:52 AM): Y???? Aagt2003 (12:46:55 AM): hmmm? Aagt2003 (12:46:59 AM): hmmmmmmmmmmmm???????? USMsweetness (12:47:19 AM): i was just wondering is there anything wrong with asking wut ur plans are tomorrow USMsweetness (12:47:28 AM): jeez looweez man Aagt2003 (12:47:29 AM): ok USMsweetness (12:47:30 AM): lol Aagt2003 (12:47:43 AM): what eveeeeeeeeeeeeer USMsweetness (12:47:52 AM): ugh USMsweetness (12:47:53 AM): grrr USMsweetness (12:47:59 AM): ur such a winey prep USMsweetness (12:48:01 AM): lol USMsweetness (12:48:08 AM): ; ) hahahahahahahahahahahah Aagt2003 (12:48:16 AM): ur such a darn southerner! USMsweetness (12:49:14 AM): alrighty then i recken i'm too southern for you so ya'll can kiss my southern italian patootee Aagt2003 (12:49:28 AM): ok Aagt2003 (12:49:30 AM): i will Aagt2003 (12:49:33 AM): i actually will USMsweetness (12:49:45 AM): you perv. USMsweetness (12:49:46 AM): lol Aagt2003 (12:50:01 AM): yup yup i am Aagt2003 (12:50:27 AM): Aagt2003 (12:51:33 AM): well u would kiss mine too USMsweetness (12:51:57 AM): sure i would.......y not USMsweetness (12:51:59 AM): Aagt2003 (12:52:00 AM): lol Aagt2003 (12:52:09 AM): r funny USMsweetness (12:53:20 AM): i no USMsweetness (12:53:20 AM): i no USMsweetness (12:53:32 AM): wut time is Aagt2003 (12:53:58 AM): 12:53 Aagt2003 (12:54:01 AM): im pooped Aagt2003 (12:54:32 AM): sorry babe, but i g2g2 sleep now Aagt2003 (12:54:46 AM): call me tomarrow if ya can USMsweetness (12:54:50 AM): which makes it july right Aagt2003 (12:54:53 AM): PeAcE Aagt2003 (12:54:59 AM): its bin july since friday Aagt2003 (12:55:01 AM): lol USMsweetness (12:55:17 AM): july 5? Aagt2003 (12:55:18 AM): today was 4th of july Aagt2003 (12:55:23 AM): yeah its july 5th Aagt2003 (12:55:28 AM): well night Aagt2003 (12:55:34 AM): call me if ya can USMsweetness (12:55:58 AM): IT'S MY BIRTHDAY USMsweetness (12:55:59 AM): LOL USMsweetness (12:56:08 AM): YAY USMsweetness (12:56:08 AM): YAY USMsweetness (12:56:08 AM): YAY USMsweetness (12:56:09 AM): I'M SIXTEEN NOW USMsweetness (12:56:12 AM): OKAY USMsweetness (12:56:17 AM): i'll call u tomorrow USMsweetness (12:56:18 AM): ciao babe USMsweetness (12:56:22 AM): peace Aagt2003 (12:56:50 AM): oh happy birthday!! USMsweetness (12:56:57 AM): ht? USMsweetness (12:57:07 AM): thanks USMsweetness (12:57:10 AM): : )

DONT WORRY, IM NOT IN LOVE WITH HER ANYMORE!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-05T09:07:09-05:00

Have you ever been in love: Yup Yup With who: Kimber Do they know: Yeah she fucking knows How did they find out: I told her one day after we kissed How long have they known: 8 months baby Do you want to marry them: HELL FUCKING NO!!! Have you ever kissed them: yeah, plenty of times Would you ever make love to them: FUCK NO!! ... well if i was drunk Have they ever done anything sweet for you: Not really, maybe once or twice Why are you filling out this survey: I have no life and i got it from ethan

gettin some props for my mad skillz!

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-05T10:07:15-05:00

Aagt2003 (9:56:14 PM): tonight was awesome dude jeminni19 (9:56:20 PM): yeah jeminni19 (9:56:23 PM): thanx for comming man Aagt2003 (9:56:26 PM): np jeminni19 (9:56:26 PM): next time ill get ya Aagt2003 (9:56:29 PM): lol Aagt2003 (9:56:34 PM): i was on fire tonight Aagt2003 (9:57:08 PM): FIRE!! jeminni19 (9:57:30 PM): lol Aagt2003 (9:57:33 PM): lol jeminni19 (9:57:41 PM): i must concour to those allegations Aagt2003 (9:57:47 PM): ??? Aagt2003 (9:57:59 PM): wtf? wtf do u mean? jeminni19 (9:58:00 PM): im agreeing wtih dat ass Aagt2003 (9:58:24 PM): oh Aagt2003 (9:58:26 PM): lol jeminni19 (9:58:58 PM): ur a very admirable guy jeminni19 (9:59:00 PM): keep it up man jeminni19 (9:59:18 PM): as i was watching your match i had a flash back jeminni19 (9:59:24 PM): of when me and you were in 8th grade jeminni19 (9:59:28 PM): and i was beating u jeminni19 (9:59:35 PM): i don't see the same person on the mat anymore jeminni19 (9:59:42 PM): its like u evolved into something great jeminni19 (10:00:20 PM): the way u accelerated so much is just so egnimatic Aagt2003 (10:01:57 PM): uh... thanx Aagt2003 (10:01:58 PM): lol Aagt2003 (10:01:59 PM): i know jeminni19 (10:02:14 PM): i just can't figure it out Aagt2003 (10:02:15 PM): u know u and that guy gibson were the only people to have scored on me Aagt2003 (10:02:19 PM): me neither jeminni19 (10:02:24 PM): yeah jeminni19 (10:02:34 PM): me and you go way back jeminni19 (10:02:40 PM): farther than anybody else there jeminni19 (10:02:48 PM): so i feel like i know u jeminni19 (10:03:05 PM): your not so foreign jeminni19 (10:03:12 PM): as the mouse to the cheese is not Aagt2003 (10:04:18 PM): uh... yeah dude. w.e. lol Aagt2003 (10:04:33 PM): u got issues Aagt2003 (10:04:37 PM): but ur my bro!

got this from devan

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-05T11:07:43-05:00

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1. cris

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-06T11:07:43-05:00

Name 20 people you know 1. cris 2. jessica 3. karen 4. miranda 5. joanna 6. sam 7. biggens 8. justin 9. hespeler 10. MY BOO ERICA! lol 11. keith santore 12. amanda 13. eggy 14. devan 15. ethan 16. shrek 17. chrispy 18. cassie 19. josh miller 20. section leader josh! Who is #8 going out with?: idk some bitch Is #9 a boy or a girl?: hes a guy Would #11 and #2 make a good couple?: No because cris would kill keith How about #18 and #4?: HELL FUCKING YES!(jp, no idt karen and cassie would be a pretty sight together) What grade is #17 in?: i think hes gonna be a junior, if not a sophomore When was the last time you talked to #12?: omg a long ass time ago... it was prolly the last day of school and maybe a lil online What is #6's favorite band?: doesnt have one Does #1 have any siblings?: sure does Would you ever date #3?: almost did Would you ever date #5?: i would but shes gay! ROCK ON! Is #16 single?: yeah im pretty sure he is What's #15's last name?: idk... i kinda forgot! lol... sorry bro What's #5's middle name?: uh... im pretty sure its MAY What's #10's fantasy?: to one day chill with me Would #14 and #19 make a good couple?: nah, josh likes white girls What school does #20 go to?: montville high And #1: Fitch high Tell me a random fact about #11: hes a big-ass pothead And #1: cris always has to have someone on the left of him when he walks Have you ever had a crush on #16?: OH YEAH BABY U KNOW IT!!!(not really, i aint gay) Where does #9 live?: on fort hill rd What's #4's favorite color?: without a doubt PINK Would you makeout with #14?: DUH!! i already have and i would love to go back for more! Are #5 & #6 best friends?: i guess u could say so, theyre pretty tight Does #7 like #20?: i sure hope not... well they dont even know eachother Does #8 like #19?: theyre acquaintances from wrestling season How did you meet #15?: At 7th regiment this year Does #10 have any pets?: yeah i um... forgot, lol i know she told me though, unless im thinking of someone else Is #12 older than you?: yeah i think so Have you ever given #13 a hug?: no Is #17 the sexiest person alive?: HELL FUCKING YEAH!! U KNOW IT!!! lol jp again, once again i must admit that i am straight and not gay

watcha think of this?

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-06T12:07:48-05:00

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haha

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-06T12:07:07-05:00

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pimpinadrian — 2005-07-06T11:07:44-05:00

That may be all I need In darkness she is all I see Come and rest your bones with me Driving slow on sunday morning And I never want to leave But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do Sunday morning rain is falling and I?m calling out to you Singing someday it?ll bring me back to you Find a way to bring myself home to you And you may not know That may be all I need In darkness she is all I see Come and rest your bones with me Driving slow? put this in your profile and allow anyone to ask you 3 questions, you must answer honestly..

LONDON TERRORIST ATTACK!! how sad, how sad

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-07T12:07:58-05:00

· At least 40 killed and 360 injured · Three subway blasts and one bus blast [See Map] · "It's a very sad day," Blair says from London · Group claiming al-Qaida affiliation takes responsibility · U.S. goes to code orange alert for transit [Details] Live Coverage: ABC News · Jump Below: Story | Video | Quotes | Blogs · Talk About It: Post Thoughts | Chat Deadly Explosions Rock British Capital Prime Minister Blair Calls Terror Attacks 'Barbaric' By JANE WARDELL, AP LONDON (July 7) - Four blasts rocked the London subway and tore open a packed double-decker bus during the morning rush hour Thursday, sending bloodied victims fleeing in the worst attack on London since World War II. At least 40 people were killed, U.S. officials said, and more than 360 wounded in the terror attacks. A clearly shaken Prime Minister Tony Blair called the coordinated attacks ''barbaric'' and said they were designed to coincide with the G-8 summit opening in Gleneagles, Scotland. They also came a day after London won the bid to host the 2012 Olympics. A group calling itself ''The Secret Organization of al-Qaida in Europe'' claimed responsibility. The four explosions went off within 40 minutes, beginning at 8:51 a.m. (3:51 a.m. EDT), and hit three subway stations and the double-decker bus. Authorities immediately shut down the subway and bus lines that log 8.4 million passenger trips every weekday. Multiband: More Details on London Blasts N.Y. Subway Riders React Bush Supports Britain Blair Speaks Out Witnesses Describe Explosions Broadband: Terror Group Claims Attacks G-8 Leaders Support Blair Bush Voices Support for Britain Blair Calls Attacks Terrorism Eyewitness Describes Chaos Witness Describes Subway The explosion seemed to go off at the back of the bus, said bystander Raj Mattoo, 35. ''The roof flew off and went up about 10 meters (30 feet). It then floated back down,'' he said. ''There were obviously people badly injured. A parking attendant said he thought a piece of human flesh had landed on his arm.'' ''It was chaos,'' said Gary Lewis, 32, who was evacuated from a subway train at King's Cross station. ''The one haunting image was someone whose face was totally black and pouring with blood.'' As the city's transportation system ground to a near-halt, buses were used as ambulances and an emergency medical station was set up at a hotel. Rescue workers, police and ordinary citizens streamed into the streets to help. Some central London streets emptied of traffic. Groups of commuters who had been on their way to work gathered around corner shops with televisions, watching in silence. The mood was somber and subdued. At the request of Queen Elizabeth II, the Union Jack flag flying over Buckingham Palace was lowered to half staff. Blair, flanked by fellow G-8 leaders, including President Bush, read a statement from the leaders. ''We shall prevail and they shall not,'' he said. ''Whatever they do, it is our determination that they will never succeed in destroying what we hold dear in this country and in other civilized nations throughout the world,'' he said earlier. Eyewitness Acounts and Reaction ''I saw lots of people coming out covered in blood and soot. Black smoke was coming from the station. I saw several people laid out on sheets.'' -- Kibir Chibber, office worker near the Aldgate station "The whole top of the bus and the back of it just came off." -- Witness, bus explosion | Hear Audio "I walked towards the wreckage, getting no closer than 100 yards. There was no noise or smoke coming from the bus, just silence.'' -- Nelson Schwartz, Fortune reporter | Full Story "Yesterday we were quite glad that we got the Olympic bid. Today we are wondering if it was worth it.'' -- Arvind Mavji, transit worker near the Russell Square blast Sources: AP, fortune.com He departed by helicopter back to London. The world leaders continued meeting but their agenda got sidetracked and they decided to delay declarations on climate change and the global economy. Bush warned Americans to be ''extra vigilant,'' and his administration raised the terror alert for mass transit a notch to code orange. Security also was stepped up in the U.S. Capitol and in train and bus stations around the country. Much of Europe also went on alert. Italy's airports raised alert levels to a maximum. The Czech Republic, Hungary, Russia, the Netherlands, France and Spain also announced beefed-up security at shopping centers, airports, railways and subways. The U.N. Security Council was to meet later Thursday to address the London attacks and was expected to pass a resolution condemning the blasts, an official said. A group calling itself ''The Secret Organization of al-Qaida in Europe'' posted a claim of responsibility, saying the blasts were in retaliation for Britain's involvement in Iraq and Afghanistan. The statement also threatened attacks in Italy and Denmark, both of which have troops in Iraq. It was published on a Web site popular with Islamic militants, and the text was republished on Elaph, a secular Arabic-language news Web site, and Berlin's Der Spiegel magazine. The authenticity of the statement could not be immediately confirmed, but terrorism experts said the coordinated explosions had the trademarks of the al-Qaida network. World Leaders React Getty "Today's bombings will not weaken in any way our resolve to uphold the most deeply held principles of our societies and to defeat those who would impose their fanaticism and extremism on all of us. We shall prevail, and they shall not.'' -- British Prime Minister Tony Blair "This scorn for human life is something we must fight with ever greater firmness." -- French President Jacques Chirac Getty "The contrast couldn't be clearer between the intentions and the hearts of those of us who care deeply about human rights and human liberty, and those who kill, those who've got such evil in their heart that they will take the lives of innocent folks." -- President George Bush Sources: AP, Reuters ''This is clearly an al-Qaida style attack. It was well-coordinated, it was timed for a political event and it was a multiple attack on a transportation system at rush hour,'' said Lawrence Freedman, professor of war studies at King's College in London. Deputy Assistant Commissioner Brian Paddick said there had been no arrests, and it was unclear whether suicide bombers were involved. Asked about the claim of responsibility, Paddick said: ''We will be looking at that ... at the moment we don't know if that's a legitimate claim or not.'' He added British officials had received no prior warning nor did they have any advance intelligence that the attacks would occur. European stocks dropped sharply after the blasts, with exchanges in London, Paris and Germany all down about 2 percent. Insurance and travel-related stocks were hit hard, and the British pound also fell. Gold, traditionally seen as a safe haven, rose. The explosions also unnerved traders on Wall Street, sending stocks down sharply. Blogging London Blasts Bloggers are posting eyewitness acounts, live reaction and adding photos to the Flickr Photo Pool. · Flickr Photo Pool · Enter the BlogZone Three U.S. law enforcement officials said at least 40 people were killed. They spoke on condition of anonymity and said they learned of the number from their British counterparts. In London, Paddick said at least 33 people killed in the subway system alone. He confirmed other deaths on the bus but gave no figures. Officials at seven major hospitals surveyed by The Associated Press reported 368 people wounded. Among them, at least 45 were in serious or critical condition, including amputations, fractures and burns, said Russell Smith of London Ambulance Service. London Mayor Ken Livingstone said the blasts were ''mass murder'' carried out by terrorists bent on ''indiscriminate ... slaughter.'' ''This was not a terrorist attack against the mighty or the powerful ... it was aimed at ordinary working-class Londoners,'' said Livingstone, in Singapore where he supported London's Olympic bid. Giselle Davies, an International Olympic Committee spokeswoman, said the committee still had ''full confidence'' in London. Jay Kumar, a business owner near the site of the bus blast at Russell Square in central London, said he ran out of his shop when he heard a loud explosion. He said the bus's top deck collapsed, sending people tumbling to the floor. Many appeared badly injured, and bloodied people ran from the scene. ''A big blast, a big bomb,'' he told The Associated Press. ''People were running this way panicked. They knew it was a bomb. Debris flying all over, mostly glass.'' More Coverage · Blair and Other G-8 Leaders React · Olympic Jubilation Turns to Horror · Heightened Alert Throughout Europe · European Markets Sink on News · News From AOL UK (Members Only) ''I was on the bus in front and heard an incredible bang, I turned round and half the double decker bus was in the air,'' Belinda Seabrook told Press Association, the British news agency. Traces of explosives were found at two explosion sites, a senior police official said. Explosions were reported at the Aldgate station near the Liverpool Street railway terminal, Edgware Road and King's Cross in north London, Old Street in the financial district and Russell Square, near the British Museum. ''I saw lots of people coming out covered in blood and soot. Black smoke was coming from the station. I saw several people laid out on sheets,'' office worker Kibir Chibber, 24, said at the Aldgate subway station. Simon Corvett, 26, on an eastbound train from Edgware Road station, described ''this massive huge bang ... It was absolutely deafening and all the windows shattered.'' ''You could see the carriage opposite was completely gutted,'' he said. ''There were some people in real trouble.'' On March 11, 2004, terrorist bombs on four commuter trains in Madrid killed 191 people. AP reporters Jill Lawless, Barry Renfrew, Emily Rotberg, Sarah Blaskovich, Emma Ross and Nick Mead contributed to this report. 07-07-05 12:14EDT Copyright 2005 The Associated Press. The information contained in the AP news report may not be published, broadcast, rewritten or otherwise distributed without the prior written authority of The Associated Press. All active hyperlinks have been inserted by AOL.

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pimpinadrian — 2005-07-08T10:07:24-05:00

so i went and saw WAR OF THE WORLDS today... it was an awesome movie! but for every good there is a bad... and just take ONE fucking guess on what that bad was? well u mightve guessed right 2 nights in a row! MR. DOZIER was there! c'mon man! he waltzed right up and was like "how r u?" and my mom was like, "oh hey! and what movie are u going to see?" and he said, "war of the worlds" and i was like, oh fuck im screwed! lol... he was in the row right across from me! well goodnight... just talked to devan and she doesnt feel like talking right now...

Aagt2003 (9:31:54 PM): OMG I JUST SAW UR MOM AND DAD AND UNCLE AND AUNT AT THE MOVIE THEATRE! UGLYgij3 (9:31:56 PM): hearts will never be practical until they can be made unbreakable. Aagt2003 (10:34:00 PM): u shouldve gone to the movies tonight UGLYgij3 (10:34:15 PM): i was with jessi UGLYgij3 (10:34:20 PM): dont feel like talking Aagt2003 (10:34:22 PM): oh Aagt2003 (10:34:23 PM): ok Aagt2003 (10:34:27 PM): goodnight Aagt2003 (10:34:33 PM): UGLYgij3 (10:37:07 PM): night.. its not so good tho Aagt2003 (10:37:30 PM): oh im sorry... i wish i could make it better... see ya tomorrow hun UGLYgij3 (10:37:30 PM): ppl always got to make things worse.. y does shit like this always happen to me... im out for now.. ima cry myself to sleep.. litteraly peace DONT CALL Aagt2003 (10:40:47 PM): dont cry... u dont need to cry... ima give u a nice warm hug tomorrow... have a nice sweet dream.

FUCK THIS!

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-10T10:07:49-05:00

so its been 2 days since i last updated... bin busy a lot lately, mostly 7th... its bin real bad lately. we got low scores the past 2 shows and its just too much pressure right now... im really sad right now... i just cant really talk right now... ill update later... im just really not in the mood.

UGLYgij3 (10:40:33 PM): hey Aagt2003 (10:40:38 PM): hey Aagt2003 (10:40:51 PM): waz wrong with u? UGLYgij3 (10:41:23 PM): sry i was mad but i tol du somethings that i didnt mean.. i mean we can b freidns and everything but i dont want to show disrespect to my mom and dad cause they dont want me to b all over kids UGLYgij3 (10:41:34 PM): ppl just really piss me off Aagt2003 (10:41:41 PM): i know Aagt2003 (10:41:54 PM): idrk y ur buggin tho UGLYgij3 (10:42:07 PM): i gave myself a burn brv UGLYgij3 (10:42:10 PM): brb* Aagt2003 (10:42:15 PM): what? Aagt2003 (10:44:12 PM): howd u give urself a burn? UGLYgij3 (10:44:13 PM): I am away from my computer right now. UGLYgij3 (10:49:11 PM): u no how i told u when im mad that i rub my eye brows Aagt2003 (10:49:22 PM): i saw u rubbing them UGLYgij3 (10:49:54 PM): well i was rubbing my eye brows for more than an hour Aagt2003 (10:49:59 PM): i know Aagt2003 (10:50:04 PM): wtf r u talking about? Aagt2003 (10:50:08 PM): im confused Aagt2003 (10:50:12 PM): and its not funny UGLYgij3 (10:50:30 PM): i was rubbing my eye brows b/c i was mad UGLYgij3 (10:50:43 PM): i was rubing them for more than an hour Aagt2003 (10:51:20 PM): ok Aagt2003 (10:51:52 PM): im sorry Aagt2003 (10:52:03 PM): u know its not u... its me, i always have shit like this behind my back Aagt2003 (10:52:08 PM): im just a bag of bad luck Aagt2003 (10:52:20 PM): just stay away from me cuz ima just get u into trouble Aagt2003 (10:53:18 PM): im sorry i got u into all this. UGLYgij3 (10:54:05 PM): no like mad pl thin im a hoe already so they make up stores about it UGLYgij3 (10:54:10 PM): idc cause i no its not true Aagt2003 (10:54:18 PM): well its just cuz of me Aagt2003 (10:54:24 PM): im bad luck im telling u UGLYgij3 (10:54:53 PM): u bad luck please.......im the bad luck girl... my house caught on fire and it was casue of me Aagt2003 (10:55:03 PM): no u dont understand Aagt2003 (10:55:08 PM): everywhere i go pple get into trouble UGLYgij3 (10:55:17 PM): lol idc Aagt2003 (10:55:22 PM): i get my friends into trouble UGLYgij3 (10:55:23 PM): we're still freinds Aagt2003 (10:55:25 PM): U DONT CARE? Aagt2003 (10:55:27 PM): wtf Aagt2003 (10:55:32 PM): no just forget about it Aagt2003 (10:56:21 PM): it would be one thing if this was the first time it happened... but its not... ive once again caused this problem UGLYgij3 (10:56:22 PM): no like idc that everywhere u go that ull get me into trouble i no its already going to happen Aagt2003 (10:56:30 PM): just forget it UGLYgij3 (10:56:31 PM): like i called it b4 it even happened today Aagt2003 (10:56:38 PM): called what? UGLYgij3 (10:56:57 PM): i told jessi i bet when my dad gets here that ill get in trouble Aagt2003 (10:57:07 PM): get into trouble for what? UGLYgij3 (10:57:09 PM): wheich i did Aagt2003 (10:57:11 PM): pretending u like me? Aagt2003 (10:57:15 PM): which isnt even true? Aagt2003 (10:57:19 PM): wtf is up with that? UGLYgij3 (10:57:35 PM): because u no how me and erica were suppossibly fighting Aagt2003 (10:57:39 PM): seriously how do u even come across all that? u kiss someone and are all over them but ur not even sure if u like them? UGLYgij3 (10:57:50 PM): well fay told my dad that we were yelling UGLYgij3 (10:58:03 PM): what? Aagt2003 (10:58:04 PM): IM always the one that gets screwed in the end Aagt2003 (10:58:11 PM): i fucking hate all this UGLYgij3 (10:58:21 PM): who said i didnt like u Aagt2003 (10:58:53 PM): u dont even know Aagt2003 (10:58:58 PM): u cant answer that question Aagt2003 (10:59:09 PM): i fucking hate myself Aagt2003 (10:59:17 PM): i fucking hate my mom and my brothers UGLYgij3 (10:59:37 PM): y? Aagt2003 (10:59:57 PM): cuz im always pissed and sad around them and i always get into trouble for stupid shit Aagt2003 (11:00:31 PM): to be honest i didnt really care that much that i hit my brother in the face ystrdy... i mean i did to a point where i felt bad for hitting him in the face, but not for hitting him overall] UGLYgij3 (11:01:10 PM): i no.. i understand that UGLYgij3 (11:01:29 PM): Aagt2003 (10:58:48 PM): u dont even know Aagt2003 (10:58:53 PM): u cant answer that question UGLYgij3 (11:01:32 PM): whats dont i no Aagt2003 (11:01:33 PM): w.e. Aagt2003 (11:01:38 PM): ... UGLYgij3 (11:01:44 PM): tell me Aagt2003 (11:01:53 PM): UGLYgij3 (10:58:21 PM): who said i didnt like u Aagt2003 (10:58:53 PM): u dont even know Aagt2003 (10:58:58 PM): u cant answer that question UGLYgij3 (11:02:18 PM): i never siad i didnt Aagt2003 (11:02:26 PM): but u cant even say u do Aagt2003 (11:05:00 PM): c there u go... cant even answer it UGLYgij3 (11:05:01 PM): brb People ALWAYS got to make things WORSE!! hit it up 4464385!! MARK Im not mad at u You Inspire Me To Be Better You Challenge Me For The Better Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter Aagt2003 (11:26:23 PM): i guess u dont realize how much i really do like u... i mean idk wtf to do nemore, i mean this is just all B.S... this shit like always happens to me, and ird wanna get u into trouble cuz im telling u right now that i dont wanna get u hurt. it would kill me much more than it would u if i found out I was the reason y u got into trouble... im SOOO sorry... besides what would happen when school starts? what would pple think? its just best to forget any of this happened... goodnight dev. UGLYgij3 (11:26:24 PM): brb People ALWAYS got to make things WORSE!! hit it up 4464385!! MARK Im not mad at u You Inspire Me To Be Better You Challenge Me For The Better Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter

a boring day today

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-12T01:07:12-05:00

so today was good... actually it sucked. lol. it was really boring for maritime academy... deffly couldve bin better... um... cris is over right now, hes playin san andreas... me and my mom had a talk today, well it was practically a family talk cuz my brothers were in it too... talked about stuff... ewww, my mom asked me if i liked devan and i was like yeah. and then she was like, "adrian lemme tell u something... idk how else to say this... its kinda a mature adult graphic matter... see devans small and ur, well endou-" and thats is when i cut her off! i was like YUCK MOM! that was friggen nasty! she was basically telling me if like nething ever happened btwn us i would break her... and i was like yeah, im prepared for that, even if i do encounter another small person. lol... jp dev(although she will never know about any of this cuz she aint got a blog)... well cris is knocked out now... guess its time for me to hit the sheets too... peace

eh

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-12T12:07:13-05:00

yeah so today has bin good so far... I FINALLY SAW MY BABY SISTER FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MONTHS!! shes sooooo adorable! im gonna show pix to everyone at 7th w.e. i get the chance! lol... i also finally went and saw my counselar for the first time today... she is a really nice lady and i told her a lot of shit. so i guess our main focus for us is about gilrs(lol), school, and how to deal with stress... which i could really use help on... playing some GTA SAN ANDREAS, actually im just messing around, not even really doing missions... well ill update in this entry later on today... so feel free to take a look.

this an awesome song dude!

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-12T12:07:31-05:00

music video code by urbnmix.net
aerosmith - dude (looks like a lady)

MY BABY SISTER!

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-13T02:07:40-05:00

these are pix of me, my dad, my brother, and my baby sister http://tinypic.com/73jfwo.jpg http://tinypic.com/73jgir.jpg these are pix of me and my brother with my baby sister http://tinypic.com/73jhxj.jpg http://tinypic.com/73ji9h.jpg http://tinypic.com/73jign.jpg me with my baby sister http://tinypic.com/73jj92.jpg http://tinypic.com/73jjfd.jpg http://tinypic.com/73jjiq.jpg http://tinypic.com/73jjop.jpg my brother with my baby sister http://tinypic.com/73jl9c.jpg

yeah so im talking on AIM and i get this...

stuffes0389 (1:11:52 PM): for shizzle Aagt2003 (1:11:55 PM): ? Aagt2003 (1:11:58 PM): who is this? stuffes0389 (1:12:13 PM): idk ur on my buddy list who r u Aagt2003 (1:12:22 PM): i asked u first stuffes0389 (1:12:40 PM): this would b the nigga from up town nown as gmoney Aagt2003 (1:12:48 PM): u IMd me so i would assume that u know who i am Aagt2003 (1:12:49 PM): ? Aagt2003 (1:12:58 PM): wtf is ur real name? stuffes0389 (1:13:17 PM): i dont the niggga from uptown nown as gmoney is also nown as greg Aagt2003 (1:13:28 PM): greg who? stuffes0389 (1:13:35 PM): steffes] Aagt2003 (1:13:41 PM): omg ur fucking retarded Aagt2003 (1:13:46 PM): its adrian dickwad stuffes0389 (1:13:49 PM): hahahahhaha Aagt2003 (1:14:15 PM): howd u get my sn? stuffes0389 (1:14:15 PM): waddddddddup nigga Aagt2003 (1:14:21 PM): ntm u? stuffes0389 (1:14:41 PM): i dont no it was just on my buddy list and i assumed it was the one and only Aagt2003 (1:15:08 PM): the one and only? stuffes0389 (1:15:38 PM): nown as the puetrto rican adrian Aagt2003 (1:15:44 PM): lol ok

today

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-13T09:07:15-05:00

lol so yeah today was a good day... um... went to the movies with cris and jessica, then we went walking around... i really need to get a new hat(since im gonna be working im gonna get money to pay for a hat) WHICH REMINDS ME! mr. dozier is like super freaking me out! first he wants me to go fishing with him and just last night, he asked my mom that he wants me to go work at his house and chop wood! HES FREAKING ME OUT DUDE! im not sure if he likes me or hates me... idk... like he asked me last night, "so y is it u think i dont like u?" and "so... do u think mr. timmons doesnt like u either?" of course i didnt answer him... i guess he likes me... im not sure. but w.e... i think its better for me to ease my way in ya know what im saying? lol jp... so me and devan decided to be friends, um... we kinda had a lil bit of an argument... i guess i need to stop assuming things before it happens. like last night i saw her with this guy(u can ask ethan) and i can admit that i got jealous cuz i didnt know who he was and she was talking to him and shit, so she got mad that i got jealous for that... and we talked it out and i made a promise to her that i wouldnt assume things... and we argued bout other stuff but i wont get into that... all i know is that i wanna talk to her face-to-face about our lil problem... so thats waddup here

wtf? another weird admirer

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-16T07:07:09-05:00

idk wtf this is but w.e.

mississippi07 (7:11:14 PM): who is this? Aagt2003 (7:11:20 PM): um... who is this? mississippi07 (7:11:32 PM): I asked you first Aagt2003 (7:11:49 PM): wtf? u IMd me so i would expect ud have some clarity who i am mississippi07 (7:12:14 PM): sorry jeeze you don't have to be so mean mississippi07 (7:12:21 PM): my names madison mississippi07 (7:12:32 PM): if you must know....now who are you Aagt2003 (7:13:10 PM): adrian Aagt2003 (7:13:21 PM): waz ur full name? mississippi07 (7:13:29 PM): GONZALAZ? mississippi07 (7:13:38 PM): or however you spell it Aagt2003 (7:13:39 PM): my name is adrian gonzalez Aagt2003 (7:13:43 PM): who r u? mississippi07 (7:14:03 PM): madison dato`ne Aagt2003 (7:14:09 PM): ? Aagt2003 (7:14:19 PM): how do u know my name? mississippi07 (7:14:25 PM): omg, ur the hott one from Fitch that wrestles aren't you Aagt2003 (7:14:31 PM): um... i guess mississippi07 (7:14:33 PM): my friends talk about you all the time Aagt2003 (7:14:37 PM): who r u? mississippi07 (7:14:40 PM): LOL mississippi07 (7:14:49 PM): i just told you Aagt2003 (7:14:57 PM): like where do u live? mississippi07 (7:15:10 PM): In ledgard Aagt2003 (7:15:13 PM): oh Aagt2003 (7:15:14 PM): ok mississippi07 (7:15:15 PM): or however you spell it Aagt2003 (7:15:21 PM): howd u get my sn? mississippi07 (7:15:43 PM): i dunno i just moved here so yeah ...I got it from a friend who is supposably friends with you mississippi07 (7:15:46 PM): I guess Aagt2003 (7:15:52 PM): waz ur friends name? mississippi07 (7:16:09 PM): Ashley Captone Aagt2003 (7:16:16 PM): i have no clue who that is Aagt2003 (7:16:20 PM): or do i? mississippi07 (7:16:59 PM): i dunno lol Aagt2003 (7:17:00 PM): hmmmm... does she know anybody else i know Aagt2003 (7:17:05 PM): what grade is she in? mississippi07 (7:17:09 PM): she said she knew you so yeah mississippi07 (7:17:17 PM): she's in the same grade as me 11 Aagt2003 (7:17:23 PM): going into 11th? Aagt2003 (7:18:01 PM): she goes to fitch? mississippi07 (7:19:15 PM): sorry gotta go mississippi07 (7:19:24 PM): bye Aagt2003 (7:19:27 PM): ok

12 Ways To Get A Girls Heart

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-16T09:07:17-05:00

u know... after meeting somebody new... u really start to think of how it could be... and what u would actually do for them... i guess its the best part of being in and out of love... u get to realize and appreciate the pple u wouldve never looked at a day in ur life before, and how great of a person they are and how good they make u feel... whether ur together or not... it still doesnt matter... they still give u the same feeling... well thats just a lil bit from me... not what comes with this lil thingy majigy. lol... well here it is...

1. Hugs from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you guys walk next to each other. 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. Dont force her to do ANYTHING! 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Say I love you.....and MEAN IT!..Don't just throw the word around like it's nothing. 10. Brush the hair out of her eyes 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12. Love her with all your heart Guys- Put this in your blog if you would do any of this Girls- Put this in your blog if you want this to happen/You have a bf who does this

LET US SEE WHO LOVES ME!

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-18T10:07:56-05:00

Reply to me the grade you think I deserve. Re-post this and see what people grade you. GRADES: F~ Your ugly, and you suck at life. Literally. D~ Your an ass. Go jump off a cliff. C- ~ Your just someone I dont want to talk to okay? C ~ Your okay looking I guess, but definetly not the best. C+ ~ Your, meh, the "average joe". Kind of boring yes? B- ~ Hey your kind of cool. Your kind of cute too. B ~ Your cute. And your a pretty interesting person. B+ ~ Pretty damn attractive, and cool too. A- ~ Your extremely attractive, and your awesome. Go you. A ~ REALLY hot, I want you here now. Lets get it on. A+ ~ THE HOTTEST PERSON IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD

lets see what happens

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-20T07:07:14-05:00

Don't EVER leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. Tonight, your true love will realize how much they love you between 1 and 4 in the morning. Tomorrow, the shock of your life will occur. If you break the chain, you will have bad luck.. *----------------///I love you///----------------* If you REALLY LIKE (or LOVE) SOMEONE right now AND MISS THEM and can't get them out of your head then re-post this within 1 mintute and whoever you are missing will surprise you tomorrow

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pimpinadrian — 2005-07-20T08:07:34-05:00

Have you ___________ this summer? .:x given your self a mani & pedi?: no .:x had a party?: nope :x spent the night with a friend?: cris, biggens .:x laughed until your stomach hurt?: not yet surprisingly .:x gone on a vacation?: not this summer .:x tanned?: sadly yes! .:x went to a camp?: i just got out of wrestling camp 4 hours ago .:x swam?: but of course .:x went to the movies?: quite a few times .:x gone shopping?: not really .:x are you even out of school?: yup.. school will be here way too soon .:x gotten freakishly bored?: yeah Would you rather? .:x go to Hawaii or go to the Bahamas? Bahamas... no volcanoes there! well at least i think not .:x go to the movies or go shopping? idk... shopping i guess .:x Spend the night with a friend or go to a party?: PARTY! .:x Host a party or have a friend spend the night? have a friend spend the night .:x Tan in a salon or lay out? lay out .:x Watch TV or get online? get online .:x Have your dream girl/guy or have the ultimate trip to a tropical island with all your friends in the best suite in the hotel: I THINK I HAVE ALREADY FOUND MY DREAM GIRL... so i would have to say ultimate trip to a tropical island with all my friends in the best suite in the hotel ---> YouBasics .: x height- 5'7.5" .: x hair color- dark brown .: x real hair color - lol... im a natural blonde .: x eye color- shit brown .: x birthday- Agust 24 .: x name of school- Fitch High School .: x grade- JUNIOR!!!! YES!!! .: x nicest teacher- Mr. Towne .: x meanest teacher- MR. C!!! grrrrr .: x best class- theatre arts .: x best subject- history .: x worst class- biology... ird get the concept... its gay .: x worst subject- fucking spanish cuz Mr. Ellis was a dick!? .: x what do you think about PE or athletics?: AWESOME! …Love-Taken .: x taken by who? im not quite sure what it is yet... maybe .: x for how long? a couple months .: x why do you like him/her? idk... shes different from other girls ive "dated" lol...(havent dated all of them)... she actually cares, unlike SOME pple coughcoughkimbercoughcough .: x is he/she older than you? HA! i beat her by 3 days! Favorites .: x ice cream flavor- STRAWBERRY... BITCHES! .: x smell- arroz con gondules! .: x sport- wrestling without a fucking doubt! .: x extreme sport- lol BASS FISHING jp... um... idk... dont really watch sports that much .: x channel- Comedy Central, fox, cartoon network .: x celebrity- Morgan Freeman BABY! .: x memory- ill NEVER forget when i won my first wrestling match, and then later on that day, my first metal .: x candy- reese's .: x show- Comedy Central Presents .: x animal- MONKEYS! .: x magazine- my wrestling magazines Which is Better With The Opposite Sex .: x Cute or Sexy: lately ive bin attracted to sexy... although i have more interest in cuteness... so i have to say cute .: x Long hair or Short hair: long sexy hair please! : x Lips or Eyes: lips .: x Hugs or Kisses: hugs .: x Short or Tall: short .: x Easygoing or serious: easygoing .: x Romantic or Spontaneous: spontaneous .: x Fatty or skinny: to a limit for both .: x Sensitive or Loud: sensitive .: x Hook-up or Relationship: well i do believe in hook-ups... id much rather prefer an actual relationship .: x Sweet or Caring: caring .: x Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: i like 'em troubling! Your Future .: x want Kids: deffinitely ..: x want to Get Married?: if im that in love ..: x careers in Mind: i have nooooo clue! This or that .: x roses or daisies- roses .: x cell phone or AIM- AIM .: x mall or movies- movies .: x tv or computer- computer .: x cat or dog- dogs .: x rock or rap- rock .: x water or milk- water(a wrestlers best friend) .: x shorts or pants- shorts .: x dinner and a movie or walk on the beach- a walk on the beach is deffly more romantic .: x blue or pink- blue .: x color or black and white- white .: x friends or family- friends .: x baseball or basketball- um... WRESTLING! lol... basebal por favor .: x coke or pepsi- PEPSI!!! .: x bright or dark- dark Have You Ever .: x Kissed a Stranger: not really... no .: x Drank Alcohol: HELL FUCKING YES! .: x Smoked: HELL FUCKING NOOOOOOOO! .: x Ran Away From Home: kinda .: x Broken Someone’s heart: idk... .: x LOVED SOMEONE: with all my heart and soul .: x Turned Someone Down: yeah... sadly to say .: x Cried When Someone Died: when my great grandpa died when i was like 5 or 6 .: x Ever eaten sushi: if i didnt id be gay! Do You Believe In .: x God: to an extent .: x Miracles: im not sure... if u consider the kinda relationship im in now, then yes .: x Love At First Sight: with my first love .: x Ghosts: thats BS... prolly just demons or some shit .: x Aliens: i have to agree with ethan on this one... as he said, "well the likeliness of humans being the only intelligent life forms in this universe is 1 in approximately 3,784,003,576,005,203 *Bronson Space Inc* so yes, even if they're just alien forms of cats" .: x Soul Mates: yes .: x. Heaven: yes .: x Hell: no .: x Kissing on The First Date: why does it have to be a date? About your friends and past friends .: x which friend have you known the longest? brian wright, we used to be tight, but now we dont even talk nemore .: x which friend have you known the least? 7th friends .: x who was your first best friend? thomas .: x is he/she still you friend? yeah .: x which friend do you miss the most? cris dude... hes in NY. lol .: x has one of your best friends ever moved away? both of them, but they moved back .: x who has the most classes with you? um... prolly brian... since 1st grade up until high school have we had classes together .: x pick one friend and tell one of your favorite memories– it was with brian in 8th grade... the science teacher left class and we started talking shit to eachother, and he started hitting me with the book we were reading... so i got a book too, and we started throwing the books at eachother... then he came and hit me in the face, so i got him in a head lock and held it tight meanwhile he was still hitting me in the face with the book. next thing u know, our teacher walks in the room and we just stop and look at him, and i have him locked up tight, and he just chucked the book out of his hands so the teacher couldnt see it. lol, we got sent down to the office and he got 3 days of IN SCHOOL SUSPENSION, while i got 2 DAYS OUT OF SCHOOL SUSPENSION. lol... good times, good times. Which one of your buds is most likely to... .: x be a teacher? Vaugh without a doubt... wants to do music .: x become a computer person? um... idk... everyone i know is too dumb with computers .: x live life on the wild side? Joanna, Miranda, Josh & Keith Santore, Biggens, lol Mario .: x travel all over the world? Miranda and her love James .: x fall in love before 20? besides the obvious couples(M&J, N&K, C&J) prolly sam .: x become a sports star? T.J. Hepburn! U MY BOY HEPPY! .: x not go to college? miranda for obvious reasons lol, and of course joanna! .: x get married twice? yup yup, gotta say joanna .: x have 4 kids? well, obviously not joanna! LMFAO! HA! i crack myself up! .: x become a telemarketer? SORRY ETHAN BRO .: x be your best friend throughout your whole life? Cris & Jessica .: x be at home doing nothing but eating and watching tv? my homie tom .: x be a serious business person? i can say ethan again .: x become someone with a job that helps people? Sam .: x end up on road rules or real world? everybody from Fitch AND Montville

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pimpinadrian — 2005-07-21T11:07:54-05:00

well, i havent really updated this in a while... and alot of u have bin wondering whats bin going on... waz wrong with me... well heres the time to find out... me and devan are fighting... she thinx that i think that shes a whore. which i could NEVER think! that would be ridiculous! i guess what happened was that she misinterpreted what i was saying... ill put up the convo some other time... but, i just cant explain my feelings towards her to her... if she knew how i felt then maybe shed understand... but she wont listen to me... DEVAN IS THE FIRST GIRL THAT I HAVE ACTUALLY LIKED FOR A LONG TIME SINCE KIMBER(sorry karen, i still love ya)... that is a big thing for me... every other girl helped me to open up to dating and stuff again, but devan is the one that i looked at and said, "shes the one i wanna try it with" i know she might not feel the same way about it, but i really wanna have a good "relationship" - IF u wanna call it that - with her... i could never think her of a whore... shes too great, shes like PeRfEcT! its unbelievable how amazing she is! like i stare at her and just think to myself... "HOW in the hell did i even start to like a girl like her... shes just so, so, sooooooo different." lol. idk... devan is deffly not a whore, i get mad when she tells me that her mom implies that shes a whore, so WHY would i call her a whore... im just afraid... afraid of what would happen if we ever had sex... im trying to stay far away from that topic as i can. now i would LOVE to f*** her lil brains out! but i dont want to, even tho i do. lol its confusing... like, my body is ready for it but my mind isnt. ive bin able to get all these girls out of my thoughts no problem, but i just cant get her out of my head, like i could barely wrestle today... i just didnt have the heart today, i was sick and wasnt feeling good, but i couldnt stop thinking of the previous night... i couldnt stop thinking about her. now i dont think about her ALL the time... i consume my thoughts with wrestling and ... uh... wrestling and my friends, wrestling, devan, food, sailing, wrestling, devan, & wrestling. lol... mostly wrestling and then devan. heres a poem... and its the first poem ive written since kimber... i know, M-aZiNg!

*i know its hard to forgive me
*i know its hard to trust me
*but baby ive seen worse
*and my heart has been blessed with this curse
*the guilt and the pain
*seems to keep me caught up in the rain
*uve opened a new door
*a feeling that cant ever come from a whore
*girl if i could take back all that was said
*i would go back to before u were mislead
*and change it all to something much better
*letting u know how hard ive tried and how i always said, "im gonna try to get her"
*all i want to do is sweep u off ur feet
*realize that i can be the one that nobody will ever beat
*the one that no guy can defeat
*for i wont ever be a cheat
*baby i know this is hard to believe
*but ur one that i just cant leave
*so just gimme one more chance
*one last chance
*even tho its hard to forgive
*cuz if u dont then i dont think that i can live

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pimpinadrian — 2005-07-24T12:07:35-05:00

god this wk has sucked but also bin really awesome too... a lot of, um... how u say... sparx btwn me and devan, although weve had our lil probs, i talked to cris and it seems that she is deffly worth it... she is worth my time... unlike that bitch kimber, i can read her. i know how she feels and shit... its kinda great "being" with a girl that i can actually understands and actually cares about wtf is going on in my life. i want her bad... im just gonna keep it on the dl for now... get through tour so her mom dont whip my ass... i wonder what would pple think of us together in school? that would be weird... but last night wasnt too good for me cuz i just couldnt stop thinking about the 2nd time kimber broke up with me and how at the montville show @ St. Bernard's was when she was hanging all over my friends and shit... i guess i just had bad kharma... devan im sorry i got sooo jealous but the guy was deffly all over u... i didnt like it at all, and when u talked to cris, he told u i really dont get jealous like that, not saying that i get jealous cuz i do and when i get jealous u will know... its natural for humans to do that. i guess i just want u to be my girl... i want to be ur man... yeah thats what i want to say to her... but idk if i can, i dont have the balls

want to make it work dudes

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-24T11:07:29-05:00

yeah well i pretty much spent the whole day at devan's house today... it was pretty cool, i was hanging out with them for a while and i finally got beat ass tired, so i went to chill, and devan got all mad cuz i wasnt hanging with her, and seriously, she told like a billion times tonight that i could never go over her house again... which i hope it was just something she said out of anger... she said that there's too much drama btwn us and i was like, yeah well, i promise u if we go out that i will try my best for it not to happen. i like her a lot and i will do what i can to make it official and for us to not have a bad relationship... and i KNOW that she wants to go out with me, shes just not sure if its the right thing to do... shes a lil confused. BUT WE CAN NEVER WORK OUR PROBS OUT IF SHE NEVER TRYS TO SIT DOWN AND TALK ABOUT IT! seriously, things would go better if we just sat down and talked... i wanna go over her house again when ive had some sleep and just chill with her all day... just like BF and GF do... and like last night... even after i was mad at what went on, she came up and kissed me on the cheek before she left, and then u know i pulled her back to me and kissed her again and all, but the fact that she could do something like that after what went on, i respect... shes too good to be true... i wanna do what i can with her... after she did that i realized that there could be something there, that she is deffly worth it... i just wish that i couldve told her that today... but she just signed on and IM'd me so ima fill more in later... peace!

Aagt2003 (11:58:10 PM): hey

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-25T01:07:38-05:00

UGLYgij3 (11:58:05 PM): hey Aagt2003 (11:58:10 PM): hey Aagt2003 (11:59:28 PM): u wanna read this? Aagt2003 (12:00:48 AM): i guess not Aagt2003 (12:06:39 AM): http://www.mindsay.com/comments/pimpinadrian/156 UGLYgij3 (12:06:52 AM): sry comp is messed up brb Aagt2003 (12:07:01 AM): ok Aagt2003 (12:07:05 AM): http://www.mindsay.com/comments/pimpinadrian/158 Aagt2003 (12:07:24 AM): http://www.mindsay.com/comments/pimpinadrian/162 Aagt2003 (12:07:47 AM): http://www.mindsay.com/comments/pimpinadrian/166 Aagt2003 (12:08:12 AM): http://www.mindsay.com/comments/pimpinadrian/167 Aagt2003 (12:22:28 AM): still there? UGLYgij3 (12:25:48 AM): yea still reading Aagt2003 (12:25:53 AM): ok Aagt2003 (12:48:09 AM): hey UGLYgij3 (12:49:45 AM): hey Aagt2003 (12:52:54 AM): u read it all? UGLYgij3 (12:53:57 AM): yea Aagt2003 (12:54:43 AM): and? do u believe what ive said? Aagt2003 (12:57:05 AM): well do u? UGLYgij3 (12:57:09 AM): idn like some of the tuff i dont c.. but if u c it then its all good Aagt2003 (12:57:25 AM): c what? UGLYgij3 (12:58:02 AM): but like idn if i want to go out with u cause of my mom an dad and like eggy....like this kid is inlove with me and im not willing to hurt him Aagt2003 (12:58:17 AM): c thats what i expected UGLYgij3 (12:59:33 AM): im sry Aagt2003 (12:59:38 AM): w.e. Aagt2003 (12:59:57 AM): i guess... idk Aagt2003 (1:00:56 AM): this is y i never asked u out before... and i just didnt want to get anyone in trouble... and it was a hard decision, but its whats best... and then u say that udc, and im like, well i dont want anything bad happening UGLYgij3 (1:02:37 AM): im out bed time Aagt2003 (1:02:42 AM): w.e. UGLYgij3 (1:03:17 AM): but like... im no what u mean.. and there r other reasons... but like i dont want to think about them and get alot of drama Aagt2003 (1:03:36 AM): devan i promise u... there wont be drama Aagt2003 (1:03:55 AM): well id try my best but forget it Aagt2003 (1:04:09 AM): its not worth us going insane UGLYgij3 (1:04:51 AM): there already is.. so im just saying b4 it gets out fo hand lets just leave it has freinds Aagt2003 (1:05:27 AM): i told u that i wouldnt let it happen UGLYgij3 (1:05:40 AM): but yea like i said when u were here.. im tired.. and its past my bed time Aagt2003 (1:05:42 AM): idk, i just havent screwed my head on right... its kinda hard to adjust like that Aagt2003 (1:05:46 AM): good night UGLYgij3 (1:05:59 AM): NIGHT!!

this will explain how i feel about devan...

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-25T11:07:06-05:00

music video code by urbnmix.net
brian mcknight - back at one

Aagt2003 (11:32:29 AM):

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-25T12:07:07-05:00

well... here is yet again, something else about devan... a chat with sam...

Aagt2003 (11:32:29 AM): BareFTinParadise (11:32:40 AM): whats wrong???? Aagt2003 (11:32:47 AM): take 1 guess BareFTinParadise (11:32:52 AM): did you ask her? Aagt2003 (11:32:56 AM): kinda BareFTinParadise (11:32:57 AM): like- again Aagt2003 (11:34:23 AM): i asked her... "if i were to ask u out right now, what would u say?" and she said, "idk... too much drama." but i told her, "i promise u it will stop... im telling u i would give it my best shot" BareFTinParadise (11:34:44 AM): and she still said idk?? Aagt2003 (11:35:28 AM): yeah Aagt2003 (11:36:28 AM): its cuz of her parents, and this 12 yr old kid eggy who is like in love with her, and she said cuz of the drama BareFTinParadise (11:36:43 AM): eggy likes her??? Aagt2003 (11:36:47 AM): yeah Aagt2003 (11:36:49 AM): a lot BareFTinParadise (11:36:53 AM): oh man Aagt2003 (11:36:57 AM): she said she doesnt wanna hurt him BareFTinParadise (11:37:06 AM): so instead shes hurting you. Aagt2003 (11:37:07 AM): but meanwhile, im the one getting hurt as always Aagt2003 (11:37:10 AM): yeah BareFTinParadise (11:37:13 AM): omg. Aagt2003 (11:37:18 AM): last night i wanted to cry soooo much BareFTinParadise (11:37:18 AM): i think i was wrong... Aagt2003 (11:37:22 AM): wrong? BareFTinParadise (11:37:37 AM): screw her. if shes not going to give a shit about your feelings... BareFTinParadise (11:37:44 AM): i know its harsh... BareFTinParadise (11:37:47 AM): trust me... i know... Aagt2003 (11:37:56 AM): no, its just cuz ystrdy was a bad day for me Aagt2003 (11:38:03 AM): i really wasnt in the mood to be all wild BareFTinParadise (11:38:04 AM): but she keeps doing this shit. Aagt2003 (11:38:11 AM): last time it was me Aagt2003 (11:38:14 AM): this time its her Aagt2003 (11:38:22 AM): and that didnt stop us before BareFTinParadise (11:38:28 AM): yeah- i know.. Aagt2003 (11:38:48 AM): so im just gonna keep my promise and prove to her that i can be a good BF... by first off, stopping all the drama thats bin happening BareFTinParadise (11:38:56 AM): yeah... Aagt2003 (11:39:00 AM): even tho we wont be dating ...blah blah blah blah blah...heres the rest of it all... Aagt2003 (11:42:21 AM): i was just sooo stressed out with that, and what went on with devan, and... idk BareFTinParadise (11:42:26 AM): yeah... BareFTinParadise (11:42:28 AM): i know now Aagt2003 (11:42:33 AM): u know... BareFTinParadise (11:42:37 AM): sorry Aagt2003 (11:42:49 AM): before devan left, she came up behind me and kissed me on the cheek BareFTinParadise (11:42:56 AM): i read Aagt2003 (11:43:10 AM): almost immediately, i grabbed her head towards me and kissed her on the lips BareFTinParadise (11:43:17 AM): thats so sweet... Aagt2003 (11:43:24 AM): then we started to make out, but it was different than an attraction make out BareFTinParadise (11:43:31 AM): im so jealous Aagt2003 (11:43:41 AM): it was more like a feeling... that i knew she could be something to me BareFTinParadise (11:44:01 AM): yeah Aagt2003 (11:44:30 AM): im gonna change for her BareFTinParadise (11:44:46 AM): thats a good thing Aagt2003 (11:44:57 AM): first by changing my blog a lil bit BareFTinParadise (11:45:19 AM): you know its something special when you WANT to change for them. thats the only reason that i think i should keep trying with zach... hes the first guy i WANTED to change for. Aagt2003 (11:45:54 AM): yeah Aagt2003 (11:48:32 AM): i wanna talk to her soooo bad BareFTinParadise (11:51:10 AM): i understand Aagt2003 (11:52:14 AM): i mean last night, even after all that happened, she sat next to me while we watched CONSTANTINE and we held hands and she lay her head on my shoulder BareFTinParadise (11:52:33 AM): aww BareFTinParadise (11:52:44 AM): im sorry that its not working right right now Aagt2003 (11:52:49 AM): i know it will Aagt2003 (11:53:00 AM): i will get her to like practically fall in love with me Aagt2003 (11:53:06 AM): im not gonna quit BareFTinParadise (11:53:09 AM): good Aagt2003 (11:53:09 AM): i hate quiting

THANK U ETHAN!

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-26T11:07:09-05:00

idk what else to say... except for THANK U ETHAN! ... thank u soooooo much. i didnt even ask for u to talk to her and u did what friends do... helped me out... thank u soooooooo much bro. i wont forget this, ever... even if we never do go out, i will thank u for trying to help me... i seriously almost cried i was so happy... im just soooo relieved... this is what ethan did for me...

Fusiongto: what' s new UGLYgij3: um idn.. me and adrian arent good.. and he wants a second chance but i got to think about it.. cause im not trying to have any drama with any 1 Fusiongto: he's not gonna really creat drama Fusiongto: he likes you way too much UGLYgij3: oh he is creating it now Fusiongto: he was talking to me the other day, and well, he's trying to change for you, he really likes you Fusiongto: and he feel slike everytime he does something to mitigate the drama more comes of it Fusiongto: he's trying Fusiongto: i know he is Fusiongto: he really likes you, alot UGLYgij3: i no.. but like idn Fusiongto: it's just hard for him and the rest of us, because we can see how much he cares for you Fusiongto: he has a look in his eyes when he's talking to you, or about you, or when he's just with you Fusiongto: but then again, that's just my opinion Fusiongto: l8r Fusiongto: good night devan

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pimpinadrian — 2005-07-27T08:07:42-05:00

well, its official for now that is... and its not what everybody was hoping... its not what i was hoping... were friends... im hurt i can admit, but shes right, its better than her lying to me. who wouldve ever guessed id get like this... all emotional and shit... i mean, its just devan, an amazing girl who i seem to have grown feelings for... but shes still not her - shes not kimber... god i loved that girl... but she was a bitch and was horrible. devan is soooo right, and i know that if i just wait patiently my time will come with her... i mean, its sounds weird but i just know that she is doing what she thinks is best for me... she said she didnt want to get me into trouble, but u know what, idc... i thought kimber was worth straining myself, but that was cuz i was blinded by love... but with devan, im not in love with her(or so i think) and i can see that she is deffly worth my time. she is the girl i would wait a year to have a relationship with... i respect that girl so much, i respect the fact that she didnt lie to me like kimber... she just wants to wait, she wants to be friends, and i can respect that. i havent bin acting like me towards her... ive bin an idiot. i was acting like a child, i wasnt upholding my half of our relationship, and now its time for me to pay for it. and i will take my punishment cuz i will be rewarded in the end. when i was at her house sunday, i prayed for the first time in 4 months... i prayed for her, that i would one day be able to call her my girl. lol... even tho i can still technically say it, shes still my girl, just my friend. my friend... wow i feel so cold saying that. but it wont change a thing... when i go to say hi to her, im still gonna hug her and kiss her forehead. im still gonna give her a kiss on the cheek when i say goodnight to her. im still gonna kiss her hands to let her know that i care. im still gonna hold her hands, and caress them as if they were a holy item. and im still gonna look in her beautiful eyes and tell her the truth about everything i say. and when it comes to be, i will get on my knee and ask her... but that will have to wait. we can still be friends and all, but thats not gonna change my feelings... i guess i now know what its like to fuck up with a girl i had a chance with... i promise myself i wont ever fuck up with devan again... even in our current situation, im gonna show her what i promised. ME, not some crazy puertorican asswhole with good looks. im gonna act like i am supposed to... i promise her every aspect of me... this is the first time ive ever done this so brace urself here. lol im putting up, SONG LYRICS!

All 4 One I Can Love You Like That All 4 One

They read you Cinderella You hoped it would come true That one day your prince charming Would come rescue you You like romantic movies And you never will forget The way it felt when Romeo kissed Juliet And all this time that you've been waiting You don't have to wait no more I can love you like that I would make you my world Move heaven and earth if you were my girl I would give you my heart Be all that you need Show you you're everything That's precious to me If you give me a chance I can love you like that I'd love you like that I could love you like that I never make a promise that I don't intend to keep So when I say forever, Forever's what I mean Well, I'm no Casanova but I swear this much is true I'll be holding nothing back When it comes to you You dream of love that's everlasting Well, baby open up your eyes I can love you like that I would make you my world Move heaven and earth if you were my girl I would give you my heart Be all that you need Show you you're everything That's precious to me If you give me a chance I can love you like that I'd love you like that

If you want tenderness, I've got tenderness And I see through to the heart of you If you want a man, who will understand You don't have to look very far

I can love you, Girl I can love you, love you, OH... I can love you like that I would make you my world Move heaven and earth if you were my girl I would give you my heart Be all that you need Show you you're everything That's precious to me I can love you like that(I can I can love you) make you my world(always kiss and hug you) Move heaven and earth if you were my girl(baby if you were mine, my one and only girl) I would give you my heart(my heart my heart my world) Show you you're everything(oh you're everything to me) I can love you like that(I can I can love you) I would make you my world(if you let me love you) Move heaven and earth if you were my girl(my one girl) I would give you my heart(oh... my world) Show you you're everything...

she should know

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-27T06:07:32-05:00

Aagt2003 (5:40:17 PM): quepasa? UGLYgij3 (5:40:37 PM): hey Aagt2003 (5:41:05 PM): waz new since last time we talked? lol nothing prolly UGLYgij3 (5:41:16 PM): nope nadda Aagt2003 (5:41:21 PM): lol UGLYgij3 (5:42:50 PM): u? Aagt2003 (5:43:13 PM): chillin Aagt2003 (5:43:18 PM): lol i might sit with joanna for tour UGLYgij3 (5:43:26 PM): u cant Aagt2003 (5:44:57 PM): y not?] UGLYgij3 (5:45:16 PM): cause u have to sit with the same sex Aagt2003 (5:45:36 PM): well thats cuz shes gay and they dont want ne interaction with pple UGLYgij3 (5:45:48 PM): lol wow UGLYgij3 (5:45:53 PM): lol thats funny Aagt2003 (5:46:00 PM): lol Aagt2003 (5:46:02 PM): true Aagt2003 (5:46:37 PM): and i decided to take a seat in the back too UGLYgij3 (5:47:20 PM): o okay.. Aagt2003 (5:47:35 PM): yeah... today has bin sooo tiring Aagt2003 (5:50:17 PM): ive bin soooo exausted lately and idk Aagt2003 (5:50:20 PM): y Aagt2003 (5:50:25 PM): *idk y? Aagt2003 (5:53:02 PM): werent u supposeed to go out? UGLYgij3 (5:53:10 PM): yea i am Aagt2003 (5:53:18 PM): then y u still home? Aagt2003 (5:53:29 PM): so confusing. lol... get out! i would be gone! UGLYgij3 (5:53:46 PM): um okay Aagt2003 (5:54:12 PM): omg... she called me Aagt2003 (5:54:28 PM): like right now UGLYgij3 (5:54:56 PM): okay what do u want me to do about it....u say i cant talk about her.. and so i dont.. but then u always bring her up knowing i CANT stand her Aagt2003 (5:55:05 PM): my bad Aagt2003 (5:55:10 PM): i just... my bad Aagt2003 (5:55:17 PM): she pisses me off thats all Aagt2003 (5:55:23 PM): and really, ur the only one that i can talk to her about UGLYgij3 (5:55:37 PM): then tell her not to call uy....... is it so hard.. so just yell at her Aagt2003 (5:55:47 PM): its kinda hard to do that Aagt2003 (5:55:52 PM): listen just forget her UGLYgij3 (5:56:00 PM): w.e Aagt2003 (5:56:47 PM): im sorry if i got u pissed... its just that, u know... she thinx i still care or something, when right now its impossible for that UGLYgij3 (5:57:17 PM): then let her no..., w.e im not going to get involved with her.. u do what u do and ill do what i do Aagt2003 (5:59:43 PM): i never asked u to get involved with her... i cant just kick somebody out of my life like that, i cant just kick someone who i loved so much out... i cant even kick u out of my life! i cant do it! and right now i care for u more! but were friends and nothing more! i know u were honest and u told me what was best... its gonna be hard adjusting and all... but i respect u in every aspect, so when she asks me y... im gonna tell her because of u UGLYgij3 (5:59:43 PM): __/\_¸.·¤**¤·.¸,.·¤**¤·. \ / Guys are like **STARS**.·¤**¤· /.·*·.\¸.·¤**¤·.Even if there's a million,.·¤**¤·. ,.·¤**¤·. Only one will makes your **DREAMS**come true.·¤**¤· I NEED 1 to make MY dreams COME TRUE call it RMS!! smooches.. hey babe when u get a chance call me 4480574 or my number...love ya babe

seriously, fuck this!

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-27T11:07:37-05:00

Aagt2003 (11:18:42 PM): hi UGLYgij3 (11:18:55 PM): ey Aagt2003 (11:19:06 PM): hows ur night bin? Aagt2003 (11:20:31 PM): good i hope Aagt2003 (11:21:28 PM): maybe, maybe not? Aagt2003 (11:33:14 PM): still there? UGLYgij3 (11:36:20 PM): hey UGLYgij3 (11:36:26 PM): itss rachel Aagt2003 (11:37:08 PM): HEY!!! Aagt2003 (11:37:09 PM): lol Aagt2003 (11:37:17 PM): nice to um... t2u UGLYgij3 (11:37:21 PM): yeah im over here at devs Aagt2003 (11:37:27 PM): cool beans UGLYgij3 (11:38:13 PM): yeah Aagt2003 (11:38:31 PM): so ask her... am i still not allowed over her house? UGLYgij3 (11:38:40 PM): um hold on Aagt2003 (11:38:45 PM): ok UGLYgij3 (11:39:07 PM): NO!! Aagt2003 (11:39:12 PM): omg Aagt2003 (11:39:14 PM): r u serious! UGLYgij3 (11:39:28 PM): yeah she was very serious Aagt2003 (11:39:37 PM): u know what fuck it Aagt2003 (11:39:39 PM): im sick of it Aagt2003 (11:39:45 PM): just cuz i was tired one day Aagt2003 (11:39:50 PM): just like today Aagt2003 (11:39:59 PM): barely stayed up shopping with the girls UGLYgij3 (11:39:59 PM): dont yell at me Aagt2003 (11:40:05 PM): im not yelling at anyone UGLYgij3 (11:40:08 PM): ok Aagt2003 (11:40:09 PM): im just pissed Aagt2003 (11:40:12 PM): fuck this Aagt2003 (11:40:18 PM): im sorry i ever tried to do nething Aagt2003 (11:40:27 PM): im sorry im not perfect Aagt2003 (11:40:32 PM): my bad

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pimpinadrian — 2005-07-28T11:07:40-05:00

wow... last night i had this weird dream... like idk... i dreamt, well last night i was drunk. sorry guys... but neway... i dreamt that i had bin talking to devan online and that i was a complete and total ass... all i know is that it scared the shit out of me, i woke up sweating today... i was sooooo scared of losing her... i was afraid that if that really happened, wtf would i do? all i know is when im drunk that im not myself... i treat women with respect... i know that i fucked up time and time again... and that i am IN LIKE with her... she is a very important person to me and i know that i want to be her friend over anything right now... it is obvious now... after that NiGhTmArE i realized that i never wanna hurt her again... i wanna be friends and let her see who i am when i date other girls. i wanna hang out with her and act like we never were together... thats what i want... its kinda funny how 1 lil dream can alter how u feel about things... devan if u EVER read this... know that i had a vision and a realization... we are friends now... but im still gonna hug u when i say goodbye, still kiss ur forehead, and let u know how much i care when i date other girls... u r an amazing girl... and only god knows how much i care... u r the very important thing that makes me realize who i am now... i told u before that i needed to find out who i am... i needed to find out what i want. and i know who i am, and i know what i want... i just cant have u yet... not for now, maybe not for a year, or maybe never... just when i decide that i think its time... just gimme my chance... its the biggest thing ive ever asked of a person that i care about... and u r a better person than kimber... cuz u actually care and think before u act... thank u devan... u helped me out of my ditch... u mean the world to me for this.

love... what is it? what does it mean? how do u feel it? whats its reason?

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-28T03:07:56-05:00

LATROYA B - Everybody says they're going to change their ways, but they only wind up letting their ways change them. When saying that you're going to show more love, believe me, it's a hard to thing to do. Everybody has some kind of problem with expressing theirself and their TRUE emotions. No matter how truthful you try to be, lies always get the best of you. It's like I always say: It's hard to love life and even harder to live a life of love. We always end up hating love and loving hate. A shame, huh. ANGELA E - Love is a game, that 75% of us lose at. AMELIA V - Love is as I belive,The thing that makes the world go 'round. There is no life Without love and it doesn't even have to be human love! You can love your dog or cat! or turtles! I'm in love but sometimes love doesn't come back...like the boomarang that never works...Thats like my love life right now, and when the bommarang does come back.The person who threw it is gone. So Love what you got now and cherish it before its gone. Peace out world. I'm out. KEN R - love can be your worse enemy at times, cuz it can break hearts, but at the same time can be the best thing you have. KATY L - This is exactly what i am trying to do... Love is so hard to show after being hurt so many times!! YOURS TRULY, ADRIAN GONZALEZ - love is something that not many people understand... its something that nobody else can tell you how you feel. its what you know, if youre unsure about it, than its not love... i know love cuz i have felt it myself... just because you got hurt once doesnt mean anything... dont make the same mistake i did, love the next person because you might never have that chance again

lol... i couldnt help it, i had to laugh. haha... drum corp honor

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-29T12:07:43-05:00

WakingMySlumber: stop man you wil be fine WakingMySlumber: it wil all work out WakingMySlumber: promise WakingMySlumber: on my drum corp honor WakingMySlumber: just get over her

ITS MY FAULT!

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-29T02:07:08-05:00

well, here it is... my confessions. lol... a lot of pple will find this hard to believe. they find it impossible... how could adrian do this? idk, but it happened... i pulled a kimber. i treated a girl like shit for the first time ever in my life. i had a chance and i blew it. its NOT devans fault guys! its MINE! i fucked up what i had! and u know, she is doing what is best. we HAVE to be friends. she is doing exactly what i would do in this situation... its MY fault for being an ass! if u guys think shes a bitch, then u got it wrong. IM the dog here... the one who wasnt acting like me, like cassie said, "adrian if u just acted like urself, she wouldve stayed with u and u know that. if u werent so busy trying to be somebody else than maybe u guys would be a couple." i wasnt me guys, and im sure some of u pple know that... so i would like u all to lay off of her, cuz she did nothing wrong. she was RIGHT. so forgive me, u guys know i can be better... and all i need right now is my friends to show me the way again... the REAL adrian. cuz right now idk who i am... i need u guys in my life... from now on, im gonna listen to u miranda about girls. cassie, im gonna listen to ur say about my decisions. cris ima go to u first before i tell anyone what i think about doing something. and devan, ima show u who i really am, and who i can be... its the least i can do for u, since u helped me in a way that ive never bin helped before... ive never bin told by a girl i treated them wrong... thank u babe. it means a lot to me, u mean a lot to me, and im happier now that i realize what im gonna do now.

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pimpinadrian — 2005-07-30T10:07:35-05:00

yeah so... we leave for tour tomarrow morning at around 7... so that is cool beans! um... yeah, i got a new lighter that i like a lot! it says "Your Little Princess Is My Little Whore" um... oooh Mr. Dozier? lol... sorry i HAD to get it! yeah, well i g2g pack some too. so yeah... kinda got into a fight with sam... shes obviously stressed out, so i had to talk to her and console her. cuz im such a good guy. lol... LOVE YA SAM! oh man, i am in a group with, DEVAN, ERICA, MY LIL BRO, KAREN, SID, AND THE DOZIER MOM! oh boy! thats SUPER FUN! lol... not really cuz i g2 deal with the mom, and i dont want to! shes got me by the balls! and i dont like it! oh well, lifes a bitch, so fuck its children! haha... ok im done! PEACE OUT! later guys i love u all!

lol, hope she feels better

pimpinadrian — 2005-07-30T11:07:58-05:00

Aagt2003 (10:04:44 PM): yes UGLYgij3 (10:04:45 PM): I am away from my computer right now. Aagt2003 (10:04:59 PM): u asked me earlier if u were pretty... and the answer is yes Aagt2003 (10:05:30 PM): u r one very beautiful girl, and U should KNOW that! Aagt2003 (10:05:37 PM): oh and uh... Aagt2003 (10:06:11 PM): *sniffles* i want my hat... PLEASE bring me my hat tomarrow i dont want to cry, plus i would hug u and love u and be ur BESTEST friend! EVER! Aagt2003 (10:16:25 PM): but all in all, the meaning of me sending this to u is so that u know that i do think ur pretty, and even bettter very beautiful... so peace out beautiful, ill tty 2marro morning. lyl UGLYgij3 (10:18:14 PM): hey babe Aagt2003 (10:18:18 PM): hey Aagt2003 (10:19:12 PM): waz new mami? Aagt2003 (10:31:23 PM): hey, Aagt2003 (10:31:28 PM): u like, signed off dude Aagt2003 (10:31:46 PM): and i was all like Aagt2003 (10:31:49 PM): WOAH DUDE! Aagt2003 (10:31:57 PM): SHE LIKE, TOTALLY SIGNED OFF! Aagt2003 (10:33:55 PM): u there? UGLYgij3 (10:34:08 PM): yea' Aagt2003 (10:34:32 PM): ok Aagt2003 (10:34:33 PM): jc Aagt2003 (10:34:38 PM): lol, i got a lighter today Aagt2003 (10:34:40 PM): its funny Aagt2003 (10:34:58 PM): it says, "Your Little Princess Is My Little Whore" UGLYgij3 (10:35:18 PM): oh Aagt2003 (10:35:29 PM): i HAD to get it!... it was sooo funny Aagt2003 (10:35:45 PM): so waz new? UGLYgij3 (10:36:26 PM): i feel like shit...!! and i want ot cry Aagt2003 (10:36:30 PM): IM SORRY! Aagt2003 (10:36:36 PM): u know y u feel like shit! UGLYgij3 (10:36:45 PM): no Aagt2003 (10:36:54 PM): cuz u didnt call me! Aagt2003 (10:36:58 PM): >:O Aagt2003 (10:37:01 PM): lol j Aagt2003 (10:37:04 PM): *jp UGLYgij3 (10:37:28 PM): no i realy feel like shit Aagt2003 (10:37:33 PM): im sorry Aagt2003 (10:37:53 PM): i will blow u a kiss for to ur tummy and forehead Aagt2003 (10:38:00 PM): for ur tummy Aagt2003 (10:38:07 PM): for ur forehead Aagt2003 (10:38:57 PM): feel better now? UGLYgij3 (10:39:47 PM): no.. im out im gonna go take a BATH and then its my bed time.. lul peace... Aagt2003 (10:39:51 PM): bye Aagt2003 (10:39:55 PM): BRING MY HAT TOMARROW Aagt2003 (10:40:04 PM): night beautiful

AND... IM BACK!

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-08T01:08:47-05:00

wow, this week has been stressful allright. man did i break down a lot the last couple days. nikki yelled at me and i just couldnt take anymore pple yelling at me! i got off the bus, and i almost broke into tears, and ounce nikki came over, we talked and i admit that i did cry... then i broke down last night (oh boy, last night was not a good night at all) cuz of shit with devan and then my performance during the show and on top of that, Mrs. Paquette and Mrs. Davis were flipping shit on me cuz i wasnt being helpful. like, i get off the bus and these dudes from Spirit of Newark walked right up to us and looked at me, curtis, josh, and mario, and were like, "is this the kid? that him right there?" and im like, "me? wtf i do? did i do something wrong?" and theyre like, "tell him man, tell him" to this kid with glasses and the kid goes, "he called me a busta when i walked by him in the stadium." im like, "busta? woah i dont even talk like that. yo son, im like a prep dude. i dont talk like that, these guys do." so we ended up solving that prob, but when we went to go help, Mr. Davis told me to gather all the cones and put them on the truck and so i picked them all up and squared them off and mario put them on the truck, then Mrs. Paquette and Mrs. Davis started to get into my face and all. WHATEVER! dont want to get into it, but basically they were trying to tell me that they know how i am, and im like, "u dont know me! my family dont know me!" boy i was sooo pissed and soooo stressed i cried again! omg, i just couldnt take another night with these pple! oh it feels good to be home... but i think in a couple days or more, i will get sick and tired of it all again. oh man, i wanna cry just thinking about it... its time to relax now... i could really use it now.

im sorry... i cant resist

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-09T10:08:47-05:00

one thing to say to all and one...

WAZ GOOD WITH THOSE COOKIES YO, WAZ GOOD WITH THOSE COOKIES!

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pimpinadrian — 2005-08-10T09:08:26-05:00

so... here i am again... and what do i have to talk about now? oh quite a bit... but im gonna leave it personal... not really anybody's business to be involved... well, i fell asleep last night waiting to get into the shower... cris and my bros tried waking me up... didnt really work. i was soooo physically drained, and emotionally... nothing could wake me up... hell, im still tired. w.e. peace

yeah i know... ethans gonna kill me for this! but here it is yall!

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-10T10:08:33-05:00

Aagt2003 (10:03:48 AM): hey my man my man! Fusiongto (10:03:56 AM): hey Aagt2003 (10:04:11 AM): im so proud of u dude Aagt2003 (10:04:54 AM): u shouldve seen jessi man, she was all like, "god i wanna hit miranda in her face" Aagt2003 (10:04:58 AM): i was like y? Fusiongto (10:05:08 AM): y? Aagt2003 (10:05:19 AM): and she was all like, "cuz everytime i try to talk to him, shes around. i cant even get the chance to talk to him" Fusiongto (10:05:35 AM): well, we deff had our chance yesterday Aagt2003 (10:05:44 AM): chance? Fusiongto (10:06:20 AM): well chance meaning we DID talk and so on and so forth Aagt2003 (10:06:52 AM): did u peck the cheek? Fusiongto (10:09:09 AM): what happened was i asked her why she wouldn't talk to me, and when she said there was no reason i asked so it's not because you like me, because i like you, and after a while i asked, "so do you like me" and when said yes i put my arm around her and she leaned on my shoulder, which i later asked "i have a question for you: would you like to go out with me" she gave me this smile and quietly said in my ear "yes" and she went back to leaning on my shoulder and i just leaned over and kissed her forehead Aagt2003 (10:09:36 AM): okhysdf aopg Aagt2003 (10:09:41 AM): YES!!!!!!!!!!!!11 Aagt2003 (10:09:47 AM): WOOT WOOT WOOT WOOTY WOOT! Aagt2003 (10:09:54 AM): ngfasgfdfn vlnasln vjkopw ajkoasft asrh \ Aagt2003 (10:10:00 AM): sorry bro Fusiongto (10:10:02 AM): lol Fusiongto (10:10:04 AM): it's ok Aagt2003 (10:10:06 AM): damn Fusiongto (10:10:09 AM): i was feeling the same way Aagt2003 (10:10:10 AM): that shit is exciting Aagt2003 (10:10:20 AM): im SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happpppppy now! Aagt2003 (10:10:25 AM): oh yeah! Aagt2003 (10:10:30 AM): hey ethan... Fusiongto (10:10:34 AM): yeah Aagt2003 (10:10:49 AM): WAZ GOOD WITH THOSE COOKIES YO, WAZ GOOD WITH THOSE COOKIES! Fusiongto (10:10:55 AM): lol Aagt2003 (10:11:03 AM): *sighs* Aagt2003 (10:11:13 AM): this is amazing Aagt2003 (10:13:17 AM): u know what this calls for?!?!?!?! Fusiongto (10:13:24 AM): what Aagt2003 (10:13:25 AM): *raises arm in air* Fusiongto (10:13:38 AM): *prep* Aagt2003 (10:13:38 AM): *slowly proceeds down to genitals* Fusiongto (10:13:42 AM): *follow through* Fusiongto (10:13:45 AM): GRAB!!!! Aagt2003 (10:13:50 AM): *intialization* Aagt2003 (10:14:04 AM): aw... that felt good Fusiongto (10:14:09 AM): yeah Aagt2003 (10:14:14 AM): lol ... blah blah blah ... Aagt2003 (10:15:27 AM): dude i just cant get over it Fusiongto (10:15:50 AM): i can't believe i didn't stutter Fusiongto (10:15:52 AM): when i asked Aagt2003 (10:15:57 AM): oh thats great! Fusiongto (10:16:02 AM): lol Fusiongto (10:16:04 AM): i was like Fusiongto (10:16:11 AM): i better not fuck up my words here Aagt2003 (10:16:14 AM): u got balls bro! Aagt2003 (10:16:16 AM): lol

sweet, sweet misery

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-10T06:08:00-05:00

im trying to hold myself together... trying not to cry. its hard tho... its a tough situation... like, idk what to do. i feel so shaken... i cant keep stable u know? this is alot to deal with... i was lied to, on several occasions. ive already forgiven but sometimes it aint easy... u know, this is the 2nd day, rEaLiTy. thats what its called... when the truth sets in. i am so confused... what if things start to work in my favor, can i trust again? things are so out of control right now... everybody seems happy or seems to be getting happy but me... in the end, i always get fucked over. its just the way it is and i have learned to finally accept it. doesnt matter who its with, it will happen either way... and for some reason, i cant do anything about it. i cant stop it... but hey, thats the story of my life.

wow... she thinx that this is gona be ok in just 1 day. i am forgiving... im just a lil bitter thats all... this is a lot to take in. this will take a lil time.

Aagt2003 (5:46:21 PM): hey UGLYgij3 (5:46:42 PM): hey Aagt2003 (5:47:01 PM): sorry i hung up... it was getting kinda loud and i couldnt hear u UGLYgij3 (5:47:16 PM): its kool Aagt2003 (5:47:19 PM): ok Aagt2003 (5:47:23 PM): so waz good UGLYgij3 (5:48:32 PM): nothing ... my friend just sent me a pic and its wicked awsome Aagt2003 (5:48:40 PM): cool beans Aagt2003 (5:49:43 PM): cris told me u sent me a message last night Aagt2003 (5:49:50 PM): i wouldnt know cuz i was dead ass asleep UGLYgij3 (5:50:17 PM): i dont remember.. i think i didi Aagt2003 (5:50:22 PM): oh w.e. Aagt2003 (5:50:33 PM): i was like... ugh Aagt2003 (5:50:39 PM): i got home... and i chilled Aagt2003 (5:50:42 PM): and like... Aagt2003 (5:50:46 PM): i could barely move my body UGLYgij3 (5:51:43 PM): read it tho.. like i text u but i dont remember what its about... im to lazy to go get my fone Aagt2003 (5:51:51 PM): u txtd me? Aagt2003 (5:51:56 PM): wait a sec Aagt2003 (5:52:46 PM): i dont have nething like that... except for the day we got back from tour... thats the last txt i have Aagt2003 (5:54:06 PM): i fell asleep on the couch cuz i was last in line for shower, and my bros tried kicking me and everything... but i just couldnt get up... lol it was pretty funny hearing about it this morning from cris Aagt2003 (5:56:01 PM): hello Aagt2003 (5:57:14 PM): still there? UGLYgij3 (5:59:56 PM): sry Aagt2003 (6:00:07 PM): did u get ur fone? Aagt2003 (6:00:16 PM): cuz i didnt get a txt... last txt i got was from curtis UGLYgij3 (6:00:42 PM): oh maybe i didnt send it Aagt2003 (6:00:47 PM): well send it UGLYgij3 (6:01:02 PM): no Aagt2003 (6:01:05 PM): y not? UGLYgij3 (6:02:11 PM): cause i think i no what it says Aagt2003 (6:02:19 PM): fine dont send it w.e. Aagt2003 (6:02:21 PM): later UGLYgij3 (6:08:40 PM): y r u mad? UGLYgij3 (6:08:40 PM): c this is y i said u were to much drama... i was writing and IMing it to u.. w.e UGLYgij3 (6:08:40 PM): ur a punk soemtiems..... Aagt2003 (6:08:50 PM): IM a punk? Aagt2003 (6:09:03 PM): where do u get off that im a punk? Aagt2003 (6:09:33 PM): w.e. Aagt2003 (6:09:35 PM): im sorry Aagt2003 (6:11:04 PM): u said u sent it on ur fone UGLYgij3 (6:12:33 PM): i did Aagt2003 (6:12:58 PM): well then... how did u I.M. it? UGLYgij3 (6:13:05 PM): and i was typin git to send it to u again but i didnt want to use ne of my minutes.. so thats y i was IMIng u Aagt2003 (6:13:14 PM): oh Aagt2003 (6:13:23 PM): i misunderstood UGLYgij3 (6:15:33 PM): yea w.e. Aagt2003 (6:15:39 PM): ok Aagt2003 (6:17:44 PM): well i cant wait for grand finals... ive bin dying to see the cavaliers and crusaders Aagt2003 (6:17:47 PM): and the blue devils UGLYgij3 (6:20:10 PM): wow ok Aagt2003 (6:21:18 PM): r u mad at me? UGLYgij3 (6:21:51 PM): ... Aagt2003 (6:22:07 PM): is that a yes or a no? Aagt2003 (6:23:30 PM): ... Aagt2003 (6:25:17 PM): r u?

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pimpinadrian — 2005-08-11T09:08:18-05:00

yeah i totally forgot to write this but I MET VIC FIRTH! i shook his hand and everything! it was totally aweseome! ah... so today i chilled with cris in the a.m. and then later on, me and my lil bro cameron went to devans house where he chilled with her lil sister who is also his GF erica. me and devan didnt talk about the situation, we just acted like it never happened. we had a lot of fun. after that we dropped cameron off for football practice, and me and my mom, devan, erica, and my nani(grandma), and cuzin melina. we got some really cool shirts and devan is gonna steal my VOTE FOR PEDRO shirt... i got it to match my hat! some new shoes too, really nice Lugz. theyre white and tan. um... i also got some new shades. gotta clean a huge ass van tomarrow, AND wax it! ugh... i will have some hard paying work tomarrow. i better get payed quite a bit of money too... work my ass off for nothing, I THINK NOT! well, later, peace out!

lol... this is kinda funny

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-11T11:08:57-05:00

Aagt2003 (11:00:33 PM): yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo Toppachino0421 (11:03:16 PM): hey hows it going Aagt2003 (11:03:33 PM): good and u? Aagt2003 (11:03:44 PM): hows ur ... Aagt2003 (11:03:59 PM): drum and "fife" corps Toppachino0421 (11:04:18 PM): fuck you Aagt2003 (11:04:20 PM): lol Aagt2003 (11:04:28 PM): ah ha ha ha ha Aagt2003 (11:04:30 PM): sorry Aagt2003 (11:04:32 PM): i had to Toppachino0421 (11:04:34 PM): bye Aagt2003 (11:04:38 PM): later

well... just a lil update

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-15T09:08:04-05:00

wow... idk what to say except... IM SO F***ING HAPPY 7TH IS OVER! lmfao... *sighs* its finally over and now the hell of marching band has begun... pretty easy compared to drum corp tho. i miss some pple... right now i especially miss her... like damn... its bin a while since ive seen her. lol... even tho i saw her ystrdy... cuz like for the past couple wks, ive seen her like everyday except for the day after we got back from tour... so its kinda weird thats all... and i also feel bad cuz im not gonna lie, im getting a sexual attraction towards someone else that not many pple will approve of. idk like i dont have any feelings and all, but she just looks damn fine... IM NOT GONNA MESS UP LIKE U-KNO-WHO DID... ive got some more dignity and respect than that... hell, im not even sure if shes still going out with him or not... and i cant help it... but im trying my best not to do the wrong thing... im using all of my will power to say no and leave it at that. ive done a good job so far, and despite what i say, idt i will be doing anything with her... i... i got feelings for the more important girl right now and she knows who she is so u should all know too... well im out... gonna chill right now... talk online, eat, shower, watch a movie, sleep... LATER!

damn this is a good song

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-16T10:08:53-05:00

music video code by urbnmix.net
3 doors down - let me go

blah

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-16T11:08:52-05:00

so yeah, 2nd day of band camp... much easier than drum corp. lol... sounds kinda nerdy i know. damn man, kimber is pissing me off, idk exactly what it is, but she is. and i had a serious (well as serious as it could be) talk with her. i told her to keep yeileen (cris's sister) out of her affairs. everything, sexual, drug, EVERYTHING. i mean no dirty talk, no hinting things, no posing seductively, i havent completely finished the convo, we were interrupted with going back rehearsal. but she seemed to have gotten it. and u know, since were talking about kimber, i see her quite a bit looking at me. she doesnt think that i notice or anything. but i do... i see her staring whenever she gets the chance to. idk what her intentions are... it kinda scares me, i dont want anything messed up with devan. i think she is hiding feelings, cuz she is kinda bitchy and all, but w.e. i look around (thanx to my ADHD lol) i can see her looking at me. i guess shes learning how it feels to be the one who has feelings and not have someone have them back... which is REALLY great by the way... i wonder how things will be during school with devan... will she acknowledge me? im afraid she might be ashamed of having me as the guy she is in a "relationship" with... im afraid our feelings might die. that is scary... i mean she hardly acknoledged me last year when i said hi to her in the hallway. and what worries me even more is that im marching band, and who wants a man whos a band geek? but i have come to realize that any girl whos more worried about their popularity than someone who actually cares about them and WANTS to love them...isnt even worth it... it would mean that i shouldnt even waist my time... school is one of the big tests for us. it will decide what path we take and how we will deal with stress and shit... its a big thing to look at... but at least she wont be as embarrassed during wrestling season, i mean, u know with how damn sexy i get and shit. lol... i never hear anybody complaining. lmfao. *sighs* im scared but ready.

THIS IS FOR U JOANNA!

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-18T09:08:31-05:00

joanna i miss u sooo much and i love u sooo much! omg i miss u! ur one of my greatest friends! and man... its just gonna be soooooooooo weird without u around. we all had a lil moping moment(except for cassie :( ) and then i saw u again! i got one last hug and kiss! yes! i will send those pix of today to u by e-mail... or just post them on mindsay! and ur jacket i can send to u by mail! good luck in ur "new life" and have fun with ur new baby! just take one for me!(even tho i dont do that. lol but its for the spirit of things) we all miss u and will never forget about u... NEVER... goodbye to yall

sad

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-20T09:08:49-05:00

so yeah... as most pple know, i was just looking through some junk and i found the anklet that i snatched from joanna a while back... what pple dont know is that i almost cried. it hurts knowing shes not around... and we never really got to hang out like we wanted to. like i went home the day she left and i told my mom that she had finally left, and my mom was like "im sorry hunny, itll be ok. dont worry." and then she went upstairs and i teared... didnt cry, held my composure, but i got all watery in the eyes. i miss her sooo much. and now i wear the anklet as what lil i have left of her... so on a better note, the drill is coming along good, the freshman trumpet will do almost anything u tell him to, making good friendships, and for once... actually liking MB. yeah i know, weird eh? well thats all for now... talk to yall later

omg... im soo scared

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-21T05:08:36-05:00

wow... last night i had a terrible nightmare... it, of course, had to do with devan... i woke up sweating and crying.

i dreamed it was the first day of school and i was walking around looking for devan, but i couldnt find her. no matter where i looked, i couldnt find her. so the next couple days passed and i still couldnt find her... my heart was pounding, maybe something had happened to her? i wasnt sure, so i kept looking... then i finally found her. and she was with richard, they were holding hands and kissing. my heart sunk and my feet grew heavy. i just stared as he removed her shirt and then her pants, and then he did the same to himself. she let out her hair and they continued to get naked... now u already know what happens next... but i finally got the courage built up to say, "devan? what are u doing?" and they both stopped and looked at me. she covered herself up the best she could and just said with a careless voice, "look adrian, its not like were dating... u act like were dating, like were boyfriend and girlfriend or something when were really not. y dont u just get over it? u can live without me. theres other pple out there." and then they continued what they were doing...

thats not the first time shes said something like that to me... shes done it before, and everytime i think about it i wanna puke... i just dont know how to deal with it... i really wanna see her sooooo bad right now. but i guess im just really shook up about our situation... i mean, will she acknowledge me? will she be ashamed to tell everyone that im the guy she likes? that weve kissed? devan if u read this... let me know what is going on. tell me if u will talk to me or not. if ull even look at me. if u will still be the same person to me as u are now. if ud be afraid of what pple think or not. if u think that ud hurt me...

thats kinda funny cuz i know she wont read this... then again, maybe she will... sometimes she does and sometimes she doesnt. and sometimes i think that she doesnt care cuz she never calls to ask if i wanna hang out anymore or anything. and when i talk to her online its kind of short everytime. she doesnt say goodnight, she just signs off... im so worried, i cant take another pain or loss... especially with joanna gone... *sighs* life could deffly be better right now... well i g2g shower and fix my hair up... boy r u guys in for a surprise... later to yall!

Today

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-22T03:08:43-05:00

so today has bin a pretty chill day. ya know? gettin a lil R & R. i woke up, played a video game for the morning, brushed my teeth, and i just got finished watching Miss Congeniality 2. so yeah, i might go bowling tonight too, with shawn, khrystnee and her sister, jessica. now devans getting on my nerves cuz she doing what she always does... she asks me a question and when im like, "um... idk what ur talking about. can u tell me?" of course i dont say it like that, but u get the picture... it just gets on my nerve that she starts telling me something and wont tell me the rest.

cool poem from the game JADE EMPIRE

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-22T06:08:48-05:00

Winter skies are crisp and blue,
While the fields of spring are green.
Summer's heat is burning red,
While in autum, yellow leaves are seen.

ugh... today could deffly be a better birthday

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-24T06:08:28-05:00

yeah so today is my birthday as of... idk, 1 something this morning... or maybe it was 2, idk. lol... so u guys know what this means right? IM 16 BITCHES! lol... but its bin kinda depressing, its the first day of school, idt devan knows its my birthday. when she saw me this morning she just kinda gave me an "ey" instead of a hi and didnt even gimme a hug like she wasnt in the mood and when i stuck my hands out for a hug, she came to gimme one and i was like, "oh now u wanna gimme a hug?" and she was like, "w.e." and just walked away... i can deffly say that my feelings were hurt... and yet i saw her jump up and hug this kid max. i mean, c'mon waz that telling u? this day started out shitty. and i just wanted to hang out with cris, its the only thing that i really wanted for my b-day, besides devan but it turns out that i wont get neither of that today... maybe devan on sat. though. lol... when cris stops acting like this then maybe things will be better... jessica is my friend and nothing more but he thinx otherwise, wazzup with that? if anything im most likely to fall in love with devan than anybody else right now. but im not gonna be that stupid to fall in love again so quickly... last time it hurt me too much. there is a couple things cris needs to understand:

1)me and jess were friends before cris and her were dating
2)jess loves cris not me
3)i dont love jess like that, but more like a sister
4)im technically in a relationship with devan
5)i HATE james stack for doing what cris is accusing me of... y would i do something like that if i dispise james so much for that?
6)girls never come btwn friends
7)friends dont treat friends like the way he is.

right now hes acting like a child, and im sorry cris if i was concerned about another one of my friends... im sorry, but u cant control me like u controlled her. hell, i will be friends with who i please, even if that includes ur EX girlfriend. i care for her as much as i care for u. and until u realize that, dont talk to me... i dont wanna deal with all this on my birthday. not when i just want no drama
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yeah i got sung happy birthday by the band today... it was the first time in my life anybody has sang happy birthday to me... so that was kinda cool, but akward. and i didnt hang with cris, so instead i went to khrystnee's house and chilled with her and her sister... then my mom took me to the chinese buffet that is really called the "hong kong buffet" w.e. lol. so that made my day a lil better... plus my step dad tony called... atleast he remembered; its a shame that my own father didnt even call to say "happy birthday"... *sighs* altogether... this day sucked.

i fucking hate this

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-25T08:08:42-05:00

u know... right now im crying. i havent felt this bad in sooo long... nobody wants to talk to me. nobody wants to be my friend. i want it all to end. devan said shes not sure if she likes me anymore, cris still aint talking to me, jessica doesnt ever wanna talk to me again... idk what i did wrong... im fucking sorry guys. im sorry im adrian. im sorry i exist. i feel like shit. i never meant to be an inconveniance to everybody... im so sorry.

when it comes to devan, i feel like shit. like i am not good enough. i was good enough to mess around with during drum corp where nobody that important was around... where nobody from school could criticize us... now that school started, everything changed in a matter of a day. shes not sure if she likes me anymore. i knew this was gonna happen. i knew that once school started she would be embarassed to be with me. i think that shes just more worried about what everyone else will think. and thats just wrong... its fucked, after what she did to me, she goes and does this... she shouldve just broke it off when I was the one fucking up... now its the other way around.

now to cris... i am... disgusted with the fact that he thinx i like jessica. absolutely disgusted. and u know, im always thinking about everyone else. when i finally think about myself, shit comes up. hes too busy being ignorant and not being a friend... im his friend but he is not mine.

i just dont wanna wake up tomarrow... i wanna stay asleep forever... i just... i just... idk. i hate myself for all this... i just cant imagine y this shit always happens to me... it always does. RIGHT NOW I FUCKING HATE MYSELF AND MY FUCKING LIFE! now im getting in the shower... fuck this!

meh

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-27T07:08:56-05:00

so got band today, then a wedding. talked to dev last night. boy does life suck. but atleast i g2 wrestle. lol i had to climb a rope for like the 3rd time in my life. i had to climb it 10x! boy do my arms hurt right now. i got rope burn on my leg... i burned some leg hair off. today is devans birthday, shes finally 16. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U DEVAN... i just wish everything will go back together right now... i mean, its just not cool. when i finally decide to start worrying about myself, everybody starts to be stubborn and not care about my feelings. i just dont understand it. i g2g to band now... peace

i wrote the stuff in orange to miranda... the rest is all something new

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-27T09:08:42-05:00

ok... lets see... my fathers a fucking pothead that doesnt pay child support. my mom is a single parent supporting 3 kids on her own. my mother works non stop and is STILL in college after all these years(its hard to get a diploma going only halftime) my best friend doesnt want anything to do with me. i cant talk to my best friends GF. theyre living a happy life, while im in a living hell. the girl i like sooo much doesnt even know if she likes me, yet tonight, she was kissing me(i didnt kiss her back). i owe my mother a good sum of money. once again, im too busy to hang with my friends and wont have much time for homework. im soooo depressed its not even funny. my mother lashes out on me nonstop, my brothers practically fucking hate me. somehow, IM the cause of all problems everywhere i go. whenever i finally take some time to worry about whats going on in my life, pple try to screw me over. the girl who i was soooooo madly in love with is basically trying to get with me. i cry almost every night now... plus im in pain from wrestling last night... AND my big toe really hurts.

so y is it that cris and jessica can live a happy life now? sure lets not worry about adrian... he doesnt have any feelings... he doesnt wanna be happy. u know, it looks like he doesnt even care... like i never even existed in his mind. i just feel like complete and total shit. i dont feel good at all... *sighs* well, i went to band today... had a painful practice. then went to the neighbors wedding reception. then i went to devans house... she wanted me to get up and have a good time. but im just too exausted to move around so i said no. then she asked if i would go inside and look at her cookie, and i was like, "fine... ok... ill go in for that and that only." DAMN! that was one big cookie! lol, i was thinking to myself, "i want a bite" but i didnt ask... its her b-day. then she kept accidentally hitting my soar muscles and shit and was like, "ohhh, im sorry." and she kept on kissing me and shit. i kept thinking to myself, "wtf is going on here?" im sooo confused with whats going on... and before we left she was like, "adrian come here! i want a hug." and i went and gave her a hug and she like... tried to kiss me. and i kinda brushed it aside... im not mad at her... im just in sooo much pain right now from everything thats going on. i just dont know what to do. like, i wanna cry almost all the time now. i mostly just cry in the shower now... nobody bothers me in the shower. it felt good seeing devan, but u know... what is she gonna act like when we go back to school monday? the same she did on my birthday for the first day of school? i sure as hell hope not. idk wtf is going on with my life anymore... so confused and lost. well at least she has had a better birthday than me... so thats what makes my day, knowing she had the type of fun and relaxation she deserves... i decided to put away all the drama for today so she could have a good day... that was a goal and objective for today... no matter how much i hurt, and how resentful i was, i just had to do it... just for her, thats all... and now its returned... i feel like shit and i wanna cry... i just need a nice meaningful hug from a friend. well im out. peace

this song is for devan... the only thing i can give her for her b-day right now

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-27T10:08:06-05:00

music video code by urbnmix.net
boys ii men - end of the road

better day

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-29T08:08:37-05:00

so yeah... things r deffly looking up... school is actually starting to be fun. idrc about the situation with cris thats bin going on - he needs to grow up. yeah i guess im gonna get through all this. im on good terms with devan... although the txts r gonna kill me on the fone bill! lol but irdc, i can pay it off somehow. it was cool cuz we started the crime scene investigation today, and surprisingly i had fun. lol kinda weird for me to have school when its not gym or lunch, or even band for that matter. i know, pretty amazing... well its monday and i wish the school wk ended already. gonna hang with dev sat. that should be fun. and plus, cameron and erica need to see eachother too. so yeah... idr got much else to say... EXCEPT THAT THIS IS THE 2ND DAY IVE DONE HOMEWORK CORRECTLY! i typed up some more history h.w. and i actually did every question! wow, that is amazing! allright im out

some survey thing

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-31T03:08:33-05:00

[ ] snuck out of the house [x] gotten lost in your city [ ] saw a shooting star [x] been to any other countries besides the united states [ ] had a serious surgery [x] gone out in public in your pajamas [ ] kissed a stranger [x] hugged a stranger [x] been in a fist fight [x](sadly... not my fault) been arrested [ ] done drugs [x] had alcohol [x](lmao, most recent was at devans birthday party) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose [x] pushed all the buttons on an elevator [ ] made out in an elevator [ ] swore at your parents [ ] kicked a guy where it hurts. [x] been in love? [x] (sometimes i think i am) been close to love [x] been to a casino [ ] been skydiving [ ] broken a bone or nose [ ] been high [ ] skinny-dipped [x] skipped school [x] flashed someone [ ] saw a therapist [ ] done the splits [x] played spin the bottle [ ] gotten stitches [ ] drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour [x] bitten someone [x] been to Niagara Falls [x] gotten the chicken pox [x] kissed a member of the opposite sex [x] (it was a 3way, 2 guys and a girl) kissed a member of the same sex [ ] crashed into a friend's car [ ] been to Japan [x] ridden in a taxi [x] been dumped [x] shoplifted [ ] been fired [ ] ever had a crush on someone of the same sex [x] had feelings for someone who didnt have them back [ ] stole something from your job [ ] gone on a blind date [x] (very rare, never anything big) lied to a friend [x] had a crush on a teacher [ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans [x] been to Europe [ ] slept with a co-worker [ ] been married [ ] gotten divorced [ ] had children [ ] saw someone die [ ] been to Africa [x] (canada tour) Driven over 400 miles in one day [x] Been to Canada [ ] Been to Mexico [x] Been on a plane [ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show [ ] Thrown up in a bar [ ] Purposely set a part of myself on fire [ ] (HELL FUCKING NO) purposely cut yourself (self-mutilation) [x] (HELL FUCKING YES!!!) Eaten Sushi [ ] Been snowboarding [x] Met someone in person from the internet [ ] Been moshing at a rock show [ ] Been to a moto cross show [ ] lost a child [ ] gone to college [ ] graduated college [ ] done hard drugs [ ] tried killing yourself [x] (cant lie about that... love sure does hurt) had thoughts of killing yourself [x] (for wrestling of course... always got a hurt muscle, but i rarely use them) taken painkillers [x] (oh so very much)love someone or miss someone right now

JOANNA'S NOTICE

pimpinadrian — 2005-08-31T07:08:53-05:00

FOR EVERYONE WHO NEEDS TO KNOW:

IF U READ JOANNA'S BLOG, U KNOW SHE SAID IF U WERE TO CALL HER, TO LET IT NOT BE PAST 8:00. SHE TOLD ME TO INFORM ANYONE WHO READS THIS THAT SHE IS AN HOUR BEHIND... SO IF ITS 9:00 UP HERE, THEN ITS 8:00 DOWN THERE. SO BASICALLY, CALL BEFORE 9:00 PLEASE. AND I KNOW SHE LOVES U ALL!

devan's tryouts

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-01T09:09:47-05:00

so today was ok... i put a shirt in my backpack that i was gonna wear to school and when i got on my bus, this kid had the same exact shirt on that was in my bag. so i decided not to wear it today, prolly gonna wear like nxt month or something. so today devan had her last and final day of tryouts. i knew that she was gonna do awesome and when she was done she told me she did. I BELIEVED IN U DEVAN! i think that me telling her that i believed in her helped a lot cuz she kept sayin "thanx i feel soo much better" everytime i told her that. and plus, right before she went on, i had to go get my shoes for marching band from the locker room, and i saw her and she was so happy to see me. i asked to see the dance and she was scared shitless. and i gave her a hug, gave her a peck on the neck, and told her she was gonna do great. then i had to go... i hope i gave her a lil boost... at least im almost sure i am. im glad u did ur best devan!

MY SISTER

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-03T06:09:12-05:00

OMFG... I CANT BELIEVE IT... IM SHAKEY LIKE HELL... i just saw my lil sister vanessa for the first time in about 9yrs... omg this is fucking unbelievable... omg... wow, shes 13 and shes beautiful... wow... this is prolly the best thing to happen in such a long time... omg, im so happy, nothing can take this from me... wow... ive g2g, im spending the night at his house... later guys

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pimpinadrian — 2005-09-06T03:09:47-05:00

so yeah... ystrdy bit donkey dick... my dad fucking left me alone in a barber shop in hartford, i was scared off my ass... then he started exploding in my face. i was terrified, my dad has never yelled at me like that before... then he smoked sooo much weed around me and the kids... what worried most was around vanessa smoking... and on the ride home he drove up with his boy Pito... pito fucking snorted either cocain or acid, not rly sure. my dad was smoking a joint the whole time... he pissed me off, he didnt even apologize for everything that happened. hes so immature... he pisses me off sometimes... he was talking about his gangbangin days on the ride up, how he almost killed a guy, twice... he may be a KING where he lives, but up here, hes nothing... hes just a chump, thats y he moved back to hartford... he dissapoints me.

today was filled with good and bad kharma

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-06T08:09:07-05:00

today i tie died! yes! theyre gonna be sweet shirts, and sams dad loves me man... he said im welcome anytime. so thats cool. lol, i had to run after gizmo(sams dog) like through pples yards and shit, it was pretty funny, but eventually i caught her... i had a lot of fun over there. well we walked to the shell station and then to the park and then i saw devan at the park and then we parted ways, but she was scared of the dark, so i had to run back and walk her home... she was very thankful... but then something happened that shes not too happy about... idk... things r ok i guess, but at the same time theyre not. it hurts when she does this to me... she never tells me what is wrong... she never tells me what i did. i rly care 4 her, she doesnt rly kno... i wouldnt have done that for HER, but i did it for devan... kinda weird eh? but i shouldnt get so caught up over her, she shows signs of not wanting me, of not liking me, and thinking about that hurts sometimes... oh boy i wish things would start to pull themselves back together. well i g2g... time to do some h.w.

this is another song for her... she might understand she might not

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-07T03:09:30-05:00

music video code by urbnmix.net
crossfade - cold

oh u know its true baby

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-09T07:09:17-05:00

I like someone right now and just wanna straight up chill/hug/kiss/take a nap/watch a movie with and can't get HER out of my head. If you feel the same then re-post this titled "I want him/her" within 1 mintute and whoever you are wanting will surprise you tomorrow

damn it

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-10T09:09:56-05:00

fuck woke up at 9:30... g2g get ready for band now... brush my teeth, shower, the usual morning shit... this is like the only time i can rly get on the comp cuz im on restriction from the comp for a wk... i have bin sneaking it for a while. lol... so peace out guys and im free all sunday for anybody who wants to hang... so yeah, later peace.

i cant believe cassie

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-10T04:09:19-05:00

yeah im fucking pissed like woah at cassie... she fucking is going to the fucking ledyard fair with kristina instead of me... thats fucking cold, she barely even knows kristina, SHE JUST MOVED HERE! ive fucking known her for going on 3 yrs now... thats some cold blooded shit. i understand the whole gas situation. thats quite understandable... but how she is gonna take kristina, tell me thats fucked. w.e. im fucking out... through with this shit

boy do i hope all this is true. :)

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-10T05:09:55-05:00

~SuM1 tO tHiNk BoUt BOY: I saw her today GIRL: I saw him today BOY: She looks better than before GIRL: I couldn't stop staring at him BOY: I asked how things were going GIRL: I asked about his girlfriend BOY: I'd choose her over anyone i'm with GIRL: He's probablly really happy now BOY: I couldnt look at her without starting to cry GIRL: He couldnt even look at me BOY: I told her I missed her GIRL: He didn't mean it BOY: I meant it GIRL: He doesn't mean it BOY: I love her GIRL: He doesn't love me BOY: I held her for the last time GIRL: He gave me a friendly hug BOY: I went home and cried GIRL: I went home and cried BOY: I lost her GIRL: I love him _____________________________ At this very minute... someone is thinking of you someone cares about you. someone misses you someone wants to hold your hand. someone wants you to be happy. someone wants to hug you. someone will do anything for you. someone needs to know your love is unconditional. someone wants to tell you how much they care. someone wants to stay up watching movies w/ you. someone wants to hold you in their arms. someone wants to see you. someone wants to be your lover. someone loves you for who you are. someone loves the way you make them feel. someone wants to be with you. someone wants you to know they are there for you. someone is glad that you're their friend. someone is wishing you would notice them. someone wants to get to know you better. someone loves you. someone wants to hear your voice

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pimpinadrian — 2005-09-11T05:09:40-05:00

just a moment of silence in memory of everyone involved in the September 11, 2001 terrorist attacks...

Screw this

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-13T05:09:08-05:00

so lately its bin kinda dramatic... devan doesnt want an "us" cuz she dont want any drama... wtf? idu, honey, were 16 and r in high school! ur not gonna get rid of drama! its something shes gonna have to face... and plus, i aint started any drama in a LONG ass time... its bin soooo long since ive fucked up... and she knows im right... her shit on tour, shit with richard, the first day of school which was also my birthday. u know that hurts. fuck man... every girl gets worse and worse than the last, they always hurt me... and its not cuz i was gettin my hopes up, i was half expecting it... i mean, 1st was LaTaya, then Kimber, and now HER. but still its B.S. w.e. i dont need this shit. and to be honest i only ever rly hurt 1 girl... sry karen i love u! i hurt her and look kharma has come back around to me... so i guess i deserved it... but w.e. peace i g2g

SOAKING WET BODIES!

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-15T03:09:57-05:00

so im at sams... we went running in the rain. that was fucking awesome, theres no better way to brighten my mood than that. right sam? haha it was amazing cuz then we went walking too. today was a pretty ok day all though i wish that i had more sleep. all in fun though... devan actually sat next to sam on the bus who was a seat to the right and behind me, dev sat behind me. me and sam were talkin about that... thats like the first time dev has sat nxt to her. funny ey? w.e. im not rly worried, idrc anymore pple r fucking stupid sometimes. whether its a girl or ur best friend they can be ridiculously stupid sometimes. and sometimes its for things u cant forgive and sometimes u can forgive. its a 50/50 situation i guess. w.e. im out peace. CALL ME LATER PPLE IM DYING FOR A CONVERSATION

wow taylor is fuckin hot

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-17T12:09:40-05:00

so im chillin at my friend toms house with brian also... spending the night over here. um... i went to the mall and i had to go pee and i saw chewy and nicole, she got her nipple pierced and she let me touch the piercing(while she was wearing her shirt). then going back i walked a lil more and i saw kayla and her cousin. so we talked for a while. then i went to the bathroom and i saw TAYLOR. omfg she is sooooo fuckin hot and her and her bf are broken up... SWEET! lol who knows, she wants me 2g2 her house tomarrow after the competition cuz shes having a sleep over and it would be something to do and chill about. so yeah... were prolly gonna hang out one of these days, *wink, wink*. AND we were talking on the phone for...(lemme check my phone) 43 minutes and 56 seconds. gd shes fuckin hot... so yeah im out. peace

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pimpinadrian — 2005-09-17T10:09:04-05:00

so yeah idrk what we scored for tonight... but i was kinda pissed cuz i cracked a lot of notes(my lips were chap and couldnt stay right on the mouthpiece cuz my spit kept on coming back out of my mouthpiece cuasing my lips to slip everywhere. :( ) but anyway, i got home and it turns out that a poem i published was sent into the semifinals of this poem contest. so thats really cool... ill look more into it tomarrow. and thats pretty much it... im rly bored now and im gonna be free all day tomarrow so if anybody wants to hang, gimme a call and we can prolly chill. peace

OMFG I CAN HAVE AN ORGASM TO THIS SONG!!!!!!!!!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-18T04:09:50-05:00

music video code by urbnmix.net
guns n roses - sweet child o mine

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pimpinadrian — 2005-09-19T12:09:29-05:00

yeah so im in class right now... im in the science computer lab and this kid sitting nxt to me is fucking annoying as hell and hes a fucking senior. lol... he keeps talking out loud and shit to himself... and he keeps making these weird noises! ARGH im gonna fucking kill him. lol... so onto other news, im tired like fuck, i got weight training nxt after lunch and then i go to jakes house so i can drive up to enfield for N.E. Elite wrestling practice today... i g2g now... time for lunch peace!

blah

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-19T02:09:15-05:00

well i missed the fucking bus! so thats gay, im at the school and im gettin ready to finish my forensics lab.(seems like a very good idea eh?) and onto some other stuf...

kimber is fucking high as we speak... god that fucking pisses me off. she knows how against it i am and yet she goes out and does that. *sighs* damn this girl is fucking retarded i tell ya, shes throwing her life away and she still doesnt even realize it. :( so i can do the cold shoulder treatment to her... hell its not like its gonna bother me none. :) dont bother me not talking to her.

and i was talking to devan last night while i was at sams and it turns out that cris isnt talking to me cuz im not talking to him. wow. were both saying the same thing... but then again its still his prob to fix not mine. none of this wouldve ever happened if he wasnt so caught up on jess cheating on him... she never has and never will, yet he thinks that she has done it and if not WILL do it. which is where hes wrong... hell i know it and he knows it but he is too intent on finding it. hes hooked on it. seriously cris needs to grow up. he may look like a full grown man but he sure as hell dont act like it... he needs help and im worried that things are just gonna get worse... that things are gonna get bad, real bad. im worried he is gonna just leave all his friends and life behind for jessica and be happy but at the same time not be happy. which is totally not cool. homeboy needs to listen... if u dont get help things will get worse... CRIS NEEDS HELP! he deffly needs a counselar or something... to think that i would ever betray him for a GiRl. for thinking that jessica would cheat on him is wrong. UR STILL MY NUMBER 1 PUERTO RICAN DUDE c'mon cris remember how it goes:

BrOs B4 HoEs

GETTIN BACK INTO SHAPE!

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-20T09:09:48-05:00

got back from band practice... losing weight i need to... weighed 150.0 last night which was great... just felt my muscles and they are hardening up... im gettin my abs back too... I FEEL GREAT! lol. now im watchin HOUSE and its still the best show ever... right now its the episode where the lil girl has cancer and theres something wrong with her and theyre gonna put her in cardio arrest. and idk what is gonna happen nxt but i think itll work out for the best. i hope it does. lol i sound like a girl. wow... yeah so im done... oh and sam cris's mom knows about what i told u that i told u not to talk about anymore. so thats not cool. but hell, she didnt rat me out so im grateful for that. allright i out peace.

yesterday was awesome... today sucked

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-22T02:09:59-05:00

ok well... here is some good news. I FUCKING PUT JOEY MARTIN ON HIS BACK yesterday at NE practice. it was fucking amazing... right before we did the live drill, coach said that if anybody got put on their back in 15 sec(thats how long the drill was) then everybody BUT the person who turned the guy had to do 10 push-ups. so it was finally my chance to wrestle the great joey martin and the whole time i keep thinking to myself, "this is it adrian... its finally come to this... ur finally facing joey martin. lets not do anything stupid here. u can do this." so i got on top for referees position and as soon as the whistle blew that mother fucker was up and was already peeling my hands off. i was expecting that. lol seeing him in his matches hes always up like that. so i did what made reasonable sense, i dropped down to my knees and drove him back down with a double. he tried to do this scoot thing where he digs his elbow in ur armpit and puts his arm btwn ur legs and scoots towards ur butt and into u and ends up on top. but i knew he was gonna do it. so i just held his knees and grabbed his waist until he figured lost hope. so he bellied out but before he could all the way i got my hand underneath his arm and put it on his head to prepare a half nelson and i put my hand on the inside of his leg as if i were gonna do a spiral. but DAMN this boy has some good hips, it was almost impossible to do anything on him. so anyway i kinda bumped, lifted him a lil bit, and drove him until there was no tomarrow. I HAD PUT JOEY MARTIN ON HIS BACK! it was fucking amazing. the whistle blew and the coach is just looking around and at me and its like, "uh... everybody gimme 10 push-ups on mr. martin here." everyone was like, "wtf?!" so i stood up and my face had a big ass smile on my face, but when i turned around to face everybody i made it flat. lol this kid on joeys team was like, "look what u did!" joking around, and so i just stood there while everybody else did push-ups and of course joey was fucking pissed off his mind. and then on top of that i wrestled this other rly good wrestler and put him on his back with a tilt. then me and that same kid wrestled again and we put eachother on our backs at the same time. so we did 10 each while everybody else did 20. i still cant believe all that happened in a lil less than 15 sec. i was on fire last night i will admit... I KICKED SOME MAJOR ASS LAST NIGHT!

so on to today... i had a rough day... rly tired. a test 2nd period in history and another one in forensics... then came band. lol boy did that suck. so we had gone on for a while playing and i was just sitting down and i knew the chair was bent, but i still sat in it... maybe 30 minutes left in the period, im justting on it and all of a sudden the chair just breaks underneath me! my trumpet when flying in the air and my ass sank down and it hit the big step... boy it friggen sucked! vaughn and greg were just laughing and i had the wind knocked out of me. i couldnt breath for a sec. i started taking big deap breathes and eventually i opened my eyes and like mr. c and sandy, vaughn, greg, deetz and some other pple were standing around me. mr. c helped me up and told me to take it easy. so i went to the nurse and got an ice pack and then school ended and here we are... im done now... gonna check out the cafeteria. peace

THATS RIGHT BITCHES... GIT R' DONE!

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-23T11:09:30-05:00

IM SICK OF ALL THIS "GUYS DO THIS FOR GIRLS" FUCK THAT!" DON'T GET ME WRONG I AGREE WITH THOSE LISTS, BUT us GUYS NEED SOME LOVE TOO... SO HERE YOU GO GIRLS "DO THIS FOR GUYS!! FUCKIN RIGHT!!! 1. Tell him he's the hottest thing ever... us guys need our ego 2. After we take you out on a date and you guys see a "chick flick", say THANK YOU, go back to his place and watch Sports Center with him (if you watched The Notebook, he may need to go to an acctual sporting event to feel like a man again) 3. Don't talk about any ex-boyfriends... or any other guys period 4. If you guys are at a party... do your man a favor and go grab him a beer... that shows him you will give him the world (in a small 12oz. can) 5. If you catch your man looking at another girl... grab his crotch, kiss him, and let him know he doesn't even need that girl, you'll do things she never will! 6. Laugh at all his jokes and tell him hes the funniest shit ever 7. If some guy talks to you and he doesn't like it, let him be a hard ass, we like to know our women belong to us and only us and no other man will come in between that 8. Along with Rule seven... if you see a guy you know and your man doesn't... introduce your man to the little bitch so he knows who your man is! 9. Us guys love food and love to eat, surprise us by bringing him his food, your treat! 10. Sometimes guys worry that you're losing interest in the relationship, this is where the crotch-grab and kiss trick comes into play again, let him know you always want him! 11. If he is upset, do something nice for him... wear something sexy, bring over a funny movie and make love to him. 12. The final rule... if his or your friends ask, always respond "yeah... its huge" GUYS- THERE YOU HAVE IT NOW WE GOT OUR OWN LIST, REPOST SO WOMEN KNOW WHAT WE WANT! LADIES-IF YOUR WILLING TO DO ALL THIS FOR YOUR MAN REPOST

RELIEF AT LAST! and some things that have bin on my mind

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-25T03:09:04-05:00

*big sigh of relief* i am finally getting the R&R i deserve... the past 2 wks i havent rly had a break... its good to be home. im still tired, and i am thinking about going back to sleep. i ordered pizza and i get breadstix to myself! sooooo happy. ystrdy was fucking hell, i started bitchin out everybody. i criticized almost everyone in the band until i finally calmed down. then i just got pissed again and it just kept going back and fourth. we got like a 72.4. pretty damn good for so many freshman. tomarrow is back to a stressful wk... i wish sometimes that i just was a normal kid with a normal schedule. pple bitch me out about y do i HAVE 2g2 wrestling up in enfield. well guess what its the only thing keeping me completely sane right now. ive lost everything that i had. and u know what imagine what id be like if i didnt have wrestling: a pothead, a drunk, a whore, a slacker, a lier, a theif, a nobody. i am a somebody in wrestling and that feeling is wonderful. in the normal world, i am nobody. i dont rly have anything. pple say, well at least u have friends, but if they think about it. out of all their friends, where am i on the list? whos life would u choose to save over mine? there is pple in front of me and i can accept that, but its just not the same when u have a BEST FRIEND. or even a GF. pple dont rly realize how fortunate they are to at least have that. whether u have both or 1, its an amazing thing. u rly dont realize what u have until uve lost it. i mean think about this... if it were nikki, who would she choose over anyone: sam, amanda, cassie, jessica, and then theres me. or amanda: nikki, sam, cassie, jessica, me. sam: amanda, nikki, cassie, jessica, me. cassie: amanda, jessica, nikki, sam, me. jessica: cassie, amanda, nikki, sam, me... and there is other friends u guys have that would be up there too... but just think about it, u guys have bin friends for a long time, u guys have more for eachother than me... to be reasonable, i am not number 1 choice, hell im prolly not in the running. the only person that it was like with that was cris. and look at it now. u pple dont realize this do u? u guys are my friends and all, but u guys have pple that u undeniably like/love and care for more than me. losing a best friend deffly hurts more than losing the boy/girl u love. TRUST ME! maybe some will be reasonable enough to try and listen where im coming from. maybe some will just be ignorant and criticize me. but hey, irdfc. nothing rly matters anymore... i just plain DONT GIVE A FUCK

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pimpinadrian — 2005-09-25T07:09:52-05:00

seriously wtf?! y do pple wanna bug me on my only happy days? wtf?! JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! im having a fairly well day and all of a sudden pple gotta start shit with me. LEAVE ME ALONE! gd maybe i just dont wanna talk to some pple everyday. maybe i just get too tired and drc about anything going on that day. maybe im just an angry person. idk... FUCK EVERYBODY THAT FUCKS WITH ME! i dont need this shit

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pimpinadrian — 2005-09-27T10:09:27-05:00

my day was good... ystrdy i had wrestling practice which took a lot out of me... then i had weight training first period today, so i ran about 3 miles and then did a lot of lifting... watched some Forensic Files in my Forensics class... then i did some more working out after school today to help schenk get into shape... hes my friend and hes joining wrestling so its what i can do to help him get into shape... plus it benefited me a lil bit... its helping me a lil bit... so that means if u guys see him eating bad shit like pizza, tell him that ur gonna tell me! ok later

I LOVE THIS SONG AND VIDEO DUDE!

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-27T10:09:11-05:00

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fountains of wayne - stacys mom

today...

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-29T09:09:16-05:00

so today was pretty good. i had weight training and i focused on my tris, bis, and pecs... they were rly soar. but i hope that they get rly big too... need the strength... IM SOOOO HAPPY! I GOT AN 83 ON MY FORENSICS TEST! its the best score ive ever gotten. so todays band practice was shit... mr. c is a prick and andrea is a bitch... enough said... lol they kicked greg out. andrea said, band atend hu! and everyone said HUT. and then like 2 secs after greg said HUT. and andrea was like, who was that? and i said that wouldve bin mr. steffes. and then she said, please get off my field. lol that was funny shit... andrea was just soooooooooooooo bitchy tonight. and mr. c had a stick shoved up his ass or something... tomarrow is the pep rally... im gonna dress bummy and in a lot of grey(class spirit colors) and im gonna actually sit with my group... maybe this yr ill get to help my class participate!

GoNzAlEz OuT

y dont u come with me lil girl... on a magic carpet

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-30T04:09:30-05:00

omg i love that song MAGIC CARPET RIDE... and its just fuckin awesome... gotta find a music code for that song... now im listening to my first JACK JOHNSON song... gregavarius told me to listen to it... so far its pretty good. its kinda a love song... its good greg, its good. lol so anyway... got the football game tonight... ima dress into my regular clothes after halftime. im out... dont rly got nothing to say

PEP RALLY, FTBALL GAME, BAND

pimpinadrian — 2005-09-30T10:09:38-05:00

omg... today was horrible yet hilarious! I DRESSED BUMMY TODAY! YES! lol. so half the band skipped the performance at the pep rally. mr c was heated about that. then after school, we were throwing the football, then phil carrier threw it, and it hit mr c right in the back of the head. he almost got a concusion. THAT wasnt funny at all... well at least not until he was declared ok and was gone. lol then we performed crappy at halftime... then me and vaughn and greg got talked to by mr c. he basically told vaughn off even tho he had the 3 of us... lol he was like, "ive bin gettin complaints about u guys. u know, callin pple gay and stuff. it needs to stop. and vaughn, ur never gonna be a music director like this. and im not even gonna help." lol vaughn said the salute was gay, and i guess kurt cried. idk but i guess kurt has bin gettin gay jokes for yrs cuz hes never had a gf and has never rly showed interest. im not rly sure. but we kept on rubbin it in on vaughn, we were like, "dude, u made kurt cry?! cmon dude, u made him cry!" omg it was hilarious. then me and vaughn skipped the 2nd half of the pep rally and we went to get out rain coats and mr c was like "r u guys leaving?" and were like "were gettin our stuff" so we started walking up to the band room and were on the side of the band room(where u can walk into the doors to the hallway with the nurse and main office) and the guy was walking towards us! and i was like, "wtf?!?! howd he do that? we left before him! i swear to god that his bum knee is robotic! he just clicks a button and the motha f-er runs like T-2000!" lol so that was funny... so then later we walked back down and we hopped the fence on the right side of the school and this 40yr old lookin guy came out of nowhere and i was like, "cover ur anal openings" quietly to vaughn... the guy kinda creeped me out... but we got back to the game and we were walkin on the visitor side of the bleachers and this old guy is walkin down the bleachers and he FALLS FLAT ON HIS FACE AND EVERYTHING ON THE LAST STEP OF THE BLEACHERS!!! i was like holy shit! i just stood there, i couldnt move. i thought the guy was dead! he just kinda layed there for a couple secs... it was scary as hell, but he turned out ok. he was helped out and i guess he went to the lil ambulence car over there. so there was deffly adrenaline pumpin there. then me and vaughn got matt and we went up to the band room and got matts football(the one that hit mr c) and we passed that around for a while. then i learned how to spiral. *thanx vaughn* yeah basically i took matt and vaughn home and we got iceys from cumbys and i got a huge ass brain freeze. 2 as a matter of fact. 1 when i was making it, and 1 when i had a couple sips from my lil bro. so yeah im done... nothing new i feel i must talk about... peace

GRRRRRRR

pimpinadrian — 2005-10-02T10:10:09-05:00

so yeah... some pple dont like gettin back to u when u try to contact to u. ive tried since ystrdy at like 4:30... its rly pissing me off. but w.e. idr need this... im out. later

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pimpinadrian — 2005-10-03T01:10:45-05:00

yeah so im still pissed about my last entry... um... im in forensics right now and im typing up a lab... im going wrestling tonight in enfield... gimme a call if u wanna talk... anytime to before 5:45-10:15... well im out, peace. LOVE TO ALL MY HOMIES! i have to check this out tonight when i get home or tomarrow... i think its a game site that u can get to through the school computers... www.wikipedia.com

YES! TOOK HIS ASS DOWN

pimpinadrian — 2005-10-03T11:10:13-05:00

tonight was friggen awesome... i finally took down my old wrestling coach, after 5 yrs of me wrestling i finally took him down. it was awesome! although he does have 3 herniated discs... lol... it was sweet, i stepped to the outside and took up his left leg and tapped his right knee, drove, and i took him down! haha, watchin futurama... some alien guys ate a hippy and now hes like stoned. i just had to state that... devan still isnt rly talked to me. i guess shes kinda... idk the word for it, but i read her away and idt she wants me to know the guy who it is... but i wont get mad so there wont be no harm, and i wont go around telling pple... idr have anyone to tell the deepest stuff to anymore... seein how theres no more cris. :(

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pimpinadrian — 2005-10-04T09:10:36-05:00

...andrea's a bitch...

FOR MY NIGGA $G-MONEY$

pimpinadrian — 2005-10-04T09:10:09-05:00

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jack johnson - taylor

A: All For 1

pimpinadrian — 2005-10-04T11:10:25-05:00

For each letter, write the name of a band you like. A: All For 1 B: Boyz II Men C: Crossfade D: hmmm... im gonna name an artist... DMX E: Eminem F: heres another artist Frankie J G: GUNS N' ROSES H: Hanson(lol... i know GAY) I: fuck... idk any J: Jack johnson (4 my nigga $G-MONEY$) K: KC & JoJo L: Linkin Park M: Metallica N: New Edition O: Outkast P: my negro Paul McCartney Q: Queen R: Red Hot Chili Peppers S: Sublime T: Tenacious D U: Usher V: Velvet Revolver W: The White Stripes X: Xzibit Y: dont know any Z: ???? For each letter, write the name of a movie you like. A: All dogs go to heaven B: Beavis and butthead do america C: Catch me if u can D: Dragon heart E: Encino Man F: Ferris buellers day off G: Ghost H: Half Baked I: Ice Age j: Julius Ceasar K: Kung-pow L: Lion King BITCHES! hey im still waiting to watch that devan! ;) M: Man On Fire N: NEW JACK CITY! yall dont know about that! that is the best movie in the world! i LOVE it ese! O: The Outsiders P: The Pest Q: Queen of the damned R: The Ring s: Star Wars! of course! T: Training Day U: Undercover Brother...only u movie i have seen that i can think of lol V: Van Wilder! bitches! that movie is the shit! W: Waynes World X: XXX... and i mean porn Y: Young and the Restless Z: Zoolander

im gona be a friggen awesome wrestler this year!

pimpinadrian — 2005-10-06T12:10:30-05:00

today was awesome... had the wrestling meeting today, but before i went, i slept in forensics(my only class today cuz of the field trip, which also reminds me of the bus ride home... dustin a.k.a. THE SCOOT freestyled to my mario beat and SKOOLED this kid, it was friggen awesome!) so i woke up and everyone was gone, the lights were off, mr. aspesi walked out of the class and my hand was asleep. i looked at the door before i left and in blue print it said, DID YOU HAVE A NICE SLEEP ADRIAN? lol so i went to the wrestling meeting and we have SOOO many kids signed up this year, i brought about 6 kids i think... not rly sure. hell this girl kelsey black(idk who she is) and my home girl TANIA MADERO! is joining wrestling... lol this should be an interesting year... i wonder if josh will hit on them (HE PROLLY WILL!)... im so glad that i went to NE Elite today... it was rly good practice... had a russian olympian train us. he was really good. he taught us arm drags and how to do a russian armbar and firemans carry all from a arm drag. IT WAS SOOOO HARD! so this freshman JV cheerleader crissy asked me out. she had her friends ask me out and she straight told me to my face. at first i thought she was messing around but it turns out she was dead ass serious. lol i said that "ill think about it" i mean, i rly dont wanna get back into a "relationship" cuz the last one wasnt too much of a success... besides shes in love with another guy... which is cool with me... i just want her to be happy thats all that matters... its a sucky situation i know... but i still care... and i dl the song that she wanted me to listen to... its a nice song, but it makes me kinda sceptical about her... but w.e. i g2g, my mom is gonna flip on me if i dont get off. PEACE

finally got it over with nikki... love ya

pimpinadrian — 2005-10-06T09:10:24-05:00

well... today was interesting... school was boring as always, except for FORENSICS class. we still burned things and we fixed up the lighter to look like a crack lighter... me, nikki, cassie, and sam went to sams house. things went ok at first, me and nikki pigged out on popcorn... cassie helped a lil bit. we watched mean girls which TOTALLY TURNED ME ON! lol cassie left, then sams dad came home and burned me a version of the longest yard. then sam messed up on putting the sticky part on it. her dad flipped and sam left. her dad went out walking too. and then something very interesting happened... me and nikki kinda argued. but it wasnt like a serious bitch out one, we were kinda laughin about it. and then we were like in eachothers faces and i was like, "i love u nikki, i rly do. and i know that i can be an ass sometimes, but i do love u to death." and we hugged... FINALLY got rid of that tension! then she was like, "wow, this is the firs time that we actually hugged" i was like true true. and then sam came back and her and her dad argued a lil more, then we went to subway and damn that sandwich is good. then we got to the school. and cris, nikki, sam, jessica all started arguing. i wanted to say someting rly bad, but i didnt, i just got up and walked away. did band, blahdy, blahdy, blah... im done. IM WATCHIN CSI NOW PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!

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pimpinadrian — 2005-10-08T12:10:23-05:00

so i decided not to go to band... didnt feel like, and im not feeling good... well, i wasnt feeling good ystrdy either... as a matter of fact i wasnt feeling good at all last wk... hmmmm... maybe if anyone wants to go to the movies today... just gimme a call and call a couple friends and well c what can happen right? i got nothing else better to do... so w.e. im out

NOW I AINT SAYIN SHE A GOLD DIGGA

pimpinadrian — 2005-10-08T11:10:34-05:00

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kanye west (ft jamie fox) - gold digger

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pimpinadrian — 2005-10-08T11:10:49-05:00

I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF THIS. everyone treats me like a piece of shit and wont admit... ive had my heart broken, but i refuse to break anothers heart. y... y cant she just see... just see what shes done to me? i just wanna cry... ITS SOOOO UNFAIR! she fucks everything up... shes worse than kimber... i just found out sooo much more secrets she never told me... and shes keeps sayin she never used me when she clearly did... i have hard proof... i, im gonna flip... go crazy insane... y does she do this to me? y did i care sooo much for her? and when i was feeling like an ass for what i said, i find out more shit? how could she do all that to me?!?!?!

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pimpinadrian — 2005-10-09T01:10:30-05:00

The Keys to Your Heart

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What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

haha... some of this stuff is true

pimpinadrian — 2005-10-09T02:10:49-05:00

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pimpinadrian — 2005-10-14T03:10:58-05:00

damn, i havent bin on in forever... im grounded for a big ass phone bill... ntm here. i got my first wrestling tournament this sunday in danbury, ct. its an offseason tournament, not a legit one... its for the nutmeg tournaments... place in everyone and ull get a nutmeg award i guess. but im gonna miss one cuz im gonna go take the referee's test on november 13... so yeah im out... peace guys. if u wanna talk to me, hit me up at 501-3338, idt i will be on much after this

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pimpinadrian — 2005-10-14T09:10:38-05:00

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DANBURY TOURNAMENT

pimpinadrian — 2005-10-17T02:10:41-05:00

well... its kinda hard to type cuz of my fingers taped together, but here it goes anyway. friday i slept over my friend toms house... watched a bit of porn lol. i finally went to sleep woke u early cuz tom and brian had SAT's... found out i could stay there and sleep instead of sitting around at the school. so i slept for along time.

then ms. robbin dropped me off at the school and i hung out... i did band, it was totally gay. we got like an 85 something... not rly sure.

took all my shit and took the hour drive to danbury... i was map man. haha i forgot the name of it... WAIT THERE IT IS! LOL ITS NAVIGATOR. lol... i took a shower at the motel and got a bed all to myself. i was .9lbs over 152lbs. but i took off my shirt, hat, and necklace and anklet and did a lil poop... then i was .2 over... ran a lil bit and i was .2 over. took a nother lil poop and i was .1 under... total weight: 159.9lbs. lol i wrestled and i pinned my first guy. then i wrestled again and i pinned that guy. that was just high school. then my first OPEN match was up like 10 min after my 2nd pin. so i wrestled this kid spencer hennes who was one of the top 140's last yr... he got 4th in the state opens. i lost by like 3 or 4 pts.

then i had a bye for high school and then another bye for open... then my finals match with frank cammisa came. of course he beat me, but i did better than everyone else. he got the first take down but i got a reversal immediately after he took me down and then it was out of bounds... then he got another reversal off the whistle and that was 1st period. 2nd period he tilted me and got back pts, he got a take down and back pts that should not have happened. but i was in no position to argue... the ref was his friend. then i got another reversal in 3rd period. he reversed me again and he cradled me like twice... i was the only guy he didnt pin... he looked kinda pissed. haha... AWESOME. then after that it was my 5th and FINAL match. i was dead ass tired. it was the first kid i pinned. he gave me a run for my money this time... i was too exausted to wrestle but i kicked his ass still. he slammed me onc after the whistle blew too. that knocked the wind out of me. then in the last final seconds he tried spladling me but instead he squeezed me nuts! it fuckin hurt! i couldnt get up by myself after that one. haha... coach ed helped me up to shake his hands and i had to go to the table to signature the paper to let them know i won. i couldnt steady my hand so they made me just do initials. lol i just layed there and spencer hennes came over and sat me up straight and then picked my body up just a lil bit and plopped me back down a lil bit. lol then he said, "there, now hopefully ur balls have dropped back down" that made me laugh. then i showered up and dried myself off with a shirt cuz i forgot a towel(shouldve stole one from the hotel)

then we went out to eat at RUBY TUESDAYS!! that was my first time ever! and when we were getting seated, i went to take off my sweat shirt and my other shirt came off and i was topless! the RLY hot waitress laughed and so did a table of teenage to college girls. it was embarrasing. i shared a plate of buffalo wings with coach ed, and then i had a smokehouse burger medium rare. it came with fries. my drink was coke with lemon slice. went home, did laundry and then went to sleep... woke up at around 7:30 today my mom wasnt too mad tho... she could understand... my wknd was busy and exausting... later im out for now PeAcE!

HER away message

pimpinadrian — 2005-10-25T05:10:57-05:00

i SWEAR to you from the bottom of my HEART i NEVER lied to you i spoke from my heart

Do you know what love is?

pimpinadrian — 2005-10-25T06:10:14-05:00

LoVeMe82703 (6:03:05 PM): ii think ur 16 and dont no what love is.. wrestlesleepeat (6:03:12 PM): u thought wrong LoVeMe82703 (6:03:16 PM): u had strong feelings for her.. but i hate the word love wrestlesleepeat (6:03:18 PM): im 16 true wrestlesleepeat (6:03:25 PM): but i do wrestlesleepeat (6:03:32 PM): love can come at any age wrestlesleepeat (6:03:39 PM): u cant explain y but it does wrestlesleepeat (6:03:56 PM): maybe u just dont believe in love or dont know what it is... im not sure

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pimpinadrian — 2005-10-30T12:10:10-05:00

this is gay... got kicked out of band ystrdy... but w.e. FUCK THAT FAT BITCH ANDREA! omg shes such a bitch... fuck her... w.e. im going to some haunted mansion tonight with my family... and possibly the doziers. ugh... just what i need right now... another fight with devan. grrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaat. but on the up side taylor might come along. ;) haha... touch down baby. w.e. im out... if anyone could be as so kind to post last nights score would be much appreciated. PeAcE

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pimpinadrian — 2005-11-08T08:11:43-05:00

yeah soooo... finally, off restriction, THANK GOD... and... uh... yeah........ something happened this wknd. and although it was intended to be funny... it got FUCKED UP! to the point it wasnt even funny. and im sry. now i know pple wont believe me, but if u ask someone else, the story is basically the same. unless they didn rat, which is good, but at the same time it isnt, cuz then its just fuckin u up. so if u dont believe me then u dont have to, cuz i know what the truth is. and i mean, i dont expect u to believe me cuz of where ur values lay... with the loves of ur lives, but uh... yeah, me, shrek, chrispy, tyler... yeah, thats it, were sry, and although we had good and funny intentions, it fucked up badly... so our bad, and it wont happen again.

NFA WRESTLING TOURNEY

pimpinadrian — 2005-11-11T07:11:42-05:00

ANY ONE THAT IS INTERESTED IN SEEING ME WRESTLE GO TO NFA! I WILL BE THERE LIKE ALL DAY... SO YEAH, GIMME CALL SOMETIME, IF IM NOT WRESTLING THEN ILL ANSWER THE PHONE, 501-3338! WISH ME LUCK! PeAcE

NFA TOURNEY, WRESTLING PRACTICE

pimpinadrian — 2005-11-11T11:11:46-05:00

so i wrestled today... got first... blacked out in my first matched, chipped a tooth in that first match, shifted my jaw line in that match... went to jake's house, played some basket ball, sucked so i quit, let DJ play instead of me, so it was DJ, Jake, Dan the dad, and Nicky... went inside, played soul caliber... went to check nicky's thumb, saw billy heuschnider and his bro, his thumbs fucked too; lol its prolly from scooping all that ice cream at dairy queen... went to north east, coach some of the kids, 1 KID WAS PISSING ME THE FUCK OFF!, i made his ass do MAD push ups, then he called a kid a bastard, so coach made him shake the kids hand and apoligize, and i made him do 25 push ups... nikki won the wrestle offs for 62lbs, had all the kids play sumo that werent doing wrestle offs... our practice started, wrestled frank cammisa and my home boy TIMMY V!... and maurice, had duals and shit, cammisa handed it to me, but i did better than last time we wrestled... showered up, slept on the ride home... had 4 chicken wings, rice-a-roni, green beans, and 2 biscuits, hopped on the comp... talking to shannon... im OUT!

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pimpinadrian — 2005-11-13T06:11:55-05:00

today was good... i didnt make weight for 152, so i wrestled 160. went in on my first match and i was winning 7-3 in the 3rd period and it turns out that i was wrestling the wrong guy... and i messed that guy up so he didnt wrestle the rest of the day. then i wrestled my boy timmy whos on my team... hes a freshman but a very good one at that... i lost 4-2. but no sweat, its good, hes gonna destroy most of the upperclassmen this yr at either 152 or 160, whichever weight he goes. after i wrestled timmy, like 10 minutes later, i had to wrestle again... i was getting exausted, TOO exausted. i was losing 3-2 and out of nowhere(idk how i found the strength) i made a beautiful shot and won the match4-3. then less than 10 minutes later i had to wrestle again for 3rd place... i was dehydrated and everything... i could barely move... i was winning 2-1 at the end of the 2nd period... the period ended and he took down. he got an escape and i staggered around the mat until i dropped to my knee. i got back up and i felt that i was ready to go but my coach thought otherwise. he took me out of the match, i couldve danced around and won. the medical trainer didnt clear me to finish the match so that was the end of that. I WAS PISSED OFF! i wanted to place 3rd soooooooooo badly... i wouldve tore his shit up too... but w.e. the coach says goes... especially if the medical trainer thinks its a bad idea, they were afraid i might get a stroke.

this bitch is fine

pimpinadrian — 2005-11-16T09:11:01-05:00

music video code by urbnmix.net
natasha bedingfield - these words (i love you)

oh boy

pimpinadrian — 2005-11-17T09:11:06-05:00

im sry, but i did something wrong... idk y i did it but i did... i considered not telling u guys... but i just cant... i feel guity about it... and it prolly wont be the last time... i love u guys with all my heart and i would appreciate talking to u guys about it in band tomarrow... sam ill tell u first... i trust u the most

lol it feels good to be a good friend :)

pimpinadrian — 2005-11-20T10:11:32-05:00

danceluv03 (9:57:57 PM): i just wanted to let u kno that me and torri are on speaking/friend terms now...and i wanted to say thanx for being such a great friend thru it all... wrestlesleepeat (9:58:07 PM): NP Auto response from danceluv03 (9:58:07 PM): homework wrestlesleepeat (9:58:10 PM): bye danceluv03 (9:58:19 PM): lol bye

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pimpinadrian — 2005-11-21T08:11:27-05:00

this morning was fuckin gay... we have too many kids on our bus... there were 2 kids who couldnt fit in a seat, so we had to sit 3 to a seat... 1 kid was too damn fat to fit on all the other seats. for like 10 minutes the whole bus argued with the bus driver. she wouldnt move until he sat down. he finally found a seat, but its much safer to stand on a bus then to sit 3 to a seat, he could injur his spine on the side of the seat... so then we get there and she wont let us off the bus because of this girl who wouldnt move over for the kid. she wrote her up. how gay is that? pretty fuckin gay if u ask me... it was PRETTY RICKY GAY! we were pissed... way to start out a morning... then i had a quiz in forensics which i "studied" for. lol... yup today was pretty gay, except for when i went over biggens house... we watched beverly hills white ninja... good ass movie... allright im out... peace

lol

pimpinadrian — 2005-11-21T11:11:29-05:00

wrestlesleepeat (10:35:35 PM): lets role play this sammykins821 (10:35:39 PM): ok wrestlesleepeat (10:35:49 PM): my name is ADRIAN wrestlesleepeat (10:35:56 PM): ur name is BURT sammykins821 (10:35:59 PM): my name is Sam wrestlesleepeat (10:35:59 PM): ok? sammykins821 (10:36:01 PM): ok sammykins821 (10:36:02 PM): haha wrestlesleepeat (10:36:06 PM): no ur name is BURT sammykins821 (10:36:15 PM): ok, my name is burt wrestlesleepeat (10:36:27 PM): there we go wrestlesleepeat (10:36:35 PM): well start this out the white way wrestlesleepeat (10:36:41 PM): "hey burt" sammykins821 (10:36:53 PM): hey adrian wrestlesleepeat (10:37:13 PM): "how r u?" sammykins821 (10:37:21 PM): im good and you? wrestlesleepeat (10:37:50 PM): "im doing fine... hey watcha drinkin there?" sammykins821 (10:38:09 PM): water sammykins821 (10:38:11 PM): you wrestlesleepeat (10:38:42 PM): "nothing... as u can see" sammykins821 (10:38:52 PM): ok wrestlesleepeat (10:39:14 PM): "so do u mind if i finish the rest of that drink? im wrestlesleepeat (10:39:21 PM): quite thirsty sammykins821 (10:39:49 PM): sure? wrestlesleepeat (10:40:01 PM): *yes u say sure* sammykins821 (10:40:32 PM): ok wrestlesleepeat (10:41:47 PM): "y thank u very much. i am quite satisfied" sammykins821 (10:41:57 PM): hahaha ok ok wrestlesleepeat (10:42:15 PM): now lets do this my way sammykins821 (10:42:22 PM): ok wrestlesleepeat (10:42:58 PM): "hey waddup burt" sammykins821 (10:43:12 PM): waddup adrian wrestlesleepeat (10:43:54 PM): "watcha doin?" sammykins821 (10:44:05 PM): homework sammykins821 (10:44:10 PM): you? wrestlesleepeat (10:44:24 PM): "that sux... nuttin... im mad thirsty tho" wrestlesleepeat (10:44:33 PM): "watcha drinkin?" sammykins821 (10:45:41 PM): wata wrestlesleepeat (10:46:23 PM): "rly? think i can kill it?" wrestlesleepeat (10:47:35 PM): I SAID... wrestlesleepeat (10:47:42 PM): "rly? think i can kill it?" sammykins821 (10:48:24 PM): sorry was typing sammykins821 (10:48:27 PM): yes i think you can wrestlesleepeat (10:48:42 PM): "thanx" wrestlesleepeat (10:49:02 PM): *adrian proceeds to kill the water* sammykins821 (10:49:27 PM): i get it sammykins821 (10:49:34 PM): ive never heard that expression ever wrestlesleepeat (10:49:46 PM): ok wrestlesleepeat (10:49:48 PM): well now u have sammykins821 (10:50:06 PM): indeed

HAPPY LATE THANKSGIVING!

pimpinadrian — 2005-11-25T05:11:16-05:00

so waddup guys? how was ur thanksgiving? yesterday morning i went to Brooklyn, NY. it was nice i guess... the food was great! me, my lil bro cam, my mom, cams cuz, and my cuzins angela and melina went around walkin the streets. we got a couple things. i got a hat that is usually $10 for $2. got a lot of malta too... I LOVE MALTA! then me, my cuz angela, cam, and cams cuz ila went walkin around by ourselves. and cams dad, tony gave me one of his shirts... very nice shirt. allright im out... love u all! peace out!

RENT ANYONE?

pimpinadrian — 2005-11-26T10:11:54-05:00

DOES ANYBODY WANNA SEE RENT? I KNOW I DO. SO IF U WANNA CHILL LETS SET UP SOME KINDA THING OR SOMETHING... W.E. PEACE OUT.

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pimpinadrian — 2005-11-27T08:11:01-05:00

so today i took my referees test... i hope i did good. EVERYONE PRAY THAT I PASSED! i was soooo scared about it. i also got a new hat and a new coat! theyre both friggen nice! allright pple peace out! and if anyone had called me or anyting, my cell phone was off, i accidentally left it in the car of my friend tonya. lol soooo...

WRESTLING SEASON STARTS TOMARROW!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!

WRESTLING SEASON STARTS TODAY!

pimpinadrian — 2005-11-28T10:11:16-05:00

so im in the library... its band right now... cris, kimber, and cc are all in the back of the gymnasium right now. im dissapointed in cris, how after all that shit he put me through with jessica that never happened! hes back there with kimber right now! AND cc! FUCK U CRIS! u fuckin disgust me! well anyways... i still wanna see rent so if anybody feels like going then gimme a call... I HAVE MY CELL PHONE BACK!

oh and by the way...

WRESTLING SEASON HAS STARTED!!!!!!!!

PASSED THE REFEREE TEST!

pimpinadrian — 2005-11-29T09:11:16-05:00

I PASSED THE TEST! IM A CERTIFIED REFEREE!!! YES! IM SO FRIGGEN HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!! YES!!!!!!!!!! HAHA!!!! THIS IS PROLLY ONE OF THE BEST THINGS TO HAPPEN TO ME IN A WHILE!!!! YES!!!! LOL!!

ITS JOANNAS BIRTHDAY!

pimpinadrian — 2005-11-30T03:11:46-05:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

BBBBBBBBIIIIIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRTTTTTTTTTTTHHHHHHHHHHDDDDDDDDDAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!

DAY 1 OF ISS!

pimpinadrian — 2005-12-01T08:12:06-05:00

IM IN FUCKIN ISS! lol its soooooooooo gay right now. i wish i had some friends in here with me! so i already know what im gonna get 3 pple... now i need to cover, 1, 2, 3... yeah 3 thats it... i think. lol... im out... gotta get back to work!

2ND DAY OF ISS!

pimpinadrian — 2005-12-02T02:12:17-05:00

^HIYA! IM A KARATE CHOPPIN MOTHER FUCKER

lol i love that shit!

SEXY PHOTOS OF ADRIAN!!!!

ok... so maybe theyre not so sexy. HE HE!

so todays ISS was funner than yesterdays! played computer games all day! but they were all 2 player games! i got wrestling practice tonight! tomarrow i have practice at 9:30am-12pm... then at like 5 im leaving to hartford to watch my lil step bro andrew box! allright! im out! ~~P ^e_Ac E~~

yesterday was pretty cool, but couldve bin better

pimpinadrian — 2005-12-04T02:12:37-05:00

im bored... so im gonna fuck around with all these smilies while i tell my story and shit!
It's snow time! YAY! i woke up this morning and my mom was all like, "i g2 sweep off the porch today." and i was like, "what?" and then she goes, "yeah its snowing outside." and so i took a shower and brushed my teeth.

but anyway... i woke up and i had to go to wrestling... oh boy was that exausting... i wanted to sleep, but i did good... i think coach is gonna make me captain soon... he had me do grass drills with hespellar. after practice, i wanted to do a lot of things... like: drink pepsi , eat a burger and ice cream , drink and smoke , kill pikachu , fly in outerspace , and eat like a madman (which includes burgers and pepsi) . lol practice was good

so last night me and my mom went to drive down to see my lil step brother box in hartford. i was dissapointed when my dad called and said that it was canceled... boy did my mom _F^L^I_P! she looked like she wanted to KILL my dad! lol that is a good one too. so we turned back around and went to Dick's and got my referee shirt and other stuff id need for refereeing. then we went to the bowling alley for Moo's birthday party, but he didnt reserve a lane, so it was at 8:15 instead and then me and mom went to wal-mart. then we went back and i saw moo... but i also saw that fagget ass bitch.... STACK! the thoughts that went through my head:
lol im done. too bad his sister wasnt there... im sure he would have loved that.
hehe, BYE!

i dont work yet

pimpinadrian — 2005-12-06T02:12:25-05:00

ARGH! MAN IM ANGRY! i cant get shit now! im not working any tournaments yet... not the 1st 3 at least. the 3rd tournament is on january 8th! and i will probably be after that too!

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pimpinadrian — 2005-12-06T11:12:52-05:00

well, i didnt go to school... went to practice tho... had a lot of smelly farts. haha... talked to koz and he says i should win state opens, and i need to work on my attitude when im wrestling. so yeah... idk i guess... w.e. im out LATER!

from MAD TV haha

pimpinadrian — 2005-12-09T06:12:14-05:00

lol...

"OMG I CANT STOP! It's like potatoe chips and masturbation!"

HYPOCRITICAL

pimpinadrian — 2005-12-09T11:12:51-05:00

i hate how some pple say one thing and complain about it all the time. but then out of nowhere something happens that doenst make sense to what theyre complaining about. some pple say something and it actually means something cuz its true. that, in my opinion, is hypocritical... so what if this happened now, if what ur sayin is true, then y dont u wait till nxt yr, or later on in life when the time is right?
lol ever take a crap and just find it hard to wipe?

WOOT!!!!!!

pimpinadrian — 2005-12-14T08:12:46-05:00

HAHAHAHAHA! YES MOTHER FUCKER! WOOT! WOOT! WOOT! i just found the ~~_B^E^S_T~~ website in the world! hahahahahah! HURRAY! MERRY CHRISTMAS MOTHER FUCKERS! WOOT! WOOT!

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pimpinadrian — 2005-12-18T05:12:35-05:00

im very dissapointed in myself... i woke up yesterday morning, and i had to start losing weight, so i spit, ran did what i could... lost about 5lbs in 1 hr that morning... rly sucked and it made me rly tired. i won my first match by pin, 2nd match i won 5-4, 3rd match i was too tired and the kid kept on slamming me... so i decided to inj def (injury default). thats ok tho... that was a bull shit tournament anyway, it doesnt mean anything at all, and when we face montville this wednesday... im gonna kick some major ass! so it wasnt the best start of the season, 2-1... but im ok. AND I MIGHT WRESTLE NELSON AGAIN!

ME VS. WINDHAM. WIN 5-4

ME AFTER I WAS INJURED AND DEAD BEAT TIRED

last night was fuckin crazy ass fun

pimpinadrian — 2005-12-18T06:12:37-05:00

wow... dude i never thought about it, but rebers sister chelsea is pretty _cu_t^e... but she is ~~devans~~ friend. eh... just thought id state that.

lol last night i went to a birthday party with reber and big ben. didnt stay to see finals of the waterford tourney tho... so we get there and bens friend (who was the b-day girl) was fuckin hot as hell! damn! so were kinda bored cuz nobody showed up yet, and then out of nowhere, like 5 or 8 girls, all lookin fine as hell, came walking in. were like, "oh shit we stayin now!" but then me and reber had to go pick up moo and keith but then i see james and miranda! so we talk for like minutes and then were out...

so we got moo and then we pick up keith and we gotta go back and fourth like a mofo to make keith happy. he had to get money from his friends house, go back to his house and hide his cigs, go buy him and reeber some weed.... it was crazy, so we finally get back to the party and keith and reeber light outside. the party ends cuz this old lady finds pitcher of booze. we then drive to this apartment complex near west side middle school... i forgot the name. we go to rebers "smokin spot" and reber and keith smoke some more... they offered me some but i proudly declined. after i seen and heard what happened to billy leischner, i aint ever gonna let that happen to me. omg we all hopped in the car and ben started to drive off with reber still out of the car and we made him run for like half a block, high as fuck, until he finally hopped in the car.

so were drivin in the car and we go and chill for a lil bit in midway oval in PQ. LMFAO! we called reebers girl up and shes fuckin drunk off her ass, so we started fuckin with her. lol i was like, "eh mami. u know who dis is? its julio... julio iglesias." and she was like, "omg i looooved julio!" and she started speaking spanish to me and i didnt understand so i had ben translate. then i changed myself into... DADDY YANKEE! lol and then i started talking like dave chapelle. and then ben talked to her for a while too. that shit was funny, she kept askin where reber was and ben kept sayin, "we left him outside somewhere in new london!" lol funny shit... so i got out to go pee in the bushes on the side of the building and ben drove off. but he came back and i tried to hop in but i couldnt so i hopped on top of the trunk and held on for dear life! idk how i did it, but he was goin super fuckin fast and i didnt fall off!

after i got in and we went and picked up biggens. and we were chillin in his house and his parents pulled in, so i went out the back door since were not sposed to be hangin out, and i snuck back in bens car. we dropped off moo, and then went to Norm's Diner. i ordered a grilled cheese and orange juice. had a lil home fries that ben didnt want and what i stole from biggen's plate. lol. i know im dirty. haha. i started hittin on the waitress with my sexy spanish voice. ( if u want to hear it, just ask me). i fell asleep in the diner while ben and biggens went to get some cash to pay for the food. i woke up and we left, dropped off keith, and i fell asleep in the car.

i woke up cuz ben suddenly stopped the car and him and biggens screamed like we got in an accident or something! so i woke up and i was like, "damn my moms gonna kill me! its like 1:30 in the morning!" and biggens goes, "i would let u sleep over my house, but ur mom will fuckin kill me" and then reber said i could sleep at his house, so i slept at his house. we watched animal planet. they were checkin out animals in the amazon river. eventually we fell asleep.

i woke up at like 7:30 and im just layin there and i had to pee for a long ass time. i watched tv and eventually rebers girl called and he talked to her. he got up and left the room, and chelsea came in with her baby sibling and said, "ew" and i just kinda looked at her and said, "hi" so reber eventually took me home and ive bin chillin ever since... yup, it was a long and interesting night... ill be lookin forward to more of them

montville wrestling match

pimpinadrian — 2005-12-22T12:12:13-05:00

so i missed weight by .2 lbs today... sucked rly bad! i wrestled up at 160 but i got a forfeit. so i ended up wrestling a jv match... the kid was 168 lbs. but i tech'd him in the first period. so it was good... and i was naughty when i got home and had 2 pieces of pizza and some soda from my neighbor! hehe

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pimpinadrian — 2005-12-23T12:12:33-05:00

well thanx sam for the towel... i could actually cover my balls when i got out of the shower today. lol... sorry guys, but i wont be able to make it tomarrow. im gonna have to lose weight and sleep in the 2 hours i have before i have to be at the school. but i will try to see u guys sometime during vacation... if i dont, then i will see u guys after... i will talk to u guys later in band tomarrow, but i still love yall! so peace!

wrestling and christmas stuff

pimpinadrian — 2005-12-24T11:12:37-05:00

yeah... i wrestled again yesterday. although i still had to suck weight in 2 hours, i beat my kid by 15 points. then after the match, me and my wrestilng buddies went to chinese buffet and pigged out... it was a good time yesterday... and now i begin my yearly boring ass christmas eve and soon to be christmas day. and i guess the ultimate christmas gift for me is 2 days off of wrestling practice, which means 1 day to eat whatever i want and another to eat healthy... but im going out shopping today and the day after christmas with my grandma... so itll be ok i guess.

omg my step dad got me this big ass gangsta coat. the one with the furry hoods! and im like, i dont like the hoods... its not my style. but it comes off which is good. and whats even better is that the coat is 2 coats in 1. but its rly warm and comfy... ok im out... ttyl pple and i hope u have a wonderful holiday(s)

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pimpinadrian — 2005-12-25T05:12:43-05:00

my cousin made me get a myspace. she rly insisted it so i did... nothing big, im not gonna write in it all the time... w.e. im out

A NEW BREED

pimpinadrian — 2005-12-27T06:12:29-05:00

so yeah, i wrestled today... pinned 2 guys, then i got a forfeit. my record so far is 8-1... im on fire! im gonna be unstoppable this year! my only loss was by forfeit, i had to injury default. cant touch this baby!

HERES TODAY -

YEAH

pimpinadrian — 2005-12-29T11:12:30-05:00

OH YEAH!!!! I GOT FIRST BABY! 3 PINS IN 4:59 SECONDS! PINNED STRAIGHT THRU THE TOURNAMENT! OH YEAH! AND CAPTAIN KERR GOT 1ST TOO! ROCK ON!

ME:

DAVE:

AND NOW UR BACK, FROM OUTERSPACE...

pimpinadrian — 2006-01-31T09:01:01-05:00

so heres an update of life lately, i know that its bin a while since ive actually written on this thing, not much time with myspace and wrestling and refereeing and everything... so my record in wrestling as of now is 24-4. i got a big match on WEDNESDAY, FEBRUARY 1, 2006!!! so be there if u can! i worked my first job on sunday for refereeing, and i got $135 CASH BUDDY! up front and everything... it was friggen great!! i mean, the guy who paid all the refs had like over $1,000 in his friggen hands. there were 9 refs and $135 each, so u do the math... well, thats it, so ill see u guys later... oh and sam 3 TIMES BABY!

just some WRESTLING pix... u might have to save them to see the whole photo

pimpinadrian — 2006-02-02T03:02:09-05:00

CASH AND HOOTERS!!!

pimpinadrian — 2006-02-05T10:02:04-05:00

FUCK YEAH!!! HOOTERS BABY! lol so i worked today and and i was feelin like crap. theres also something wrong with my knee, idk what it is but its kinda scary cuz ECC's is this week and then Class L's the next, and then State Opens in 3 weeks! WISH ME LUCK! but after working today, which i got $120 me and my mom went to HOOTERS! sooooo fuckin nice, lots of hot babes! but it wouldve and couldve bin better if they were all a bunch of chelsea's right? lol me and her and julia and hannah and fubar all chilled friday... so nice dude, u wouldnt even know. but uh... HOOTERS! lol ok im done with that... and all i have left to say is that NIKKI!! HOPE U FEEL BETTER!!!

Thats right, ur looking at the ONE and ONLY

pimpinadrian — 2006-02-12T05:02:17-05:00

_^E_{C^{C CHAMP BUDDY!!!}}lol ITS FRIGGEN AWESOME!! kyle kelly had just won his 119lb final match 2-1 only 5 matches before and it was time for me to go out there in the brand new finals singlets, similar to last years grey ones, just white instead, with different lettering on the front that said FITCH...... i just barely won with the score tied 8-8 in the final seconds of the 3rd period. all i had to do was ride Gladue from GRISWOLD out until the time ran out... MISSION ACCOMPLISHED. now we were to go into 0_v3^r_Ti_m^₃, and all i had to do was take him down or not get taken down. the whistle blew for the start of the 1 minute period. we both tied up, and i could tell that he was more tired than i was, which gave me the advantage. when ur tired, u get sloppy, and sloppy he got. he held onto my head and he tried to go for an ankle pick, but i down blocked and shucked his hand off my head and got behind him and took him to the mat for the 2... i looked at the ref with my eyes and mouth wide open and my heart pounding... the ref held 2 fingers up and shouted "2!! thats 2!!" i got up and pumped my fist and jumped around the mat! I DID IT! i continued to shout from the excitement and got on the line, bent down and took off the red anklets on both of my ankles that symbolized which side of the scoreboard i was. we shook hands and the referee raised my hand signaling my victory and his defeat. i ran to his coaches and shook their hands and ran back to coach joel and kos, tears in my eyes, trying to fight them back. i hugged the both of them and the whole team came around me and hugged me. "good job adrian! way to go! u did it! ECC CHAMP!!" it felt so good, it was almost too good to be true. as i walked to the bleachers and gave my grandmother, who i call nani, and my mom a kiss and slapped everybody's hands, i remembered the first thing kos told me the first day of the tournament, "ADRIAN! if u win this, u get to GO to McDonalds!" man, it felt good knowing i could do that being a champ and all, then kos comes to me in the bleachers and says the thing that made me feel like a king, "ur the jonathan wenderoth of this year!!" just last year in 2005 jon wenderoth had won in double overtime at 145 against james chapman, also from griswold. he was a respectable person and almost everyone idled him, even i, being one of the better guys on the team. although i didnt go into double overtime, overtime is just as good... it meant a lot... after i got my medal we all took pix, and then, instead of going to McDonalds, we went to wendy's... it was a great moment in my life............

~~SACRIFICE~~ is T_O^T^A_LL_^Y worth it!

Class L's... Pix too

pimpinadrian — 2006-02-20T10:02:25-05:00

for anybody who cares... i won Class L's... so yeah, i beat the guy 15-1... it was an easy match, but the kid kept stalling, so it was hard to move him... but as soon as he got a warning for stalling, he started moving on bottom and i kicked his ass... so yeah... heres some pix.................

AND HERES THE PASTA PARTY AT THE KELLY'S!!!!!!!!

NEW PHONE NUMBER!!!!!!!!!

pimpinadrian — 2006-02-22T09:02:11-05:00

allright guys!! I GOT A NEW PHONE!!! IF ur one of my friends, gimme a call at 514-1267!! i get free minutes at 9pm and i not only get free text messaging anytime, i get FREE Im'ing!!!! SO HIT IT UP!!!

STATE OPENS

pimpinadrian — 2006-02-23T09:02:54-05:00

allright... going to state opens during 3rd lunch tomarrow... wish me luck guys... i wont be on friday night and saturday night... SO DROP THE COMMENTS!!! MUCH LOVE PEOPLE... plus there will be a lot of pictures up

State Open Runner-Up

pimpinadrian — 2006-02-25T11:02:03-05:00

so for everyone intersted, i got 2nd place at the state opens... which means im the 2nd best wrestler at 145 in CT... YEAH!!!!! lol, so next week got new englands, but i hurt my ankle, so idk how that will turn out... but, thanx to everyone who believed in me! PEACE

HOW MUCH DO U LOVE ME??

pimpinadrian — 2006-03-02T02:03:45-05:00

If you've got some free time....feel free to fill this out

Would you…
Give me your number?
Give me a kiss?
Give me a hug?
Take me to dinner?
Be my friend?
Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
Let me live with you if I had nowhere to go?
Cry if I died?
Stop me if I tried to commit suicide?
Dance with me?
Keep a secret if I told you one?
Sing happy birthday to me?
Hold my hand?
Help me solve my problems?
Do anything for me?
Go to the doctors with me because I didn’t want to go alone?

What…
Do you think of me?
Is your fondest memory of me?
Was your first impression of me, and do you still think of me as that?
Reminds you of me?
Would you do if I said that I loved you?
Was hospitalized?
Do you think of my personality?

Random Questions..
How have I affected you?
Do you love me?
Have I ever hurt you?
On a scale of 1-10, how attractive am I?
Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
Am I lovable?
Describe me in one word.
Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

Are you going to put this on your journal so I can answer yours?

whats up guys?

pimpinadrian — 2006-03-31T10:03:38-05:00

so whats up guys? i havent posted on here in a while... had a good wrestling season, like 1st in ECC's, 1st in Class L's, 2nd in the State Open... 42-7.... wrestled a lil after the season, won the tournament in Narrangansett, won MAWA's, now im going to Pennsylvania to wrestle there next week, MAWA's was a qualifier for it.... uh..... no sports right now, just chillin, gonna be doing drum corp when cameron is done wrestling... well, thats it for now... peace

ECC Victory Shot

pimpinadrian — 2006-04-12T05:04:55-05:00

SUCH a R_U^_SH

white people... wtf

pimpinadrian — 2006-04-20T01:04:24-05:00

so tonight started off kinda a drag... went with a couple of people to see Ice Age 2: The Meltdown... me and big ben went and chilled with some peeps tonight and well, quite frankly, i didnt know anybody except 1 person, and damn, montville girls are mean!! lol, but its all good i talked to my homie and let her know about the whole shyness and just plain being afraid of white people... especially montville white people, lol... me and ben went 110 on the way home and we met up with bens friend danielle and stopped by friendly's and visited joanna who i LOOOOVE so much... god its good to see u again! after that we just went home and looked at myspace for a while... nothing interesting... it was an ok night... well, peace dogs...

and sam... u are DEFFINITELY pretty, u dont look like a bum at all

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pimpinadrian — 2006-05-01T10:05:24-05:00

CAPTAINS!!!! U KNOW U LIKE IT!!! ME, CAPTAIN KERR, AND BEERS!

so i need to bring my grades up

pimpinadrian — 2006-05-09T07:05:12-05:00

well, now i cant go back to sleep... thanx to nikki sooooooo nothing new lately, except im doin bad in school and i really wanna do good cuz i might just go to kings point marine academy in NY next year and i need to pass these 2 courses and take a pre calc and physics class next year......... drum corps is bad for my health i swear. i had to stay home yesterday to get some sleep because i was so exausted from the wknd............. so now i found out that this girl that i like, Kim... she totally digs me dude. lol, i deffly like her and i would TOTALLY ask her out... but im a lil more concerned with school right now, and it gets out very soon. so yeah, things are lookin good.

u know what they say, u gotta take the crookeds with the straights

pimpinadrian — 2006-05-13T01:05:32-05:00

sooooooo things have bin really good, especially last night, well, most of it anyways. but it was good. ive bin hangin with ben a lot this weekend, and its deffly turned out good, i guess. lol, jp. but his gf jill just got home from college yesterday night (shes done with school till next year). so, i got to hang out with kim yesterday which was AWESOME!! so good i could break dance!! but it got bad when i dropped her on the rocks at the beach and i fell on her... gosh i feel so bad. but i really like her and for some reason she wasnt sure if i liked her! WTF?!?! lol but its all good homie. hopefully shell get well soon. ill ttyl people, much love!

dude, she kicks ass

pimpinadrian — 2006-05-17T05:05:20-05:00

so its official....... this girl is better than any other girl ive ever bin with in my life..... and were not even together.... god, i cant wait till friday! i sure do hope things work out between us! geesh... must contain..... im out!!

We're DONE

pimpinadrian — 2006-06-04T09:06:54-05:00

me and kim arent talkin anymore............. its a pretty fucked up situation....... thats it, simply said

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pimpinadrian — 2006-06-12T03:06:07-05:00

FUCK THE POLICE

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pimpinadrian — 2006-06-12T04:06:42-05:00

so i edited my page a lil bit... watcha gonna do about it?

FUCKING BRITON

pimpinadrian — 2006-06-19T06:06:02-05:00

so right now im really pissed off... god, i cant even explain the level of anger i am at. briton has bin pissin me off a lot lately, especially with the kim jokes. and the constant bitchin over every single thing that doesnt go his way, like, he called shotty and knew he wasnt gonna get it cuz of bens age rule, and yet he sat in and when i kicked him out he goes, "god ur so gay, ur such a lil bitch, ur gettin out less than 5 minutes!" WTF is up with that? he KNEW he wasnt gonna get front, so y did he even try?

but i finally... FINALLY blew up today on him, by pushing his ass from the mid point between the living room and dining room, to the front door and was THIS CLOSE from punching the shit out of him. i havent bin this mad in a long time. he kept on talkin shit and was being a dick and then just expects to get catered in my house... FUCK THAT... im not even playing. i kept telling him that if he kept talkin crap i was gonna hurt him. i even told him before i blew up on him that if he said one more thing that i was gonna get up and hit him, and he had the fuckin balls to say something ignorant and so i got up and did that shit... hes lucky hes my friend or i wouldve seriously fucked him up

fuck this shit

pimpinadrian — 2006-07-12T07:07:14-05:00

so im really pissed... i just got into a HUGE argument with ben... truth of the matter, i finally stood up for myself against the way he treats me. i can see it in britons eyes, he wants to, but fears ben. im not afraid of him, i know he'll whoop my ass any day, but im still not afraid of him. hes not my father and needs to stop acting like it. he doesnt know everything, so he needs to stop acting like he does. he needs to stop makin the stupid cracks about my dad and about kim.... but mostly my dad. he needs to stop telling me rules about wrestling, cuz u know what? IM A REF! I KNOW THE RULES! AND IVE BIN WRESLING FOR 5 FUCKIN YEARS, I KNOW THIS SHIT! all because i said no when he asked for the star burst, and then he fuckin yelled and said that im always bitchin, and i said thats just the way i am.... i would never bitch if he didnt do shit that i never wanted to do. he needs to stop with all the "do me a favor" shit cuz u know what? its cuz HE doesnt wanna do anything, so he makes me do it... ive had enough, and if the result is a fight then let it be. he needs to stop controlling me!

MY WRESTLING HIGHLIGHT REEL

pimpinadrian — 2006-07-19T01:07:23-05:00

CLICK HERE FOR MY HIGHLIGHT REEL

NEW

pimpinadrian — 2006-07-19T01:07:23-05:00

new pix in my wiki page... check 'em out... still gotta put up more, but ill worry about that later

so theres this girl...

pimpinadrian — 2006-11-28T09:11:50-05:00

i like her. she's cool. i hope we're more than friends. her name is hannah. =]

yay

pimpinadrian — 2006-12-10T01:12:06-05:00

things have bin pretty good... havent bin able to keep a low weight since i hurt myself, but its all good. gotta certify tomorrow, but i need to run like a bitch today. kissed hannah the other night, that was pretty ^_AM^A_ZI_NG... it was like shooting stars, and butterflies were everywhere in my stomach. she is just awesome, simply put. so anyway, back to the gym part. its gonna suck, but i guess its worth it. =] SHES AWESOME!

so if theres ever a person in the world who could make me feel this good........

pimpinadrian — 2007-01-26T10:01:58-05:00

it would be HER

ECC FINALS

pimpinadrian — 2007-02-22T01:02:01-05:00

tattoo

pimpinadrian — 2007-05-14T11:05:16-05:00

i love it

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pimpinadrian — 2007-05-14T03:05:35-05:00

BAD? SAD? MAD? idk what to feel. i try to think of how it hurts her, and it doesn't bother me. mostly due to the fact that i never did it to intentionally hurt anybody. as a matter of fact, i tried to prevent it all too many times from happening, not for her, but for my own means. not just this chic, but other girls. i mean, i was at a college party with drunk girls practically on my nuts, but i said no. so then, the question is, "why this girl?" why - if i had a chance at the hot drunk/stoned/whorey chics - would i choose her? me and the girl continue to talk, we text all the time. i broke the akwardness saturday by wishing her good luck on the show. she keeps texting me too... so idk what to think. hannah's upset, and i expect no less, but at the time, i didn't think anything of it.

put it in my point of view, the girl i so deeply love continues to tell me that we will NEVER be together again. and yes, i DID ask her to consider it again, but the first time i asked, she still had the same decision. hannah told me to be selfish, and thats exactly what i did. i was tired of hurting myself. i had hurt myself all too many times trying to fix my wrongs. the night she left me the voice message was the night i practically made up my mind. despite the fact that we had both agreed to think it over, i had made up my mind. i DONT want to be with her. not right now. and now im beginning to think ever.

i was pretty much brain washed into thinking that it would NEVER happen again. [ie: if you ask your teacher to correct a test score, and a hundred time he says no, and you continue to beg him to look it over; even though he says he will think about it, you figure its gonna come to the same result anyway, and you rip up your test paper - then a week later, your teacher decides to tell you that he will look it over] i decided to let her go. she gave me all the signals, and i did what was best... only to find out about a week later, that she was actually considering it again. i was dumbfounded, i didnt know what to think. by instict, i said i would do anything to get her back, but after i said that, i knew in my heart it wasnt true. i dont want to hurt her, and i dont want to hurt me anymore. will we ever want a relationship again? who knows, lifes just a road with a bunch of twists, turns, and road blocks.

belief

pimpinadrian — 2008-01-08T02:01:59-05:00

Peter answers: 'But between you there is some that doesn't believe...' (John 6.64)

The theosophical semantic of the question is not valid.